Zaka 37 - Ndili ndi chidwi chochita bwino

 

Kungofuna fufuzani mwachangu. Kugunda kwa miyezi 7 ndipo ndikuyamba kumva ngati ndili ndi moyo "wabwinobwino". Sindingathe kulingalira kuti ndi nthawi yochuluka bwanji m'moyo wanga ndinataya ndi PMO. Monga bonasi lero ndi tsiku langa lokumbukira zaka 15 ndipo zinali zabwino kwambiri kukhala ndi chikumbumtima choyera pamwambo waukuluwu. Tinali ndi tsiku labwino kwambiri!

Zogwirizana mwachindunji ndi nofap ndimamva chisangalalo chopambana. Zomwe ndakhala ndikuyesera kuchita moyo wanga wonse ndikuzichita. Ubwino wake- chikumbumtima choyera, nkhawa yochepa chifukwa cha kubisala nthawi zonse, kuganiza bwino, kugwirizana ndi mkazi ndi ana, kulabadira maubwenzi apamtima, maola patsiku palibe pmo yomwe ilipo tsopano pazochitika zina zofunika kuphatikizapo zokolola ndi kugona. Tangoganizani kungogona ndikugonadi usiku wonse. Ndizokongola.

Mwina kusintha kwabwino kwambiri komanso kosayembekezereka ndikutha kuthana ndi mbali zina za moyo wanga zomwe zimafunikira chisamaliro chomwe sindimazindikira ngakhale kuchuluka komwe kumakhudzidwa ndi kudyedwa ndi PMO. Kukhalapo m'moyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku kwasintha pafupifupi mbali zonse za moyo wanga monga momwe zimakhudzira PMO. Chitsanzo chimodzi ndicho kudzipatulira kwanga kumene ndapeza kumene pakusintha ubale wanga ndi ndalama.

Ndinayamba kukhala ndi ndalama zolipirira mpaka pano kwa nthawi yoyamba muukwati wanga wonse kukhala ndi akaunti yosungira ndalama komanso pafupifupi kuchotsera ngongole zonse mkati mwa miyezi ingapo yotsatira. Pomaliza kusamalira zinthu zapanyumba zomwe ndidazinyalanyaza kwa nthawi yayitali. Ndikhoza kunena moona mtima kuti ndili ndi njira yosiyana kwambiri ndi moyo watsiku ndi tsiku kusiyana ndi miyezi ingapo yapitayo.

by: Oct162022

Source: Kutuluka Mwachangu Miyezi 7 Yoyera