Kukhala mwamuna amene ndimadziwa kuti ndingakhale.
Ulendo wanga unayamba miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yapitayo pamene ndinaulula kwa mkazi wanga kuti ndikuyang'ana zolaula. Sindinamvetsetse kuti ndinali ndi zizoloŵezi zoipa poyamba kapena kuti zinasokoneza maganizo ndi thupi langa. Kupitilira zaka zisanu mpaka zisanu ndi chimodzi, ndidakwera kuchokera ku PMO nthawi zina pomwe mkazi wanga analibe kunyumba kuti aziwonera tsiku lililonse ndikukumana ndi PIED. Ndinkangodzinamiza kuti ndilibe vuto lililonse. Ndinkafuna kusiya koma sindinathe. Pomaliza tsiku lina, ndimayang'ana m'maso mwa mkazi wanga pomwe ndidatenga foni yanga ndikufunsa chifukwa chake idayikidwa pakusakatula kwachinsinsi. Sindinamenso, ndinamuuza.
Kuchira ku chizolowezi cholaula
Uwu ukhala ulendo wovuta kwambiri womwe ndakhalapo. Ndinayima tsiku limenelo ndipo sindinabwerere ku PMO kuyambira pamenepo. Ndalemba zambiri za izi m'mbuyomu paulendo wanga pagawo la Porn Addiction https://forum.rebootnation.org/index.php?threads/21463/. Ndakhala ndikusiya, PIED, chifunga muubongo, nkhawa, mantha akulu. Ndinatsala pang’ono kutha m’miyezi sikisi yapitayi. Ndinali ndi zilakolako ndi maloto akuyesera kundibwezeranso zolaula. Kuwononga moyo wanga, zonse chifukwa cha ubale ndi chophimba. Kwa zaka zambiri sindinakhalepo ndi mkazi kapena banja langa. Sindinalole kuti izi zichitikenso.
Poyamba ndinkaganiza kuti nkhondo yeniyeniyo idzakhala yosayang'ananso zolaula. Ndinalakwitsa, ndinayenera kusintha. Ndinayenera kukumana nazo ndikuvomera zomwe ndidachita, ndikumvetsetsa chifukwa chake. Ndakhala ndikupita kuchipatala, kulemba zolemba, kusinkhasinkha, kutuluka ndi anzanga zambiri. Kulimbana ndi ziwanda zanga kuchokera ku zomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi ubwana wangwiro. Kusiya zolaula kunakhala chisankho chophweka pamene ndinawona ndikuyamba kumvetsa ululu umene ndinayambitsa mkazi wanga ndi banja langa.
Kudziwa chifukwa chake
Zomwe ndinaphunzira ndikuti zolaula ndi chizindikiro cha nkhani ina. Ngakhale kuti ndimakonda zolaula, ndimayenera kupeza 'Chifukwa chiyani', ndikumvetsetsa ndikufufuza zifukwa zanga. Ndinali wodzikayikira, ndipo nthawi zonse ndinali ndi chisoni chachikulu m'moyo wanga. Kupyolera mu mankhwala, ma podcasts, ndi mabuku, ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto la kugonana. Bambo anga nawonso anakumana ndi vuto linalake. Makolo anga anatsala pang’ono kusudzulana ndiubwana wanga chifukwa vuto la bambo anga linapitirira kwa zaka 30. Sindinadziwe, koma zidandikhudza. Ndinawerenga buku lakuti 'Pamene Iye Anakwatiwa ndi Amayi' ndipo ndinapeza kuti ndinali wokondana komanso wodalira dongosolo la banja langa. Izi zidandipangitsa kukakamiza makolo anga ndikuzindikira zakale zawo, ndikuyamba kuwulula momwe zidandikhudzira. Ndipo momwe izi zinandipangira ine kukhala ndi chizoloŵezi cha zolaula komanso ubale wosayenera ndi kugonana.
Ndikumvanso wokondwa
Ndikadali ndi ulendo wautali patsogolo panga, koma patapita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndayambanso kukhala wosangalala, osamva ngati kuti banja langa latha, ndikumva ngati ndikukhala mwamuna yemwe ndimadziwa kuti ndingakhale. Pali machiritso oti achite muubwenzi wanga, koma ine ndi mkazi wanga sitikulimbana komanso kukangana, sindikuchokanso m'moyo wanga, ndatha kumuthandiza ndikumukweza pomwe adatsikanso. Ndikupeza zonse zomwe ndimataya
Mantha, manyazi ndi nkhawa zapita. Ndachira ku PIED. Ma erections anga ndi abwinonso, kugonana ndikwabwinonso, malingaliro anga akukhala bwino ndikuwongolera. Ndakhala wosasowa, komanso wodziimira payekha.
Ndikhoza kutumizanso, koma ndinkafuna kuyamba kugawana nkhani yanga, ndikuti pali chiyembekezo, ndipo zinthu zikhoza kukhala bwino, makamaka popanda zolaula. kuti uwu wakhala ulendo wovuta wosiya zolaula ndikumanganso, koma zingatheke, ndinali ndi thandizo kuchokera kwa mkazi wanga, othandizira, abwenzi apamtima, koma ndikukhala munthu watsopano. Aliyense kunja uko angathenso.
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