Ndinaigwedeza kuzithunzi kwa zaka 29. Ndinaganiza kuti kusunga umuna ndichinsinsi chake mu 2001, koma nthawi zonse ndimavutika kuti ndidutse masabata awiri kapena apo… ndipo sizinali choncho nthawi zambiri. Ndinkangoyang'ana pafupipafupi kuzithunzi, ndikudziwa kuti zinali zoyipa kwa ine koma ndikuzilungamitsa.
Pa masiku 100 opanda PM, banja langa lomwe linali losasangalatsa ndilabwino, ndine wanzeru, ndipo ndikusangalala kwambiri. Tsopano popeza mkazi wanga ndiye mkazi yekhayo amene ndamuwona wamaliseche, chisangalalo chimangopupuluma. Gawo lililonse logonana ndilosangalatsa modabwitsa… malingaliro osafunikira. Ndipo pamene SO yanga ndiyo yokhayo yokhutiritsa, ndimakhala wolimbikitsidwa kuti ndimusangalatse kuti izibwera. Popita nthawi, kukhala bwino kwanga, kuleza mtima, komanso chidwi changa chayamba.
Ma neuroma ambiri omwe ndinamupangitsa kuti akhale atakhala okomoka atha. Tikutenga mtundu waukwati womwe tonse tikufuna. Izi sizingatheke ndi zolaula komanso kudzizunza. Nonse muli ndi mwayi wokhala ndi zenizeni. Kupewera zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche kungakusandutseni inu ndi omwe okuzungulirani. Jerking kusiya ndikudzivutitsa koona.
Ndikulakalaka ndikadazindikira kuti [mkazi wanga wachimwemwe moyo wachimwemwe] udali m'manja mwanga kale. [Kukondwerera] sikunakhalepo kopambana kwa ifenso. Ndinkadana ndi kusowa kwaubwenzi, ndimaganiza kuti ndangopusa ndikakwatiwa. Koma kumamasukirana ndi PM kudandipatsa chidwi kwambiri komanso kusangalala ndi mkazi, komanso kumandisangalatsa. Changu chake pamapeto pake adapanga njira yolankhulirana, ndipo zinthu zakhala bwino kuposa momwe ndimaganizira kale. Zimatenga nthawi, koma kusintha kwakukulu ndikotheka mu nthawi yochepa. Mutha kudabwitsidwa kwambiri.
Ndidagonana / ndimagonana masiku onse a 7-14. Ngati pali chilichonse, kugonana kunathandiza. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala munthu wovuta, koma zonse zatha. Kugonana kumatsitsa chidwi changa chofuna kukwaniritsa komanso luntha langa, koma palibe monga PM adachita. Mosiyana ndi PM, sizimabweretsa manyazi, zomwe zimabweretsa zowonjezera zoyipa. Kugonana ndikugonana pachibwenzi kungathe kupezeka mu dipatimenti yamanyazi, ngakhale sindikutsimikiza pano.
Cholinga changa ndikukula ndikusangalala ndi moyo komanso tanthauzo. Ndimaona kuti, kwa ine, monga wokwatiwa, kugonana mosatalikirana komanso kwakathengo ndi gawo la izi.
Ndine wazaka 41. Ndine wabwino komanso woleza mtima ambiri. Ntchito yanga imadalira pakumvetsetsa ndi kuthana ndi zovuta, chifukwa chake nzeru zanga zimatsutsidwa pafupipafupi. Ndinganene motsimikiza kuti ndine wanzeru kwambiri kuyambira pomwe ndasiya PM. Mfundo ndizosavuta kumva. Kugonana kwenikweni kumakugwetsa pang'ono, koma kumabweranso tsiku limodzi kapena apo. Ndikumvanso bwino pankhani yathanzi ndikusintha. Nditha kusiyanitsa zomwe zili zofunika. Chidaliro chonse chimakhala chachikulu, koma ndichowona. Kusintha kwanyengo kumatha: Ndikutha mphamvu koma sindimakhala wokhumudwa kapena kuda nkhawa. Moyo umakhala wabwinoko m'njira iliyonse yomwe tingaganize.
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