Masiku 100 apitawo, nditayesedwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi komanso 10-15 day streaks, ndidapanga mgwirizano ndi ine: Sindingadzipezenso kapena kudzikhudza ndigonana. Patha masiku 100 ndipo ntchitoyo ikupitirirabe: Sindinachite maliseche, sindinayang'ane zolaula, sindinakhalepo, ndinalibe maloto. Zomwe zidasintha:
1) Kuyankhula ndi akazi. Ndikulankhula nawo ATSOGOLO tsopano.
2) Mumakopeka kwambiri ndi akazi "abwinobwino" (oyandikana naye nyumba).
3) Nthawi zina ndimakhumudwa kwambiri chifukwa sindingathe kumasula zovuta zakugonana koma sindimatha kupeza mnzake.
Ponseponse, zakhala zosangalatsa ndipo ndipitiliza. Kuyang'ana kukumana ndi mnzake muupandu.
Ndinkakonda kukopeka makamaka ndi atsikana ndipo 6 mpaka 10 yokha pa 10, koma tsopano ndikumva kuti ndine womasuka. Komabe, sindinapezepo mpaka pano. Mwinamwake mtsogolo ine ndikulingalira. Ndizovuta ndipo zimandipangitsa kukhumudwa nthawi zambiri. Ndikumva ngati zinali zophweka pamene ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse ndikuchotsa mavuto. Koma ndikuganiza nthawi zina mumafunikira kuvutika kuti mukule.
Ndilo vuto langa lalikulu ndi akazi: amamva kusowa kwanga. Ndipo ndiyo njira yokhayo nofap yomwe imapangitsa moyo wanga kuipiraipira: Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri zogonana zomwe NDIMAFUNA (capital NEED!) Kuti ndipeze mkazi kuti atulutse mavuto.
Sindikufuna kubwereranso. Ndi zopanda pake. Ndikufuna kugawana mphamvu zanga zogonana ndi munthu wina, ndi zomwe ndikufuna. Izi zikukwaniritsa!
Ndidzakhala 40 posachedwa ndipo pazizindikiro [zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndiyese nofap]… Ndinkafuna kulumikizana ndi azimayi ndikumva kukhumudwa.
KULUMIKIZANA Masiku 100 lero… Nazi zomwe zasintha.
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