Ndikufuna kutchula nkhani yanga yopambana kubwerera ku 2016, pamene ndinali ndi nthawi yayitali kwambiri yopanda PMO. Anali masiku 62. Izi zidachitika chifukwa ndidayamba ntchito yatsopano nthawi imeneyo, ndipo ndimafunikira mphamvu Zanga zonse kuti ndilingalire zomanganso chonyamulira changa. Ndinabwereranso nditayamba ulesi ndipo ndinali nditazolowera ntchitoyi. Chifukwa chake uthenga wanga ndikuti nthawi zonse muziyang'ana zovuta zina kuti mupewe kuyambiranso.
Lang'anani. Ndikulingalira tsiku lino lakhala losaiwalika. Sindinawonepo chonchi, m'mbuyomu.
Ndazindikira dongosolo. Ndili ndi ntchito yayikulu tsikulo, ndili ndi mantha akulu kuti ndilephera ndikukhala ndi nkhawa kenako ndikuthawira kuchomwe ndimatcha mankhwala ochiritsa omwe amachotsa zowawa zanga zonse. Zolaula. Tsopano ndaswa dongosolo ili.
Zolimbikitsa zidabwera ntchito yayikuluyo isanakwane, vuto lalikulu koma panthawiyo ndidati: "f .. iwe, pita ku gehena, sindisiya!" Chifukwa chake zolimbikitsazo zidachoka, ndidachita zomwe ndimayenera kuchita lero ndipo NDINAPATSA ntchito yomwe inali yaying'ono… yesani umunthu wanga wolimba.
Ndinali ndi chidaliro chachikulu lero.
Madzulo ano mnzanga adayamba kumwa mowa. Sindinatero chifukwa cha ine, mwezi uno ndi mwezi wosakhala wovuta-kumwa. (Sindinamwepo masiku 20 !!) Chifukwa chake chikondi changa chidamwa kwambiri ndipo tsopano akugona.
Nthawi zina timamwa posachedwa ndikulakalaka ndipo bwenzi langa limagona tulo ndipo sindimatha kugona, nditakhala ndi malingaliro amenewo ndimafooka ndikuyamba mpikisano wanga wa marathon… Mukudziwa, mawu amkati adati: "ino ndi nthawi yotsiriza "" Akugona "" ukuyenera "" ndiwe wanyanga ndipo sangapange nanu chikondi usikuuno ". Chifukwa chake kubwereranso kunachitika.
Koma osati nthawi ino. Ndikudziwa kuti ndimamukonda ndipo sangayenere kulandira chinthuchi ndipo ndikofunikira kumudikirira. Ndiye chikondi changa ndipo sindikusowa mankhwala opwetekawa.
Ndi awa awiri amaganiza, ndikumva kuti ndatenga gawo lalikulu ku "mtundu wanga wabwino". Mukudziwa, ndikumva kuti tsopano ndili mchowonadi china chomwe ndimaganiza. Ndikadatha kusankha chowonadi china pomwe ndidalephera ndipo ndimayang'ana zolaula usiku. Koma sindinatero.
Lero ndalimbitsa bwino tsogolo labwino.
Gulugufe zimachitika!
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By Steve Wabwino Kwambiri
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