Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse kwa nthawi yayitali, kotero kuti kuchoka pamenepo sikunali kovuta masiku oyamba a 30. Zinkawoneka ngati ndikusowa china chake ... sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo, koma ndimangomva ngati zolaula ndizofunika mwachinsinsi… Ndimalakalaka kuti ndizingowonera.
Inde, zinali zovuta. Inde, alipobe nthawi zina pomwe ndimaganiziranso izi, koma zimangodutsa ndipo ndilibe "chilimbikitso" choonera zolaula konse.
Izi zonse zinali zovuta, komabe ndikuganiza patatha pafupifupi tsiku la 30 kapena apo, zidayamba kukhala zosavuta. Ndinalemba apa pafupifupi 100 masiku apitawa mawa. https://www.reddit.com/r/pornfree/comments/7sb15c/hard_to_admit_to_yourself/?st=JGPJU08J&sh=5b8ffbdb. Ndikudziwa pali zingwe zambiri kunja uko ndi luso lawo ndi izi, koma apa zikupita.
Masiku 1-7 adandiyendetsa, mwachidule, CRAZY. Sindinathe kusiya kuziganizira. Pambuyo pake, kufunikira pang'onopang'ono kunayamba kufa. Ndinayamba kusaganiziranso za izi. Zolaula zinali chizolowezi kwa ine, mwina kuchokera kunja kwa kusungulumwa, kunja kwa kusungulumwa, chilichonse chomwe chinali, ndimangozipeza pazifukwa zina.
Popanda zolaula, ndidakumana ndi zomwe zimandisangalatsa. Ndataya ma 20 lbs, mulibe chibwenzi (koma zili bwino haha!), Ndipo ndimatha kuyang'ana kwambiri pa maubale ndi anthu ena. Sindinadziwe momwe zimandikhudzira ndi anthu ena mpaka nditazindikira momwe mawonekedwe anga adasinthira.
Ndili ndi mayamikidwe amomwe ndimawonekera miyezi ingapo yapitayo, komanso "zosiyana m'njira yabwino." Mukungoganizira mwachangu, sindikuganiza kuti pali njira yoyenera kufikirira, mutuwu. Koma kuti musinthe, ndikuganiza kuti gawo loyamba kwa aliyense ndikuzindikira, ndikudziwonetsa nokha. Zowona mtima. Ndidadzinamiza nthawi yayitali, koma kugawana zonsezo ndikukhala pamwamba ndidandilola kuyang'anizana ndi kuyesera kudzilimbitsa posatengera zolaula ndikugonana.
(Ndikudziwa kuti izi ndi "zolaula", komanso ndinayamba kuchita zoseweretsa maliseche)
Ndikufuna kuthokoza onse omwe adandithandiza ndikundichirikiza mu post yanga yapoyamba, chifukwa zidandilimbikitsadi kupitiliza izi, ngakhale masiku ovuta. Ndi china chake (makamaka atsikana achichepere ngati ine) SIYAMAKHALA kukambirana, ngakhale ndi abwenzi athu apamtima, kotero ndimamva kuyamikiridwa kwambiri kuti ndibwera bwino ndikadzabweranso.
Mpaka nthawi yotsatira, ndi tsiku limodzi lokha nthawi.
Tikuwonani nonse m'masiku ena a 100 (:
LINK - Masiku a 100 Aulere. Oo.
ZOCHITIKA - Masiku XXUMX. Oo.
Zakhala masiku a 100 kuyambira nditatumiza tsiku langa la 100 Pano
Ndili masiku a 200 popanda kuwonera zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche. (Ndidatenga gawo lotsiriza ndekha!)
Zambiri zomwe ndidalankhula mu positi yomaliza zimapendabe, koma zimakhala zosavuta. Ndilibe zilimbikitso konse. Kunena zowona, ndinayiwaliratu kuti ndasiya izi.
Ndimanyadira ndekha. Ndikuganiza pakadali pano cholinga changa chotsatira ndi chaka chonse. Nditatembenuka 17, sindinkayembekezera kuti ndikhala pano. Pokhala mtsikana, zolaula SIYENSE kukambirana za abwenzi, ndikhulupirireni, ndi zina mwazinthu zomwe palibe amene ananena. (Osachepera gulu la abwenzi anga, omwe ali omasukirana kwambiri pazinthu zambiri)
Ndilibe chibwenzi lol. Ndili ku koleji pano, komabe, mwachiyembekezo nditha kupita posachedwa.
Komabe, izi ndi zochititsa chidwi kwambiri.
Gawo lolimba kwambiri linali masabata angapo oyamba. Zimasavuta kwenikweni. Ingodziuza kuti ayi, ndipo mphotho yakukwanitsa kusiya kubwereza. Ndikulandila mwayi wokhala ndi mphotho mwina sikungakhale lingaliro labwino, koma m'masiku oyambilira, ndizomwe zidandithandiza kudzilimbitsa mtima nditanena zinthu ngati "Ndani amasamala?" Ndipo "pamenepa pali chiyani? Sichikhala ngati nthawi ina imapwetekedwa. ”
Kalozera, mphotho yanga inali kugula ndekha chinthu kuchokera pa kanema wa masewerawa omwe ndimakonda. (inde, mwayi mwayi)
Ndikuganiza kuti chopinga chachikulu ndikungoganiza zolaula. Ngati muwerenga positi yanga yoyamba, ndidatchulapo ngati "zosangalatsa zowonjezera," zomwe zimayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndizowona.
Pezani kena kake komwe mungasinthe nthawi imeneyo komwe mungagwiritse ntchito kuonera zolaula. Ndinayamba kuphunzira Chifalansa, ndipo ndizopenga zomwe ndimatha kuchita ndi nthawi yomwe ndimalephera kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuonera zolaula. Ndinganene kuti tsopano nditha kuyankhulana mwachangu ndi munthu waku France ndipo ndimatha kumvetsetsa mafilimu / nyimbo za Chifalansa chifukwa cha ola lomwe ndidasinthana ndi maliseche.
Ndikuganiza zomwe ndikuyesera kunena, sindinadziwe kuti ndikungowononga moyo wanga wonse panthawiyo. Ndinkazikonda kwambiri, ndipo ndizo zonse zomwe ndimaganiza. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndinalibe chilichonse chochitika m'moyo wanga. Ndinadzipeza ndekha kuti "Ndatopa" ndipo kenako zimakonda zolaula.
Tsopano ndimasewera piyano ndi gitala, ndikuyesera kukonza bwino luso langa lojambula ndi zojambula, ndipo ndikuphunzira Chifalansa kuchokera ku mapulogalamu ndi mavidiyo a YouTube.
Sindimangoganiza zolaula pakanthawi pano ndipo sizimandisangalatsanso. Tsopano ndikuganiza pazinthu zomwe zalembedwa pamwambapa. Zimandidabwitsa kwambiri zomwe mungatenge mukazindikira zomwe mukufuna kuchita ndi nthawi yanu yaulere. Sindinenso "wotopetsa", chifukwa chake sindikufunanso zolaula.
Ndili ndi zilako lako zambiri zomwe ndimaganiza, chifukwa sindimangoyang'ana zolaula. Sizinali zofunikira kwambiri pamoyo wanga.
Komabe, ndimayamikiradi chithandizo. Sindingathe kulankhula izi ndi aliyense m'moyo wanga. Chifukwa chobwera kuno ndikugawana, zimandithandizadi kumva ngati ndakwaniritsa china chake.
Mulimonse, khalani ndi tsiku labwino anyamata. 200 pansi. Tikuwonani patsiku 365. Chaka cha 1.
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