Abale anga, zachitika. Masiku 90, palibe zolaula, kapena maliseche!
Kwakhala gehena yakukwera, ndikuyesera izi pafupifupi zaka 2 tsopano ndipo ndimaliza. Ndili wokondwa kwambiri. Ndimaphunzira zambiri pamtunduwu ndipo ndigawana nanu pazotsatira zanga malangizo anga kuti ayambirenso. Pakadali pano, ndikungofuna kugawana nawe nkhani yanga, mwina mutha kufananabe.
Ndili ndi zaka 38, ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula kwa zaka 17/18. Zomwe ndinakumana nazo zolaula nthawi yoyamba ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndidali ndi gulu la abwenzi lomwe likulendewera ndipo m'modzi mwa iwo amabwera ndi TV yamanyumba. Adaziyika pa vcr ndipo zidandichititsa chidwi. Ndinkanyansidwa ndi zomwe ndimaona. Kanemayo anali ndizithunzi zoopsa kwambiri, kupatula zithunzi zolaula. Theka la ife (ine ndidaphatikizaponso) adanyansidwa ndi izi, kotero timanamizira kuti tidasokonekera ndi zinthu zina, theka linalo la gululi limayang'anabe modabwitsa. Zinali zopweteka kwambiri kwa ine ndipo ndikukumbukira kuti ndinamuuza mzanga kuti, "sindidzatero kwa mtsikana, maubale ndi achikondi", adagwirizana nane nthawi yomweyo.
Tsopano zaka zidapita ndipo pafupifupi zaka 15/16, ndimapeza maliseche. Nthawi yomweyo ndimazindikira kusewera "ku china". Ine ndinayamba kuzolowera kwambiri izi; zinali zokumana nazo zabwino. Chifukwa chake, ndimangokhalira kusokonekera (nthawi 2/3 pa sabata) ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zithunzi zojambulidwa kuchokera ku kanema, zopanda vuto.
Pomwe ndidakwanitsa zaka 17, intaneti idawonekera. Zinali zosinthira pamasewera. Maganizo anga oyamba anali "nudes !!". Ndipo intaneti inali ndi nthawiyo, zochuluka!
Kalelo kulumikizana kunali kwapang'onopang'ono ndipo kunalibe nsanja zakanema. Tidayenera kutsitsa fayilo iliyonse ndi fayilo, kotero gawo limodzi la pmo limatha kukhala maola.
Chidwi changa cha pmo chinakulira kwambiri ndipo iyi mwina inali nthawi yomwe ndinayamba kusiya, ndikufota mwina tsiku lililonse. Ndikukumbukira bwino lomwe kuti tsiku silinkaoneka ngati ndilibe "atsikana anga". pmo adandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wamisala. Komabe, ndikukumbukira nthawi ina ndidathedwa nzeru ndi kulumbira kuti ndikhala masabata awiri popanda pmo, koma sindinathe masiku opitilira 2.
Zaka zimadutsa ndipo ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula / maliseche mpaka mwina ndili ndi zaka 31/32. Kuchokera nthawi iyi sindinakumanenso ndi vuto lililonse m'moyo wanga, kapena sindinadziwe nthawi imeneyo. Komabe, ndimakumana ndi mikangano yambiri yamaubwenzi, kusakhazikika mokwanira, nsanje, kuipidwa ndi mkwiyo. Ndimaganiza kuti ndi umunthu wanga, tsopano ndikuwona ndi pmo nthawi yonseyi yomwe inali kuwononga kudzidalira kwanga ndi maubale.
Ndipo tsiku lina ndazindikira kuti pamene sindinachite bwino ndimakhala wopepuka, wachimwemwe, komanso wolimba mtima. Kenako zidadziwika kuti pmo ikundipangitsa kuwonongeka. Chifukwa chake, ndimayesetsa kuyimira ... koma sindinathe. Ndinapitiliza kutero, ngakhale ndikudziwa kuti zikundipweteketsa.
