Moni anyamata angopeza gawo ili ndipo ndikufuna kugawana zomwe zandichitikira zaka 7 zapitazo kapena ... Pepani positi yayitali.
Chabwino, kotero, ndine bambo wowongoka wazaka 37, ndipo popeza ndinali 14-15, ndimakhala ndi zolaula, pang'onopang'ono "zinafika poipa" ndi intaneti mpaka burodibandi itakupangitsani kukhala kosavuta kupeza zolaula zomwe mungatenge … Sindinali wolowerera konse, ndinali ndi abwenzi ambiri, ndimapwando ambiri (ndinganene zochuluka kwambiri) ndipo ndimakonda kucheza ...
Vuto langa nthawi zonse linali ndi atsikana, ndinalibe vuto ndi atsikana omwe amandikonda, nthawi zambiri amatero, koma nditangoyamba kumene 20s zidachitika koyamba, ndinali ndi msungwana, zonse zinali kuyenda bwino, bj wabwino, ndi Bam! Ndinapita kopanda chidwi ndikulowa… Zinali zochititsa manyazi bwanji kwakanthawi, anali wabwino nazo koma kuwonongeka kunachitika ...
Apa ndi pomwe zonse zidayamba, zaka zingapo zikubwerazi ndimayesetsabe ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana koma nthawi zonse zimangokhala zomwezo mobwerezabwereza, ndimangolankhula mumtima mwanga kuti "muyenera kungodutsamo, ichi ndi vuto lokha nthawi yoyamba yomwe zidachitika ”ndimapitilizabe kusangalala komanso kucheza, koma ili linali vuto lomwe linandikhudza kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimawonetsera kudziko lakunja, ndimazindikira ndipo nthawi zina sindinazindikire kuti sindinazindikire mwayi wambiri wogonana ndi atsikana ena , zonse zili bwino koma ndisanagone, ndidapereka chifukwa chomenyera ...
Mutha kulingalira kuti zonsezi sizimachitika mosavomerezeka, banja langa limadziwa kuti china chake sichili bwino, ndipo anzanga nawonso, ndimatha kumva mphekesera, ("ndi gay", "alibe mphamvu") ndipo nthawi ina ndidawonetsedwa ndili ndi mtsikana wodziwika ngakhale kubanja langa ndipo zomwe zinali zoyipa, adauza ena mwa anthu amiseche omwe anali mgulu la banjali ndipo anali oyipitsitsa, anthu amandiseka osandichenjerera za ED, anthu achiwerewere, ndi zina zotero… I ' ndikukuwuzani kuti anali ena mwa masiku ndi usiku wovuta kwambiri omwe ndinayenera kupilira m'moyo wanga… .Mwina ndinapitilizabe kucheza ndi abwenzi komanso abale ndipo ndinali ndi zibwenzi zina zomwe zinali ndi mapiritsi a dick ... koma panali nthawi zina zoyipa pakati, Ndimamva kuti ndine munthu wopanda mwayi, ndidayamba kukayikira zachiwerewere ngakhale sindinakonde anyamata…
Ndikutha kunena izi tsopano modekha, komabe ndimamvanso kuti ndataya azimayi anga azaka zabwino kwambiri, ndikutanthauza, amalankhula za zaka zanga zonse za 20, makamaka poganizira azimayi omwe amandiyimba, koma tsoka, sizinapangidwe khalani…
Tsopano, mzaka zonsezi ndinali ndikukula nthawi zonse ndikakhala ndi mwayi, nthawi zina zinali zopenga, ndimatanthauza nthawi 8-10 tsiku limodzi, pang'onopang'ono ndimayang'ana zolimba / zopenga koma ndimalephera kuchita zinthu zachiwerewere ... Ndipo sindinatero ndinazindikira kuti uwu unali muzu wamavuto anga akulu m'moyo, ndikutanthauza, ndizopenga momwe chizolowezichi chinkandikhudzira pafupifupi m'mbali zonse za moyo wanga ndipo sindinadziwe kuti linali vuto ngakhale ...
Sindikukumbukira kwenikweni liti kapena motani, koma ndidapunthwa kupita ku nofap forum board, kenako ndikupita ku Google kuti ndikafufuze ndipo idatsegula maso ... Iwo anali anyamata ambiri omwe anali ndi mavuto ofananawo. Ndinazindikira kuti pamapeto pake ndinapeza zomwe zinali zolakwika ndi ine, inali nthawi yofunika kwambiri m'moyo wanga, ndikutanthauza, kuwerenga zonse, nkhani zonse zopambana, zasinthadi moyo wanga ... sindingathokoze anyamata onsewa adagawana zomwe akumana nazo mokwanira ... Zimandigwetsa m'maso ndikulemba izi pakadutsa zaka zingapo…
Sindikukuwuzani kuti ndikosavuta konse, koma nditangodziwa kuti ndapeza mankhwala ndi yankho la zomwe zidandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wopanda ntchito kwa Soo zaka zambiri, ndidatsimikiza mtima, osanama, zinali zenizeni lolimba, koma ndinakwanitsa kuchita bwino, ndipo ndikukuwuzani kuti zinali 1000% ... Musataye mtima, ngati mutayambiranso, yesaninso kufikira mutachita bwino, ingokumbukirani zomwe mukumenyera, ndi njira zonse zomwe moyo wanu udzakhalire sintha…
Tsopano ndili "wosasangalala" wokwatiwa (iyi ndi nkhani ina LOL) ndipo ndili ndi atsikana okongola a 2, ndipo nditha kunena moona mtima kuti chinthu cha nofap chinali chisankho chofunikira kwambiri chomwe ndidapanga m'moyo wanga.
Kwa nonsenu mukufunikira zokambirana, ndikungoyesera kuti ndithandizire pazinthu zomwe zimandithandiza kwambiri panthawiyo, pomwe lingaliro silinali lodziwika bwino, nkhani yopambana…
Zabwino zonse ndikusunga anyamata omenyera nkhondo!
LINK - Nkhani yopambana pazomwe ikuyenera! (positi yayitali)
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