Wokonda zolaula (otsatira 50K +), PIED - pomaliza adakhota

… Ndimachita zinthu zomwe anthu samaziona kuti ndi zabwino. Ndidayamba kupita kokachita maphwando achikazi. zinthu zinaipiraipira pamene ndinayamba kukayikira za kugonana kwanga. Ndinapita kukaonana ndi wodwala m'dera la LGBT ndipo amayesetsa kudyetsa malingaliro awa omwe ndakhala ndikumayenda nthawi zonse ndikuti ndiyambe kumwa mahomoni ASAP kuti ndisonyeze dziko lapansi kuti ndine ndani ndikukhala wosangalala? Mwamwayi sindinadyepo ndikungochokapo. Ndasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa ndidayamba kuwona momwe zimandiwonongera pang'onopang'ono kundipanga kukhala chinthu chomwe sindinali…

History

Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 13; Ndinali m'kalasi la 8. Zinasandulika mwachangu kukhala chimodzi mwazomwe ndimakonda kwambiri, sindinathe kupitiliza tsiku langa ndikapanda kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndinkalakalaka ngati khofi wammawa had️ Ndimayenera kupeza kena kake kapena kusanthula kwa mphindi imodzi kuti ndidutse tsiku langa. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana pa malamulo 34 zinthu zomwe zingawononge ubwana wanu nditaziwona zogonana, kenako ndidatopa ndikuyamba kuwonera makanema olaula omwe ndimakonda koma ndidapitilizabe kukumba mu khola la akalulu ndidatsimikiza Kuchita zinali zachilendo. Ndimwana wamng'ono uyu akuyang'ana zolaula monga ana ena achichepere abambo anga adati zinali zabwinobwino komanso kuti amawoneranso makaseti a VHS ndi Magazini ali mwana. Izi zidapitilira mpaka nditakhala wamkulu pasukulu yasekondale. Zithunzi zolaula zinali malo anga okhalira kudzisangalatsa ndekha tsiku lonse… Ndinkakhala kumapeto kwa sabata kumapeto kwa sabata ndikugona zolaula kuyambira nthawi yomwe ndimadzuka ku 9am ndikutha mpaka 3pm ndipo, mkati mwa sabata ndimayang'ana zolaula ndikuchita hw wanga. Ndikanakhala ndi totsegulira kumbuyo pomwe ndimalemba mapepala anga ndikukhala pakati paziphuphu kuti ndikhale wokhutira. Popeza ndinali ndi zaka 13 ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula tsiku lililonse kwa maola 5-8 patsiku… zaka 11 zokhalanso ndikukhalanso ndi izi zomwe ndimatcha moyo ...

Ndili ndi zaka 16, ndikugwiritsa ntchito maola ndi maola angapo kufunafuna zinthu zina zatsopano, kuti ndizipeza, ndinapeza Zithunzi za Shemale. Zinali zosiyana ndi chilichonse chomwe ndidakumana nacho chodabwitsika komanso chidwi cha dopamine yomwe ndimalakalaka kwa zaka zambiri ndinazolowera mtundu womwewo wa zolaula, nyengo yake inali yabodza la anthu otchuka kapena ngakhale kupanga zabodza za munthu amene ndimamudziwa gululo makamaka mu malingaliro… Futa Fakes

Boredom adasandulika khwawa. Ndili ku koleji tsopano ndikufufuza mozama mu gululi ndimatsegula kompyuta yanga ndikugwiritsa ntchito maola ambiri nditatseka ndikutsitsa makanema awa, ndimangoyang'ana chinthu chotsatira "chabwino". Ndinadziwitsa ndekha kuti zomwe ndimachita zinali zabwino. Ndidapanga ma account ambiri pamasamba - masamba omwe ali ndi okhawo mwamuna wachikazi zolaula. Ndidapanga maakaunti ku Reddit, Instagram, tumblr, Pinterest ndicholinga chokha chongounjikira masheya, kutsitsa, ndikugawana makanema ndi zithunzi kuchokera patsamba lomwe ndimalipira. Ndidadzipereka kuti ndimange anthu ngati ine ndinali ndi otsatira 55k pa tumblr yanga yomwe idalimbikitsa zonyansa izi ... Ndinali ngati tsiku lachiwonongeko lokonzekera zolaula m'malo anga ogona.

Mofulumira pomwe ndinali nditakwanitsa zaka 19 ndipo ndinali nditagula galimoto yanga yoyamba ndekha ndipo ndipamene kuledzera kunawononga moyo wanga. Ndinasiyidwa chifukwa chokhala munthu wabwinobwino nditatha kuwona zopanda pake zomwe ndimafuna kuchita, Panthaŵiyi ndimayesetsanso mankhwala osokoneza bongo, udzu, lsd ndi bowa. Ndinayambanso kuzigulitsa ndikuzigwiritsa ntchito kwambiri, chilichonse chimatha. Ndimachita zinthu zomwe sizinatchulidwenso zachikhalidwe ndinayamba kupita kumapwando azinthu zamatsenga zinthu zidayamba kuipira pomwe ndidayamba kukayikira zachiwerewere chomwe ndidapita kukawona wothandizira mdera la LGBT ndipo amayesa kudyetsa malingaliro awa ndakhala ndikutuluka ndikuti ndiyenera kuyamba kumwa mahomoni ASAP kuwonetsa dziko lapansi kuti ndinali ndani ndikukhala wosangalala? Mwamwayi sindinadyepo ndikungochokapo. Ndasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa ndidayamba kuwona momwe zimandiwonongera pang'onopang'ono kundipanga kukhala chinthu chomwe sindinali…