Nthawi yochulukirapo idutsa kenako kenako ndikuchitika. Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito pmo kuthana ndi mavuto a m'maganizo. Kupsinjika, kupweteka, kukwiya, ndi zina zambiri ... Izi zidandilankhula chifukwa ndidadziwa kuti izi ndi zomwe zidakwa zimachita, amamwa kuti athane ndi zowawa zawo. Kuphatikiza apo, ndiyamba kulephera kuwongolera magawo a pmo, pomwe ndisanachite nthawi 1 kapena 2 ndipo ndinali wokhutitsidwa, tsopano ndimangoyima kangapo, nditafa. Ndimayamba kuda nkhawa ndi anthu, kutopa, kusowa tulo ... zovuta zonse zomwe tikudziwa pano ndi zotsatira za kukakamira kwa pmo.
Tsopano ndidadziwa kuti china chake chachikulu chikuchitika kwa ine. Ndinayang'ana zidziwitso ndipo ndinadzidzimuka nditazindikira kuti pali china chake chotchedwa "zolaula". Ndazindikira moyo wachabechabe ndikuyesera kuchita izi. Komabe, ndinalibe luso, ndinalibe njira, sindinkadziwa, komanso sindinkachita chibwenzi chachikulu, motero sindinapite patali. Ndinaganiza kuti nofap inali yovuta kwambiri ndipo mwina yankho lake linali lokhudza kuchepetsa pmo m'malo mopita kuzizizira.
Chifukwa chake ndidakhala zaka ziwiri za moyo wanga kuyesera kuyang'anira kugwiritsa ntchito pmo. "Kungokhala masiku awa, kapena masiku amenewo ..." "nthawi x zokha pa sabata", "nthawi x zokha m'masiku a sabata", "maliseche" bla bla bla, ndinayesa mitundu yonse yamakina. Palibe chomwe chinagwira. Pomaliza ndimakonda kuchita zinthu zambiri kuposa zomwe ndimafuna. Chifukwa chake tsiku lina zidadziwika kwa ine kuti ngati ndikadakhala osuta kwambiri sindingaletse kugwiritsa ntchito pmo, ndikutaya nthawi kuganiza mosiyana.
Chifukwa cha zaka 2 zapitazo, ndidaganiza zoyamba kubwezeretsa, osati kuti ndikufuna, koma chifukwa ndikufunika. Ndinalibe chisankho. Moyo wanga unali gehena wamoyo. Munthawi imeneyi, ndimaphunzira zambiri, ndimayambiranso koma sindinalolere. Ndimaphunzira ndi zolakwitsa zanga, ndimakhala ndi chidziwitso chambiri mpaka zidakhala zosavuta kukhala tsiku langa popanda pmo. Ndikupitilizabe kugwiritsa ntchito njira yanga yokonzanso, ndikumakonzanso, mpaka lero.
Tsopano ndikuti ndikuwonetseni momwe moyo wanga unalili wokonda kwambiri ma pmo ndi momwe uliri tsopano.
Asanakhale - mphamvu zochepa kwambiri, kutopa nthawi zonse, ndimatha kuthamanga.
TSOPANO - ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri komanso mphamvu.
PAMBUYO - mphamvu zochepa zamaganizidwe, kuchepa kwakukulu, zovuta kuzilingalira, zolephera zambiri zokumbukira, nthawi zambiri sindinakumbukire zomwe ndidachita masekondi 5 apitawa.
TSOPANO - kukumbukira kwanga kwasintha kwambiri komanso kusinkhasinkha kwanga. Ndine wachangu kwambiri komanso wanzeru tsopano. Zikuwoneka kuti pmo imabweretsa chifunga m'malingaliro. Chilichonse chimawoneka chopepuka komanso chosaya m'mbuyomu. Tsopano ndikudziwa bwino za malowa, chilichonse chikuwoneka chowala komanso chamoyo. Ndizopambana!!!
