Adagwiritsa ntchito chiyanjano chathu chonse kupatula kupuma pang'ono koma akhala oyera kwa miyezi inayi tsopano. Chibale chathu chimayenderana ndi zolaula. Ndinamupeza akuyang'ana atsikana ena kwinaku akundigwira dzanja kwambiri, osati kungoyang'ana. Zinandichititsa manyazi, ndipo zodziwikiratu kuti zinandibwezera m'mavuto. Nthawi zonse amalumbira kuti sanazionere. Amakhala amanama momwe amamuonera kuti "sakhala ngati anyamata ena onse ndipo sangandichitire izi". Akadandiuza kuti ndikhale wokondwa kuti sanabise, ndikungonama ngati munthu wina aliyense. Ndinapeza chikwatu chake kamodzi, anachichotsa nthawi yomweyo ndikulonjeza kuti sakudziwa kuti ali nacho (iye akupitilizabe kuti sakudziwa, ndi kamodzi ka kanthawi kochepa komwe adapeza zolaula pa yekha kotero ine mukhulupirireni). Kupanga kwake kusankha kunali kosavomerezeka, amakhalanso ndi zovuta zina. Koma amakhala otopa nthawi zonse komanso oopsa, pomwe titha kutsutsana kuti azingotuluka mwadzidzidzi, ndipo nthawi zonse amakhala ndi kusokonekera- ubale wonse.
-The ED andipha. Adalumbira kuti sizinali zolaula. Ndidali ndimatanthauzidwe okhudzana ndi chibwenzi chakale kotero ndidameza nkhawa zanga zonse chifukwa ndimadzimva kuti ndimachita naye chiwerewere chifukwa chosamukhulupirira ndipo ndidayesetsa kutsimikiza kuti ndi ineyo, osati ine. Mchimwene wake komanso mnzake wapamtima anali ndi mavuto omwewo ndipo anati zinali zabwinobwino, makamaka ndi kondomu. Zinandivuta kumuimba mlandu ngati anthu ena ali momwemonso zaka zake ndipo ndimayenera kuphunzira zonse zomwe ndikudziwa zokhudzana ndi zolaula. Zidasiyidwa osakhalapobe kwakanthawi chifukwa cha izi, koma ndidavutika mwakachetechete komanso momvetsa chisoni chifukwa sitingakhale ndi chibwenzi chenicheni chifukwa zinthu sizimamuyendera bwino. Zinandipangitsa kuti ndizimva kukhala wosafunikira komanso wosafunikira, komanso sanayambitse kotero sizinathandize. Sakanathanso kumaliza pokhapokha atagwiritsa ntchito dzanja lake kuti adzafike kumeneko. Zinali zoyipa.
-A pamapeto pake adandiuza kuti amagwiritsa ntchito zolaula, pomenya nkhondo. Ndili wokondwa kuti wabwera kwa ine ndipo sindinazipezenso, koma zandibera ndipo zimandipezetsa. Adapita patsogolo kwambiri ndipo ndimanyadira za iye. Wagona pafupi ndi ine ndipo ndimangomuyang'ana ndikumwetulira chifukwa ndine wonyada kwambiri. Ndikudziwa kuti akufuna ndichiritse. Ndikudziwa ndikulakalaka atakhala kuti sanachite izi. Ndikudziwa kuti samadandaula kuti sanandimvera ndikamakana kuti ndinakana kukhala ndi zolaula pachiyanjano changa.
Wafika patali kwambiri ndipo wakhala woyera kwambiri. Ubwenzi wathu wayenda bwino kwambiri. Koma zimandivuta kusintha. Sindingathe kuyang'ana amuna chimodzimodzi, sindingathe kuyang'ana kumbuyo nthawi zabwino za ubale wathu chifukwa ndimakhala ndikudandaula ngati amawonera atsikana akuwonetsa nthawiyo kapena ayi. Nthawi zambiri ndimangolira. Ndilibe chidziwitso kuti nditha bwanji kupita kumalo omwe ndimakonda naye, gombe. Kupita kumsika kumakhala kovuta kwambiri. Kugona sikutheka. Kuyuka pakhungu langa ndiwachisoni. Kuyang'ana pagalasi ndizowononga. Ndipo kuyamikiridwa ndi iye kumakhala ngati kumenyedwa nthawi zina.
