Mkazi, zaka 31 - Porn zinkandivuta kwambiri

Mkazi, 31.
Kutsatira ubale wazaka 4 ndinali wosakwatira zaka 8, munthawi imeneyi sindinakumanapo ndi zocheperako. Munthawi imeneyi ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula mosiyanasiyana. Ndidasangalala nazo koma sindinganene kuti ndidamwa; Ndinaigwiritsa ntchito makamaka chifukwa inali njira yachangu yothetsera mavuto.
Chaka chatha ndinali ndi miyezi 2 x 3 pomwe ndidawona wina, ndipo onse awiri vuto langa logwiritsa ntchito zolaula lidatulukira koyamba (ngakhale sindinadziwe izi panthawiyo). Ndi anzanga onse awiri sindinathe kubwera, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti mwina chifukwa choti sindinakonde kwenikweni kapena mwina sitimadina pazogonana.
Komabe, posakhalitsa ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kudzichotsa popanda zolaula, ndipo zoyendetsa zanga zogonana zidasinthidwa mwanjira ina; Ndinkafunabe kugonana, koma zomwe zidandichitikirazo zidasokonekera. Ndimatha kukhumudwa kwambiri - kutseguka koma komabe dzanzi, kutsekerezedwa m'maganizo ndikukhala wopanda chiyembekezo.
Ndili ndi zithunzi zolaula zomwe sindinali nazo, ngakhale nthawi zina sindinkadziwa bwino (Ndikhoza kuchita 3 kapena 4 nthawi zosasangalatsa), ndipo ngakhale zanga zimakhala zolimba ndipo nthawi yomweyo zimatha kumverera Ofooka kapena osapangitsidwa bwino.
Pamapeto pake Sindinakhudzane ndi thupi langa, ndi ndinamverera osatulutsidwa kuchokera kwa anthu awiriwa.
Kupereka zolaula kunali ngati kukakamiza kukonzanso. Ndikhoza kumasuka mwachizolowezi kachiwiri komanso mafilimu anga ndi amphamvu komanso abwino. Ndimamva bwino ndikukumana ndi maganizo anga komanso ndi anthu ena. Zikomo kwambiri.
Aliyense ayenera kuwerenga "Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi Zolaula" ndipo kuopsa kwa zolaula kuyenera kuphunzitsidwa kusukulu.

[Makalata aumwini omwe anatumizidwa ku Gary Wilson]