Ndili pano kuti ndikuuzeni kuti ndizofunika. Ine sindidzakuvutitsani inu ndi vuto langa lachizolowezi, liri lofanana kwambiri ndi lanu lomwe ine ndikukhulupirira. Chinthuchi ndikuti, sindinadziwe kuti ndili ndi njira yopitilira izi, zandiuza kuti sindinadziwe kuti ndatayika pamalo oyamba. Kuyambira pamene ndikumbukira kukhala ndi erection ndimangodula. Ndipo pambuyo pa intaneti panafika, phokoso. Ndinagwedezeka.
Koma ndikuloleni ndikuuzeni za zinthu zomwe zingakhale zofanana komanso zosiyana ndi nkhani zina.
1- Aliyense wa inu adzavutika ndi madigiri osiyana. Pa masiku anga oyambirira a 3 ndinkasangalala, zinali zovuta kuti ndisamaone zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche.
Koma chisangalalo cha chisangalalo chinali posachedwa. Ndinakwiya. Ndinapsa mtima kwambiri. Ndinali ng'ombe yamwano. Ndiloleni ndikuuzeni, ndi zachilendo. Ndi gawo la njira yanu.
2- Kumverera kwa mkwiyo ndi chinachake chimene sindinali kuyembekezera. Ndinawerenga za izo koma sindinaganize kuti ndidzakhala motere. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala wolimba komanso wamtendere. Atanena zimenezo, ndinayesa kulingalira chifukwa chake ndinakwiya poyamba. Sindinayankhe kwa miyezi pafupifupi 2. Panthawi imeneyi ndinakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri, ndinakhala ndi mantha kuti ndidzakhala ndi ED. Usiku uliwonse ndimatha kuganiza za chinachake kuti nditsimikize, nthawi zina ndimatha kutenga izo ndipo nthawizina sindingathe. Kuganizira za izo kumandipweteka kwambiri pakalipano, koma ndaulandira tsopano. Ndi zachilendo. Ndi mbali ya njirayi.
3- Nthawi yamavuto ndimatha kupewa chilichonse chokhudzana ndi kugonana, ndidakhala wansembe ngati, ndimapewa chilichonse. Za ine ndipo mwina za inu, mwina simukhala athanzi chifukwa ndimapewanso kudzifunsa kuti bwanji sindinachite zonsezi poyamba. Ndinkaopa zenizeni ine. Zili bwino. Sikunali kulakwa kwanga. Ndikuvomereza tsopano.
4- Ndawerenga zambiri. Ndinawerenga mazamu, nkhani zokhudzana ndi ubongo, ndinaphunzira phunziro koma sindinadzimvere Mulungu, sindikumva ngati amuna ndi akazi onse adanena poyamba. Ndinali kukayikira za chinthu chonsecho. Nchifukwa chiyani ndikutero ngati ndikukumva kuda nkhawa, mantha ndi kukwiya? Ndiloleni ndikuuzeni, ndatsala pang'ono kudula.
5- Kumverera kwa maganizo kunalowa mkati, kugwedezeka, kumverera 0 libido koma ndinali kuganizira za izo, ndinali kumverera kuti ndikufuna kugonana, kuti ndikufuna O. Ine ndikupeza izo tsopano, izi ndi zachilendo ndi gawo la ndondomekoyi. Izi zikhoza kukhala gawo lovuta kwambiri, lopweteka kwambiri lomwe mukudutsa mu gawo ili, kumverera kutayika popanda kudziwika. Koma musadandaule, zikhala bwino. KUZIKHALA 0 LIBIDO KUKHALA. KUKHALA KUKHALA KWANU KUDZIWERERA. ZINTHU ZOFUNIKA KUTI MUSAGANIZIRE ZINTHU ZONSE KUDZIWA ZINTHU ZONSE NDIPONSO ZINTHU ZIMENE MUNGACHITE.
6- Kuphwanya kumene ndinanena sikunali kanthawi. Zinali pang'onopang'ono. Bwanji? Chifukwa chiyani? Sindikudziwa. Koma kwa ine, ndipo mwinamwake kwa inu, kumverera kwachisokonezo, nkhawa ndi mkwiyo ndi chifukwa ine ndinalibe mphotho ya ubongo wanga. Ndinatseka phindu lililonse la PMO ndi thupi langa makamaka makamaka malingaliro anga akungogunda. Ndinawerenga zambiri koma sizinagwirizane ndi maganizo anga pomwepo. Ndichomomwe ubongo wa ubongo umamverera. Mukhoza kuwerenga, mukhoza kumva chinachake koma ubongo wanu umamva kutali ndi chenichenicho.
