Ndili wamphamvu, wokondwa, wolimbikitsidwa, ndikukonzekera mavuto

Kusintha kwakukulu komwe ndidapanga m'moyo wanga, kwakukulu komanso kopambana, ndikuthetsa zolaula. Panali zovuta zakomweko. Ndinali munthu watsopano. Kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti molakwika kunachepa. Ndinamasula zamaganizidwe. Ndinatha maphunziro ovuta ku [yunivesite]. Ndidakonza zidziwitso mwachangu kwambiri ndikugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zochepa.

Chikumbukiro changa chinali chamiyala, mwachangu. Ndidakumana ndi zidziwitso zakupanga nthawi zambiri. Ndinkapita kumaphwando ndipo sindinkamva bwino, kapena wosasangalala, kapena wosungulumwa, kapena wosalala. Ndimatha kumacheza. Ndimatha kusangalatsa anthu. The banga anali wachotsedwa mu mzimu wanga. Mzukwa udachotsedwa. Ndinkangokhala pachibwenzi, ndimodzi momasuka, masiku ambiri.

Ndipo ndidalemba bukuli.

Patha zaka ziwiri ndi theka kuchokera pomwe ndidayamba kulingalira, kuwerenga, ndi kulemba pamutuwu. Patha chaka ndi theka kuchokera pamene ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula kapena maliseche amtundu uliwonse wamtundu wakugonana. Sindinayang'ane zidziwitso zapa media patatha chaka chimodzi. Nthawi yanga yayang'ana kwambiri. Sindikumva ngati ndikulemba nthawi kapena kuwononga moyo wanga.

Ndili ndi ntchito yanthawi zonse monga manejala wa zinthu ku [kampani]. Kuofesi ndimagwira ntchito zambiri, wokondwa, wolimbikitsidwa komanso wokonzeka kuthana ndi mavuto. Sindikumva kukhala wotanganidwa kapena kusokonekera. Ndipo chifukwa cha zizolowezi zanga zatsopano, zizolowezi zomwe ndapanga, sindimangokhala ndi mphamvu zambiri, koma ndimagwiritsa ntchito mphamvuzi bwino.

Sindimadziona ngati wopusa kwambiri. Ndidakula ndimavuto ophunzirira. Sindinachitepo bwino pamayeso oyenera. Sindinalankhule bwino. Ndinatha kulowa [yunivesite] chifukwa ndinali wokonda masewera ena ochepa otchedwa squash ndipo ndinachita bwino nawo. Kumayambiriro kwa ntchito yanga yaku koleji ku [yunivesite], maphunziro anga adawonetsera izi: Ndidangophunzira maphunziro atatu okha oyambira, ndipo sindinachite bwino kwambiri.

Koma podzafika zaka zanga zinayi ku [yunivesite], nditapeza malingaliro mu bukuli ndikuchita izi, ndinatha maphunziro ena ovuta m'sukuluyi, nthawi zambiri ndikudumphira m'makalasi oyambira. Ndinkachita bwino m'maphunzirowa ndikusungabe moyo wokonda kucheza komanso kukhala membala wa abale anzanga. Kwa semest awiri, ndinatenga maphunziro asanu ndi limodzi, kuwirikiza kawiri kuposa momwe ndimaphunzirira chaka chatsopano. Ndipo kumapeto kwenikweni, m'mene ndimawerenga digiri yanga nthawi ya chilimwe ndikumaliza bukuli, ndidatenga maphunziro anayi m'miyezi iwiri, kuphatikizapo njira yovuta pa sayansi yasayansi: kusanthula kwamalingaliro ndi mutu wankhani. Ndinasintha kuchokera ku sukulu yophunzira zamtundu wa pakati kukhala wophunzira wopambana. Ndipo, chinsinsi? Chosavuta kwambiri: Ndinaleka kuonera zolaula, ndinasiya kuyang'ana zolaula.

Sindinatsegule. Ndidatenga mapiritsi ofiira. Nditatuluka m'matumbo.

[Kuchokera pamanja, lolemba ndi chilolezo wolemba]