Zisanachitike - nkhawa yayikulu kwambiri pagulu. Ine sindimakhoza kuyang'ana pa aliyense, makamaka akazi. Sindingathe kuyankhula molunjika ndi mkazi chifukwa ndinali wamanjenje. Ndimapewa malo omwe anali ndi anthu ambiri. Ngati ndikufunika kupita kumalo ndi anthu ambiri (monga: golosale) ndimatha kupita kutali kuti ndikakumana ndi anthu omwe ndimawadziwa.
TSOPANO - Ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa zapagulu koma ndizocheperako, ndilibe nkhawa polankhula ndi mkazi, ndimakhala womasuka nawo.
PAMBUYO - kusowa tulo tambiri, kugona tulo tofa nato, ndimadzuka 1 kapena maola 2 nthawi isanakwane
TSOPANO - kugona kwanga ndikwabwino, kuzama komanso kulimba.
PAMBUYO - ndimamva kuti ndasiyana ndi mkazi wanga. Sindinamve chikondi kapena kukopeka naye, kungomumvera chisoni.
TSOPANO - Ndili ndi banja labwino, ndimapezanso chikondi changa kwa iye.
PAMBUYO - Ndinali ndimaliseche msanga, ndimatha kukhala ndi vuto losakwana mphindi.
TSOPANO - Ndimakhala ndi ma ejaculations nthawi zonse, ziphuphu zimachedwa nthawi yayitali, kugonana ndikwabwino, osakhala ndi zolaula nthawi yogonana.
Zisanachitike - ndimaganiza zogonana nthawi zambiri. Ndinkamuwona mkazi ngati zinthu. Kuwona ziwalo za thupi la mkazi ngati wopotoka.
TSOPANO - Sindikuganiza zogonana. Dziko limawoneka mwanjira ina. Ndikuwona mkazi ali ndi anthu athunthu, okongola, okongola, anzeru komanso otengeka. Sindikuwawona ngati zinthu ndipo ndimawakonda. Nthawi zina ndimayang'anabe, koma pa zokopa zachilengedwe, kuti ndisadzutse.
PAMBUYO - Ndinali kusintha pakati pa nthawi yokhazikika komanso nthawi zolimbikitsa kwambiri.
TSOPANO - Sindikumva mwina. Komabe, ndikadziika pachiwopsezo, ndimafunabe pmo.
Zisanachitike - ndimamva kuti ndasiyana ndi dziko lapansi. Ndinkadana ndi kucheza ndi anthu wamba. Ndinamva chidutswa.
TSOPANO - Ndili ndi chidaliro komanso kucheza ndi anthu. Ndili ndi chipiriro, kumvetsetsa komanso kumvera chisoni anthu komanso zamoyo zonse.
PAMBUYO - nkhope yanga inali yotumbululuka, yowuma komanso yamantha. Tsitsi langa linali kugwa ngati masamba a m'dzinja.
TSOPANO - nkhope yanga ili ndi khungu lake lachilengedwe, lokhazikika komanso lokongola. Tsitsi langa laleka kugwa ndikulimbanso ndikulimba. Poyerekeza ndi anzanga anzanga tsitsi langa limawoneka bwino kwambiri.
Zisanachitike - Ndimakhala wopanda nkhawa, wodzikonda, wosachedwa kupsa mtima komanso wokhumudwa. Maganizo ambiri olakwika.
TSOPANO - Ndimamva kuti ndine wosalakwa, sindimadzimva kuti ndine wolakwa kapena wopotoka. Ndimadzidalira komanso ndimakhazikika pamalingaliro. Zimatengera zambiri kuti ndisiyike bwino ndipo ndikakhumudwa, ndimapezanso mtendere wanga mwachangu. Nthawi zina ndimakhala ndimtendere mumtima mwanga, kumva bwino kwambiri.
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