[PEZANI: Malinga ndi bf yanga, kugonana ndi kwabwino kwambiri. Amayikonda kuposa apa tsopano lol (ndikungotanthauza momwe mukumvera, osati kuchita kwathunthu)
Zambiri: kupeza mayendedwe abwino kumapangitsa kusiyana kwakukulu ndi PIED. bf wanga anali ndiubwenzi wonse mpaka pomwe adasiya ndipo tsopano zinthu zili bwino. nthawi zonse amalankhula momwe amamvera chisoni pakuwononga zogonana chifukwa sanazindikire kuti zitha kumveka zodabwitsa ngati zinthu zitha kuyenda bwino. ubale wathu wopanda zolaula ndiwabwinonso]
Ndidabwera kutali ndikudzikhulupirira kwanga ndisanadziwe za kugwiritsidwa ntchito kwake, akundiuza kuti apha. Ndikudziwa kuti ndine wokongola komanso ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndipereke. Ndikudziwa kuti ndimawoneka mokongola pamsonkhano. Koma mulungu ndikumandipha amandipha kuti mzanga wapamtima yemwe adalumbira kuti amangofuna ine nthawi zonse amasankha kugwiritsa ntchito ndikulingalira za atsikana osavala. Sanawonenso zolaula zolaula kwenikweni. Sangathe kubweza m'mbuyo ndipo akuyesetsa molimba mtima kukonza zomwe adachita koma sikuti zikugwira ntchito kwenikweni. Iye ndi munthu wamkulu kwambiri, mwatsoka dziko langokhala odwala zolaula ndipo adalakwitsa kwambiri. Zimamupweteka kwambiri mpaka kundinamiza kwa nthawi yayitali.
-Zonse zomwe ndanena pano kuti, usachitebe. Chokani pamalopo. Khalani nokha, osati nkhosa zina zotsatila malonda oyipawa. Tonse takhala tikuyamwa, dziko lonse lapansi lachita chigololo tsopano. Sindikutsutsa aliyense wa inu kuti mumakonda zolaula. Koma muyenera kukhala ndi mlandu chifukwa cha zowawa zomwe mumayambitsa komanso zabodza zomwe mumanena. Tulukani pomwe mungathe ndikukhala ndi moyo wabwino. Khalani ndi ubale wabwino ndi azimayi. Kodi mungafune kuti amayi anu kapena mwana wanu wamkazi azichita momwe akazi monga ine amachitira?
Inu anyamata nonse mukugwira ntchito yabwino poyambira ndikusunga mitsitsi, kuwerenga mu sub iyi ndi gawo lalikulu kuchokera kwa ogwiritsa ntchito ambiri zolaula. Simungathe kusintha dziko koma mutha kusintha momwe mumawonera. Mutha kusintha ululu womwe mumayambitsa. Mutha kusintha kuthandizira makampani omwe amapweteka kwambiri. Amuna nthawi zonse amandichitira zachiwerewere komanso kundigonana, kuyambira ndili mwana. Ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti zolaula zinali zodziwika kwa ambiri aiwo. Akazi ambiri amachitanso izi.
Zolaula zimalimbikitsa. Zolaula zimalimbikitsa zabodza, zanyansi, chiwawa, ndi zopweteka. Zimalimbikitsa kuchepa kwa ulemu kwa HUGE masiku ano, makamaka ulemu. Sitingathe kusintha izi koma titha kudzisintha tokha. Nditha kukula ndikuchira. Nanu anyamata mungachite zomwezo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi zidatsegula kuunika kwinaku anyamata inu. Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi ndizothandiza kwa wina. Ngati sichoncho, pepani kuti mwawerenga mpaka pano koma zikomo chonchobe lol
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