Mkhalidwe wanga: 45, M, wokwatiwa mosangalala. Sindikudziwa ngati ndinali woledzera monga ena am'manja koma ndimakhala wogwiritsa ntchito / wozunza tsiku lililonse. Sindinaperekepo kobiri zolaula, ndinakwanitsa kuthana ndi chilakolako changa ndi zinthu zaulere.
Kodi nchifukwa ninji mwamuna wokondwa ndi wokwatiwa apita mu dzenje la akalulu? Chabwino, libido yanga inali patsogolo kwambiri kuposa ya mkazi wanga. Amapita pamavuto osadziwika a mahomoni ndipo amatopa ndikumagona usiku uliwonse ku 8: 00 kapena apo, ndikundisiya ndekha. Anandilimbikitsa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti ndimusiye.
Pambuyo pake, ndinapita pansi mozama m'mabowo a akalulu mpaka nditapeza ma subreddits omwe anali ofanana ndi ine. Ndipamene zinthu zidayamba kukulira, pamapeto pake pomwe willy wanga sanali kugwira ntchito. ED inali chothandizira kuti ndisiye.
Nthawi yoyamba, ndinatha kusiya miyezi 2 kapena apo. Pambuyo pake, ndidaganiza kuti ED ndichinthu chokha ndipo ndimatha kuchichita, kotero ndinayambiranso. Ndimakumananso kuposa kale. Ndipo, mosanenedweratu, a ED adabweranso, koma oyipitsitsa.
Kotero ndinasiya. Aperekeni, zonsezo. Ndachotsa akaunti yanga ya NSFW Reddit, akaunti yosagwirizana, ma bookmark anga, makanema onse omwe ndidasunga. Ndinachotsanso pulogalamu ya chive pafoni yanga chifukwa imatha kukhala njira yolowera.
Masabata angapo oyamba anali ovuta. Nditha kulowa r / zolaula kuti muwerenge nkhani zachinyengo monga cholimbikitsira m'malo mwa NSFW Reddit. Ngati ndikunena zowona, ndidasanthula kamodzi kapena kawiri pamapulogalamu angapo a omwe adandipatsa NSFW koma sindinawone.
Pambuyo pake panafika mzere wolimba. Izi zinali zoyipa. Palibe chifukwa. Ndinapita milungu ingapo popanda erection imodzi. Ntchito inali yovuta, ndimangotopa. (Ndalemba za izi mu subreddit ngati mufufuza mbiri yanga)
Ndinayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti izi zathandiza kuti zinthu zibwerere mwakale. Ndinapita kwa Dr ndikudwala, ndipo ndikugwira ntchito kuti magazi ndi magazi azindikire. Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti ndagwiritsa ntchito zomwe ndachita kamodzi, kungolimbitsa chidaliro. Ndizosangalatsa kudziwa kuti ndili nawo ngati zinthu zingayimenso kugwira ntchito - njira yabwino yosungira zinthu.
Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti zinthu zikuyenda pafupi ndi zachilendo kwa ine… .zomwe ndikuganiza kuti zabwinobwino zikuyenera kukhala. Kugonana 1x sabata kumawoneka ngati kokwanira kwa ine tsopano (m'mbuyomu ndimayifuna usiku uliwonse! Ndikuganiza kuti zinali zolaula zomwe zimakulitsa libido yanga). Ndikulakalaka ndikadakhala ndikudzuka ndikuwonjezeka pazowonjezera za izi, pokhapokha ngati mkazi wanga alinso mmenemo.
Zolimbikitsa zanga zogwiritsa ntchito zolaula tsopano zilibe kanthu. Ndimaganizira za izi nthawi zina koma sindikhala ndi chidwi chobwereranso pamenepo.
Sindikuganiza kuti yankho langa la dopamine labwereranso koma ndimawona zolaula mosiyana tsopano kuposa momwe ndimachitira kale ... tsopano ndi chizolowezi chonyansa chomwe ndinkachita kale.
Ndikufunirani zabwino zonse muulendo wanu. Moyo umakhala wabwinoko mukamadzimva ngati chinthu chonyansa chonamizira kukhala wamkulu!
LINK - Kuganizira masiku 90
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