TL; DR pansi! Izi ndizitali ndipo zimakhudza zochitika zanga zonse zisanachitike ndi zolaula, ndiye izi zikupita. Ndalemba NSFW iyi popeza pali maumboni ena okhudzana ndi kugonana komanso maliseche, ngakhale ndayesetsa kupewa kujambula:
Hei aliyense! Ndangopeza gawo ili ndikufufuza ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana zomwe ndakumana nazo ndikukhulupirira kuti ndilandila mayankho pazinthu zochepa zomwe ndakhala ndikukhala pano ndi apo
Kwenikweni, ndidayamba kuwona BF yanga yapano miyezi isanu ndi inayi yapitayo (inenso ndine mnyamata) ndipo ndidaganiza pomwe tidayamba chibwenzi kuti uwu ndi mwayi wabwino kuchita zomwe ndakhala ndikuyesera kuzimitsa kwakanthawi - kupereka zolaula!
Ndili ndi zaka 31 ndipo, monga anyamata ambiri, ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira ndili mwana. Monga anyamata ambiri komanso atsikana ena ndikutsimikiza, lingaliro lodziseweretsa maliseche komanso zolaula kukhala zinthu zosiyana zidandisokoneza, mpaka pomwe ndidayamba kuziwona zikukhudza maubale anga, ndipo nditatha kukambirana ndi anzanga za zovuta zake
Ndimakumbukira kale kwambiri pamene ndinali ndi zaka 18, mzanga wamkazi anati anali ndi nkhawa kuti BF yake yatsopano amaonera zolaula. Ndikukumbukira, mwamanyazi anga, ndikunyoza kwathunthu lingaliro lakuti BF wake samayiwona. "Ndi zomwe anyamata amachita!" Ndinamuuza. Ndikulakalaka ndikadakhala wachikulire panthawiyo ndikuthandizira
Komabe, ndinayamba chibwenzi chachikulu ndi mnyamata ndili ndi zaka 20, zomwe zidatenga zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri. Panthawi imeneyo, tonse tinkaonera zolaula. Chodabwitsa kwambiri kuti ndikumbukire ndikuti ndimakumbukira bwino kuti adandifunsa pafupifupi miyezi iwiri, "Zolaula ziti mumakonda kupenyerera? ” Ndikukumbukira ndikuganiza, "Kodi sizikutanthauza kuti wasiya kuyiona pamene timayamba kupita?" Ndinapereka yankho losamveka chifukwa mutuwo ndinauchititsa manyazi
Ndikukumbukira usiku wina adapita ndi anzanga ndipo ndidatsalira. Adandifunsa zomwe ndidachita atabwerako ndipo ndidanena kuti ndachita maliseche, ndipo adandifunsa ngati ndimaonera zolaula. Ndidati ndidatero, ndipo adawoneka ngati wadabwitsidwa. Ndikulingalira patapita nthawi kuti adayambiranso kuwonanso
Posachedwa zaka zingapo ndipo tinkangoyenda pamakompyuta a wina ndi mnzake kuti tifufuze pakati pawo nthawi ndi nthawi, ndikupanga kusakhazikika. Amanena zinthu zomwe adapeza, komanso momwe matupi a anyamatawo anali olimba kwambiri kuposa ake (zomwe ndizoseketsa tsopano ndabwera kuti ndipeze matupi onyentchera, owoneka bwino)
Pakhoza kukhala magawo a masabata, nthawi zina ngakhale ngati mwezi womwe timagonana kamodzi, ngati konse, koma tonse tinali kuonerera zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche tokha nthawi zonse. Pamapeto pake tinathetsa zibwenzi atandibera, ndipo panali zovuta zina zomwe zapangitsa kuti banja lithe, koma kwenikweni zolaula sizabwino pachiyanjano chifukwa cha kusatetezeka konse
Ndatuluka ndi anyamata ochepa kuyambira nthawi imeneyo (ngakhale kuti nthawi zonse ndimakonda kucheza ndi amuna okhaokha), ndikuyesera kangapo kuti ndisiye zolaula sizinaphule kanthu. Nthawi zonse ndimabwereranso ngati sabata kuti ndimuwone mnyamatayo ndikuganiza kuti, "Tsopano, ndawonera zolaula nditayamba chibwenzi, kuti ndipitilize"
