Kwakhala nkhondo yayitali, ndafika pofika theka la masiku a 90! Chingwe changa cham'mbuyo chinali masiku a 14, sindikufuna kuyimitsa ngakhale atatha masiku a 90.
Ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana gawo lotsika kwambiri m'moyo wanga kuti ndisiyanitse nyama yomwe ndikumva tsopano ..
Ndiwokongola kwambiri komanso zachisoni. Mwacenjezedwa.
Ndinapita kusukulu yayikulu kwambiri ku America, namwali wanga PIED anali abwenzi ndi anthu ambiri ozizira. Ndidapita kukamwa ndi bros yanga usiku wina, kwenikweni aliyense kupatula ine adapita kunyumba ndi winawake.
Ndinabwelera kunyumba ndikuganiza kuti ndagonja, nditatuluka m'galimoto, ndinawona msungwana wakuwotcha wachichepere atakhala pambali pa mseu wokhala ndi zidendene zake zapamwamba panjira. Anali woledzera kwambiri, ma fiend ake ena adamuthandiza kuwuka ndikumtsogolera kunyumba kwake. Ndinagona pang'onopang'ono ndikubera zidendene kuti munthu asazindikire .. Ndidapita kuchipinda changa, ndikukiyika ndikukayesa kuseweretsa maliseche (sindinakhale ndi phazi lakumanzere ndipo silinanditsegule) kuyesera kwalephera, ndinatembenuza zolaula ndikuyang'ana kwa maola pafupifupi 6.
Ndikukumbukira, m'mbuyomo usiku, m'gululi, ndidapita kwa mtsikana wina ndikufunsa "bwanji za ine kulakwa? Kodi chalakwika ndi ine ndi chiyani? Bwanji sukuvina ndi ine? ”Mtsikana wina atakana nane.
A Guys. Sindinakhalepo wotsika kwambiri komanso wogonjetsedwa m'moyo.
Izi zinali 2 zaka zapitazo. Ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito molimbika, ndimakhala wathanzi, ndakhala ndikudya kwambiri, ndili ndi ntchito yabwino, ndagula galimoto ndipo ndikuchita lendi nyumba yanga. Sindimayang'ananso za atsikana .. Ndikudziwa kuti ndine wofunika ndipo ndimadziona kuti ndine wofunika! Ndidakali namwali koma sizimapangitsanso mtima wanga kumira chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti sizomwe zimandipangitsa kukhala bambo. Azimayi akhala akutchera khutu, izi zikuwononga malingaliro anga !! Sindinakhalepo ndi izi !! PIED yanga imawoneka kuti ikupita pang'onopang'ono .. Ndimalandira nkhuni zam'mawa .. osati zovuta koma ndimatembenuka mosavuta ndipo ndimakhala ndi zina zomwe mumapeza.
Zikomo pondithandizira anyamata. Ndizosangalatsa kudziwa kuti winawake amapatsa chidwi anthu onga ine. Ndithandizira anthu ambiri ndikuthandiza anthu ambiri momwe ndingathere. Ndine wazaka 24.
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