Panopa ndili ndi masiku opitilira 200 pa monk mode ndipo sindinakhalepo wamphamvu kapena wolimba mtima m'moyo wanga mpaka pomwe ndimawona anthu ena akuwona kudalira kwanga. Amayi samangondimenya, amanditsatira. Amuna samangondikonda, amandilemekeza. Sindikumva bwino, ndimamva bwino.
Ndikulemba izi ngati chikumbutso kwa ine ndekha kuti ndisachite izi. Masiku ena, monga lero, ndimamva ngati ndiphulika, koma tsiku lotsatira ndikuziphwanya mwanjira iliyonse.
Ndikudziwa kuti kuti ndikhale mawa mwakukhoza kwanga, ndiyenera kupirira mpaka lero nditakhala kuti sindili bwino. Ndidzaweruzidwa ndikadzalephera tsopano.
Ndimadzuka mozungulira 5am, ndimadya kadzutsa ngati madzi ndi nthochi kapena oatmeal, ndikukweza kwa ola limodzi ndi theka mchitidwewu koma amagwiritsidwa ntchito mchitidwewu kuyamba, kutsuka ozizira, kusinkhasinkha kwa mphindi 10, pangani chakudya cham'mawa chokwanira ndikukhala ndi madzi a coconut ndi mkaka wa amondi (m'mawa amatenga pafupifupi maola 2.5), konzekerani nkhomaliro (nthawi zambiri sangweji ndi nyama zothira nyama), yendani tsiku langa , bwerani kunyumba muzichita yoga, idyani chakudya kwinakwake pakati pa 5-7pm, gwirani nyimbo kwa maola angapo, muzisamba pang'ono, kenako mugogode. Sindimatenga mvula yozizira usiku kapena apo ayi ndimakhala wired ndipo sinditha kugona.
Zomwe ndimachita tsiku lililonse zimasintha Lachisanu ndikamapuma mphindi 45 ndikafika kunyumba kuti ndikhalebe ndikugwira ntchito yanyimbo ndikugona Loweruka. Ndinachotsanso maakaunti anga onse ochezera ndipo ndimangogwiritsa ntchito reddit nthawi zina. Zinanditengera miyezi itatu kuti ndikwaniritse izi, koma ndizofunika kwambiri.
Kwa ine, mode amonke ndiomwe amakhala ovuta (palibe orgasms kapena kugonana), kuphatikiza palibe zosewerera, kudya wathanzi, kuyeserera kusinkhasinkha, ndikuyang'ana nthawi yako yonse ndi mphamvu pakukonzekera. Ndimafunitsitsa chibwenzi, koma ndimaleka zosangalatsa izi kuyang'ana kwathu pakudzipanga zokha. Ndikulankhulabe ndi azimayi ndipo ndakhala ndikulankhula bwino (ndimakhala wokondwerera kale), koma ndikufunabe kuwona kusintha kwina m'moyo wanga ndisanabwererenso ku nthawi zonse.
Ndimakhala ngati ndimasulidwa kudzera mu nyimbo yanga m'malo kudzera pachibwenzi tsopano. Sindikhulupirira kuti mtundu wa monk ndi woyenera kwa anthu ambiri, koma ndimalephera pazinthu zambiri m'moyo wanga kotero ndimawona kuti inali njira yokhayo yosinthira kukhala wabwino.
Ndakwanitsa kusintha komwe ndakhala ndikufuna, komabe ndidakwanitsa kuti ndikwaniritse ntchito yomwe ndikufuna ndikugwirira ntchito.
Sindinagonepo masiku 233, ndangodzaza ndikudzikonza. Ndangomenya kalabu / bala yomwe ndimaganiza 6 nthawi imeneyi, komanso, ndimangopita kukavina ndikusangalala ndi nthawi yanga ndi anzanga.
[Maloto akumwa mosowabe pamachitidwe a monki] sizodzaza ndikusungidwa kwa umuna, kusintha kwakukulu pamachitidwe. Kupanda kutero ndiyenera kukhazikitsanso mzere wanga lol ndikukuwuzani kuti mudzakhala ndi maloto ochepa mvula yanu ikamakula.
[Chidaliro] chimachitika pamene kudzikayikira kwanu kumasungunuka pang'onopang'ono mukamalamulira moyo wanu. Mukachotsa kudzikayikira, chidaliro chanu chimakula mpaka kumapeto. zidachitika pang'onopang'ono mozungulira miyezi 5-6 pomwe zinthuzi zimayamba kuchitika.
Ndilibe chithunzi chabwino koma ndili wotsimikiza kuti ndakhala wokongola, ngakhale tsitsi langa lakumaso ladzaza pomaliza.
Ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 20.
LINK - Masiku a 200 + pa Mode Monk
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