Mwachangu mpaka chaka chatha ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito mawebusayiti ndipo ndinakumana ndi atsikana ena ozizira komabe ndinali nditapanga PIED yomwe ili ndi vuto la uhule wa erectile. Sindinathe kuyimilira ndipo sindimadziwa chifukwa chomwe izi zimachitikira kwa ine ndikumana ndi mtsikana uyu anali wopanga ndipo ndinachita manyazi komanso kudziimba mlandu chifukwa chake sizikuyenda bwino. Sanasamale za ine ndipo anafunsanso ngati ndimagonana kapena sindimawakonda akazi ndipo usiku unatha. Ndinkamverera ngati zopanda pake motero ndinabweranso njira zanga zakale ndikuyamba kuyang'ana zolaula zambiri za Tgirl ndipo ndinali wokhumudwa ndipo ndinakhala kuchipinda kwanga kwa maola ambiri.

Kumayambiriro kwa NYE Januware 2020 ndidalumphira tinder ndipo ndidafanana ndi msungwana uyu yemwe amakhala kutawuni kutchuthi chakumapeto tidapita kukamwa zakumwa ndipo msungwanayu sanamuuze kuti wasintha mpaka titatsala pang'ono kuchita ndipo ndidamva kukhala wolakwa komanso wamanyazi kwambiri kuti ndatsala pang'ono kuti ndichite ndi munthu yemwe ndimaganizo anga. Zaka ndi zitatha zaka zowonera>! Transporn

Ndachotsa maakaunti anga onse azama TV omwe amandisokoneza. Tidapanga malo ogulitsira a Molotov ndikuponya pa WD 16TB hardrive yanga yakunja tidaionera ikuwotchera pansi kenako tidathamanga ndi galimoto yanga yonyamula ya mzanga inali ngati 1 koloko ndipo zonse zidawala pamaso panga tsogolo langa ndidaweruza Ndinasangalalanso nditasangalala kuti ndabwera ndikudziwitsa anzanga omwe ndimakhala nawo chipinda chazovuta zanga komanso momwe ndingathetsere vuto langa la hard drive ndipo ndinali wokwiya ndekha pakuwononga ndinali ndi zolaula za TB zomwe ndinali nditazitenga yodzaza, pafupifupi zaka khumi. Chinali chinthu chovuta kwambiri kusiya koma kenako ndidadzifunsa ndekha kuti bwanji makolo anga atapeza kuti kuyendetsa abambo anga kukhala IT pakampani yayikulu yamatekinoloje kumatha kufotokozera mafayilo anga tsiku lina. Ndikadapeputsidwa mwina ndikadakana ngati akadazindikira kuti zinthu ngati izi zidali motere ...

Mnzanga amene ndimakhala naye m'chipinda chimodzi anandiuza momwe moyo wanga umakhudzira msuwani wake, amayenera kutolera zolaula kwa zaka zambiri pa hard drive koma adakulirakulira kuti atolere CP ndi anime CP zomwe ndidakumana nazo m'masiku anga oyamba ndikuthokoza maphunzirowo ' sindikufuna kusintha ngati ndikadapitiliza mulungu akudziwa zomwe zingandigwere…

Ambiri aife tikuvutika, kulimbana ndi chizolowezi chodziseweretsa maliseche chotuluka kuno ndikugawana nkhani zathu ndikulimbikitsana kuponderezana mbali iyi ndi imodzi mwazinthu zowopsa kwambiri zomwe ndidawawonapo kapena kumva za apa ndi ubale ndipo ine ndikufuna kukhala wabwino kuposa momwe ndinalili kale ndikungokhala Hulk ndikumenyetsa sitima yapolopolo 🤜🏼🚅 💨 !!

Inde mudzabwereranso ndipo mudzawona zolakwa zanu chifukwa ndimabwerera mobwerezabwereza ndipo zandiwonetsa momveka bwino m'maganizo mwanga komwe ndili wofooka. Ndinabwereranso kumayambiriro kwa Januware kwa sabata limodzi osagwiritsa ntchito Tsiku 2 ndikudutsa Tsiku 3 mpaka nditayamba kulemba ndikuphunzira zomwe zimandipangitsa, pano ndili masabata a 3 ndili paulendo wanga ndipo zinthu zakhala bwino kwambiri poyerekeza ndi umunthu wanga wakale ndimakhala ndi nthawi yochita zinthu, nthawi ndi nthawi imayenda pang'onopang'ono mpaka komwe masiku angawuluke ndikusangalala ndipo kwa ine ndikusintha ndikupanga zojambulajambula posachedwapa ndapanga chizindikiro cha khofi wapafupi Kugula mumzinda wanga ndipo zimandisangalatsa kuwona zaluso zanga nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimayendetsa pafupi ndi shopu ija. Ndikadakhala kuti ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito maola onsewa ndikupanga luso pakadali pano, nthawi ikuuluka mofulumira kuposa momwe mungaganizire, pangani tsogolo lanu kukhala labwino musakhale ine ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito maola 5-8 patsiku ndikuwonera zolaula kwa zaka 11 ndizofanana ndi maola 20,020-32,032 amoyo omwe ndimayika pachisangalalo m'malo mongodzipangira ndekha…

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