7- Panthawi imeneyi ndinadzipeza ndekha, popanda chifukwa chilichonse chodutsa mwazinthu zina zomwe ndinasiya. Zosavuta, sindimapanga izi. Ndinayambanso ntchito yokha ya brewery ndipo ndinayendetsa pang'onopang'ono. Werengani chinachake, kugula zipangizo ndikuyamba kugwira ntchito tsiku lililonse. Ndinachita bwanji zimenezi? Tsopano ine ndikudziwa, koma ine ndikukuuzani inu za izo kenako.
8- Chinthuchi n'chakuti, sindinamalize kufufuza kwanga, ndikupitirizabe. Koma ndinayamba kupindula ubongo wanga ndikukhala ndi chimwemwe chochepa. Zimandipangitsa kusekerera kuti ndiyimbe izi, koma ndinakhala wochepetsedwa kwambiri ndikuda nkhaŵa kwambiri pamene ndikugwira ntchito pazinthu zatsopano. Ubongo wa ubongo pambali, ndizomveka tsopano. Ndinali kudzipindulitsa ndekha ndi china chilichonse kupatulapo PMO. Tsiku ndi tsiku ndinali ndi kusintha pang'ono kwa malingaliro anga, malingaliro anga anayamba kumveka tsiku ndi tsiku. Sindinakwiyire koma ndikuvomereza kuti mkwiyo wanga wochepa unali udakali kumeneko. Ndikumva tsopano, ndinali pafupi kupeza munthu wanga weniweni.
9- Ndisanati ndizindikire, ndimakhala ndikulimbikitsidwa kwambiri. Ndinalinso wotsimikiza kwambiri mmoyo. Mwina ndikanakonda kukopa maulendo angapo popanda kuwazindikira. EQ yanga inali 100% koma ndinalibe chidwi ndi O ngati ine. Malingaliro omwe ine ndimafuna kuti ndiwone P ndi M, koma zinali zosiyana ndi zofunikira ngati mutapeza mfundo. Mwadzidzidzi ndinali ndi zolinga, ndikukhazikitsa zolinga zabwino tsiku ndi sabata. NDINALI MOYO, ndipo pamene ndinadziŵa kuti ndadodometsa.
10- chinthu 9 chinali mkati mwa masiku 70. M'masiku 20 apitawa ndidayamba kumvera ena chisoni, ndimazindikira momwe ena akumvera komanso momwe ndimakhalira wotopetsa nthawi zina. Sindimangokhala wokwiya pang'ono, koma ndidaphunzira kudzilandira ndekha ndikugwiranso ntchito. Mu mphotho, ndikumva bwino. Zabwino kwambiri. Pakadali pano ndili ndi ntchito zitatu zomwe zikuchitika pamoyo wanga kupatula ntchito (ndinakuwuzani kuti ntchito yanga yasintha? Yachita…). Ndili ndi zokonda zitatuzi ndipo sizikugwirizana ndi PMO, koma amandipatsa mphoto zoposa izi. Ndizachilendo komabe, ndikupeza zinthu zonsezi zomwe zimandipangitsa kufuna zambiri kuchokera m'moyo (stfu so corny), koma ndizowona.
Ndimasangalala kwambiri ndi zomwe ndakhala ndikuchita komanso ndikudziyankhulana ndi ena. Momwe ine ndimakhoza kufotokoza malingaliro kwa wina ndi momwe zonsezi ziriri ME yeniyeni. Ndinazindikira m'masiku a 90 apita kuti ndine munthu wabwino, ndili ndi zolakwa zambiri koma ndikugwira bulu wanga kuti ndisakhale bwino kwa ena, koma ndekha. Ndinayamba kugwira ntchito (Sindikuyendabe, koma sindikufuna) ndipo ndinataya 6kg kwathunthu. Ndikusungira zovala zatsopano komanso mano akunjenjemera (lol, nthawi zonse ndimafuna kuchita izi).
Ndibwino kuti muzisamalira nokha. Khalani wolimbikira pang'ono ndi zomwe muli nazo. Khalani wonyada kuti ndinu ndani ndipo chinthu chovuta kwambiri ndi ichi: dzilandizeni nokha, zidzangokhala bwino.
Masiku otsatirawa a 90 Ndipitirizabe kugwira ntchito. Sindinawerengere tsiku lililonse kuti ndibwezere, ndinayesetsa kuganizira zinthu zina popanda kuwerenga, zomwe zinandithandiza kwambiri.
Ndinawalonjeza kuti sindidzakhala PMO, chifukwa O ndi wabwino, P ndi wamkulu ndipo M amamva bwino. Koma palibe chogwirizana ndi PMO chinafika ngakhale pafupi ndi zomwe ndikukumva tsopano.
Choncho ngati mukusowa uphungu, kapena kuti muyambe ulendo wanu. Chitani izo.
Ndi njira yoti mudzidziwe nokha, chifukwa chiyani mukuchita izi ndi momwe kuchotsa binge pmo kungasinthe moyo wanu.
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