Ndayamba ulendowu wokhudza umoyo wamaganizo. Sindinayembekezere kalikonse, koma zotsatira zidabwera m'mbali zambiri za moyo.
Asanafike 12 Julayi, ndidamva kusungulumwa kwa zigzag pafupifupi ola limodzi. Kulephera kumva kukondedwa ndi achibale, abwenzi, kapena ngakhale mwana wanga wamng'ono.
Ndinayesa NoFap kanayi. PMO adasiya bwino kuyambira wachitatu. Ndinkakayikira nkhani zopambana. Kodi munthu sangakhale bwanji "MO?" Kodi si zachibadwa? Hei, ngakhale anyani a zoo amachita izo.
Komabe zachilengedwe sizifanana ndi zabwino. Zinyama zimangodzivulaza mwachibadwa. Tikadadalira zofuna za thupi lathu, anthu sakadayamba.
Pofika tsiku la 65, zinakhala zosavuta. Pafupifupi palibe zopempha kuyambira pamenepo. Mawu anazama. Kufuna kwabwinoko. Palibe flatline adakumanapo.
Monga munthu wa autistic, ndimaganiza kuti mtima womwe ukugunda mwachangu kuchokera kunyumba ndi vuto wamba. Sizinali choncho. Tsopano ndikutulukamo popanda nkhawa zamtundu uliwonse.
Monga Bob wochokera ku Dopamine Focused Warriors adati, inde, zidzakupatsaninso mwayi wokondana. Izi zitha kukhala zabwino kwambiri ngati muli pachibwenzi.
Kugwira ntchito kunakhala kosavuta 20%. Chisangalalo chinabwerera. Zowawa nthawi zambiri zidasintha kukhala ubale. Monga dev, code yanga imayenda bwino ndikasunga nthawi yayitali.
Atsikana adzakupezani okongola kwambiri m'mizere yayitali. Sindipewa akazi, koma sindikuwathamangitsa. Hardmode ndi chotsatira cha chikondi ngati chofunikira kwambiri. Komanso kuti ndimangogonana nawo.
Ndinachita nthawi yosamba madzi ozizira, zakudya zopanda madzi, ndi khofi wa zero. Sindikuganiza kuti ndingakhale ndi chidwi chochita popanda NoFap.
Yang’anani mmene mukumvera. Ngati simukudziwa, Google it. Onetsani kuyamikira. Idyani bwino. Yesetsani kuwotcha mphamvu. Zinthu zimenezo mwachiyembekezo zidzakuthandizani monga momwe zinachitira ndi ine.
Ndinkaona ngati ndikunyenga. Gulu la NoFap linandithandiza kwambiri, kotero ndinayenera kukuthokozani nonse. Mulungu adalitse. Khalani amphamvu. Ndinu okhoza komanso oyenerera.
Source: Miyezi isanu hardmode ku 22y - Zikomo kwambiri nonse
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