Nthawi yokumana ndi BF yanga yapano inali yabwino pamenepo, ndipo zimathandizanso kuti akhale wokongola kwambiri. Sindikudziwa kuti ndizofala chotani kwa inu anyamata kuchita izi ngati muli pachibwenzi, koma ndimapitilizabe kuseweretsa maliseche ngati kamodzi patsiku (tikukhala m'matawuni osiyana pakadali pano, ndiye kungogonana kangapo pamlungu ngati kuti). Koma ndikatero, ndimamujambula nthawi zonse, chifukwa ndimafuna kuti ndizigonana naye. Ndikungomva ngati ndi thanzi. Mwinanso adzawona kuti ndizopusa akazindikira izi, sindikudziwa
Sitinakambiranepo zolaula komabe sakudziwa izi konse. Ndimvetsetsa kuchokera pazokambirana kuti amaonera (sananene motsimikiza, koma adatchulapo zolaula kangapo). Kodi izi zimandivuta? Ndikuganiza kuti zimatero. Sali wosokoneza ngakhale, ndipo bola ngati moyo wathu wogonana ukupitilizabe kukhala wabwino ndipo samanyenga, ndine wokondwa. Pomwe mutuwo ubwera kapena nthawi yake ikuwoneka bwino, ndidzakhala wokonda kutchula ubale wanga ndi zolaula komanso momwe ndimaganizira za iye ndikangofika kuti ndiwone zomwe akuganiza. Tikukhulupirira kuti adzakopeka!
Ngakhale pano, sizovuta nthawi zonse. Ndikuganiza kuti media media ndiyomwe imayambitsa, chifukwa ndizovuta kuti ndisapeze misampha pa Instagram yomwe imandipangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi chofuna zolaula. Ndizovuta kuvomereza, koma ndi zomwezo. Izi zikachitika ngakhale ndimayesetsa kuzipewa ndiyeno kanthawi pang'ono kenako ndikachite maliseche ndikuganizira za BF yanga. Ndakhala ndikuganiza zosiya zanema zonse ndipo chikhala gawo lalikulu lawo
Chinthu china, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ichi ndi chovuta kwambiri pakuwona zolaula kwazaka makumi awiri, ndikuti ndikaganiza za iye, zimakonda kukhala zowonera zolaula: ndidzatero Nthawi zambiri timaganiza kuti ndi bwenzi ndipo timangoyamba kuchita zachiwerewere, kapena tilingalire za mtundu wina waukulu wazogonjera zomwe ndimakonda kuwona zolaula
Kodi ndizolakwika? Sindikuganiza choncho, ndipo ndimamva ngati zili bwino kuposa kubwerera ku zolaula. Ndimayesetsa kuthana ndi malingaliro oterewa m'moyo wathu wogonana, ndikungomusangalatsa chifukwa cha zomwe ali panthawiyi. Ndapeza zovuta zanga zam'mbuyomu zokhala ndi vuto la erectile, ndikupeza zovuta kutulutsa umuna, ndi zina zambiri. Ndimatha kudziletsa pomwe ndikufuna, koma sizimawavuta kumaliza ndikakhala naye
China chachikulu ndikuti ndikasegula chimakonda kukhala chokwanira lonse ngati mphindi imodzi kapena ziwiri, poyerekeza ndi nthawi ngati ola limodzi kusakatula makanema ochulukitsa kuti munthu wangwiroyo adziwitse
Komabe, kwa aliyense amene wawerenga mpaka pano, zikomo! Ndimangofuna ndikuchotsa pachifuwa panga. Ndalankhulapo zazing'ono ndi abwenzi angapo apamtima, koma zimathandiza kugawana ndipo mwina kupeza mayankho mosadziwika apa ndikuganiza
** TL; DR ** Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 31 yemwe ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula, ndipo zidapangitsa ubale wanga wakale kukhala wowopsa kwambiri. Ndazisiya kuyambira pomwe ndidakhala ndi BF yanga yatsopano, ndipo ndidadzipeza wolimba mtima, wokondwa komanso moyo wabwino wogonana. Ndimakhala ndi nkhawa pazogwiritsira ntchito zolaula za BF ndipo nthawi zina ndimayesedwa, koma ndimamva ngati ndikuchita bwino
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