Ndinkakhala ndi PIED wazaka za 12 (Dick wopanda moyo pamene ndimakondana ndi akazi). Pambuyo pa ~ 4 miyezi yovuta, ndinali ndi vuto logonana. Ndakhala ndikugonana kuyambira pamenepo ndipo ndalephera kamodzi. Ndipo anali mgulu lachiwiri. Usiku wotsatira ine ndinali bwino kuti ndipitenso. Ndidakhala ndi zotsatizana masiku 4 motsatira popanda vuto laling'ono.
Ndimalimba mtima ndikungomira. Zomwe ndimasankha zimakhala nthawi yayitali ndipo sizimatha. Iwo anali kutha mwankhanza ngakhale pamene anali kuwonera zolaula ndipo ndinali PMOing ndi theka lolimba dick lomwe limafunikira kulimbikitsidwa nthawi zonse. Ngakhale "vuto" langa lopitilira muyeso lidayamba bwino patatha miyezi isanu.
Kubwereketsa ndi zokakamiza kumachitika koma ndikuyenda paki poyerekeza ndi koyambiranso.
Zithunzi zanga zolaula zatsala pang'ono kutha.
Kupsinjika kwanga kwa zaka 3 kwatha kusungunuka ndikuwonda pambuyo poti masiku 26 okha ayambiranso. Sindinakhalepo wokhumudwa kwa tsiku limodzi kuyambira pamenepo. Ndimagona mokwanira. M'mbuyomu, ndimagona mpaka maola 12 kumapeto kwa sabata ndipo ndimatopa. Masiku ano ndimadzuka ndekha ndikatha maola 6-7 ndikugona ndikutsitsimutsidwa.
Ndine wokonda kucheza kwambiri komanso wodziwa kucheza ndi anthu. Pali maubwino ambiri, ndizamisala mwamtheradi. Nditha kungoyankhula ndekha koma kubwezeretsanso ndikuwonjezera mphamvu m'miyezi yoyamba ya 3 mwina kupulumutsa moyo wanga.
Ndisanayiwale. dinani izi kugula mafuta a njoka yanga omwe amachiritsa PIED pamtima.
Kuyambira mawa ndakhala woyera kwa miyezi 6. Libido yanga ndi MW zabwerera mwakale. Ndinali ndi flatline pachiyambi yomwe idatha masiku a 26 ndikumaliza ndi maloto onyowa. Pambuyo pake zonse zidayenda bwino kwambiri ndipo zinthu zikusinthabe. Monga ndanenera, nditatha miyezi 4 ndinatha kugonana.
By Pete McVries
ZOCHITIKA - Kubwezeretsanso, kubwezeretsanso & kuchira - zaka 2 zoyera, PIED yapita!
Okondedwa okonzanso,
kuyambira lero, ndili ndi masiku 731 zolaula komanso maliseche. Zowonjezera, nkhani yanga siyimasiyana kwenikweni ndi ya John Doe wina aliyense wokhala ndi PIED. Chifukwa chake ndimayesetsa kuti ndizikhala zazifupi komanso zosavuta momwe ndingathere. Ngati muli ndi mafunso, komabe khalani omasuka ndipo mufunse ambiri momwe mungafunire, ndiyesa kuyankha onse.
Chidule cha nkhaniyi:
Ndine bambo wazaka 33 yemwe ndimadwala PIED kwa zaka 15 kuyambira zaka 17 mpaka 32. Ndili ndi zaka 13, ndidazindikira zolaula ndikuyamba kuzigwiritsa ntchito kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 15. Ndili ndi zaka 17, ndinali kale ndi ma DVD opitilira 100 azithunzi zolaula (aliyense amakumbukira masiku abwino a em emule?)
Ndinakwanitsa kugonana kamodzi ndili ndi zaka 17 ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima koma pazoyesera zina zonse ndi iye kapena atsikana ena mzaka zikubwerazi (za kuyesa kwa 15) Dick wanga analibe moyo. Sindingapeze erection kuti ndipulumutse moyo wanga. Zomwe ndimachita ndikamasewera maliseche sizinali zovuta zomwe zidasintha kwambiri mzaka zanga makumi awiri. Pambuyo pake sindinathe kuseweretsa maliseche popanda zolaula ndipo ndimafunikira kulimbitsa thupi nthawi zonse ndikamagwiritsa ntchito zolaula.
Madokotala angapo am'magazi omwe ndimakonda kupitako zaka zambiri sanathe kundithandiza ndipo ngakhale Viagra yomwe pamapeto pake analembera Pete wazaka 20 sanagwire ntchito. Kusadziwa chomwe chinapangitsa ED wanga anali wankhanza ndipo kunandichititsa kuti ndisamadzidalire komanso kundipweteka kwambiri. Ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri kwazaka zanga zonse makumi awiri ndikutsutsa kukhalapo kwanga kwachisoni ndikutembereredwa ndi ED yosadziwika
Mu 2015, ndidazindikira YourBrainOnPorn.com ndi Nkhani ya TED ya Gary Wilson omwe onse anali osintha masewera kwathunthu kwa ine chifukwa ndinali nditazindikira chomwe chidapangitsa ED yanga. Ndikufunanso kulumikizana Bokosi Lachinsinsi la Mpingo wa Noah gig chifukwa adatha kufotokoza momwe ndimamvera ndikumva zowawa zaka zonsezi. Popeza ndili pa izo, Yambitsaninso njira ya Nation ndichitsitsimutso chachikulu.
Ndinakwanitsa kupanga masiku oyera pafupifupi 100 nthawi yomweyo koma ndinachita ngozi ndikuwotchedwa kwambiri nditangodwala matenda amisala moyo wanga wonse. Zaka zitatu za gehena zidayamba, pomwe ndimakhala mwala wosasamala womwe sungagwire ntchito moyenera yemwe amapanikizika ndi ntchito zosavuta za tsiku ndi tsiku makamaka m'malo azikhalidwe.
Pa Januwale 5th ya 2019, ndidabwereranso kotsiriza ndipo sindinachite maliseche kapena kuwonera zolaula kuyambira pamenepo. Nditakhala ndi epiphany ndikusuta namsongole pang'ono, ndidakwanitsa kuyikanso kalulu kuthamanga. Zotsatira zake, ndimatha kuchira kwathunthu kuthupi langa lamisala, ndipo kukhumudwa kwanga kudathetsedwa nditangokhala pafupifupi mwezi umodzi nditalowa pambuyo poti ndalota pang'ono. Pamwamba pa izo, ndinatha kusiya kumwa mankhwala omwe ndimafuna kwambiri kale kuti ndikhoze kugona osapita mtedza.
Kupewa zipsinjo ndi zolaula komanso chiyembekezo chatsopanochi chidandipangitsa kulumikizana ndi mayi yemwe ndimamudziwa ndisanasokonezeke m'maganizo ndipo ndidayambanso kukhala wogonana nditakhala miyezi 4-5 nditsuka. Mkazi uyu ndi mnzake mpaka lero.
Mpaka kumapeto kwa 2019, ndimagwiritsa ntchito kachilombo kakang'ono ka Tadalafil (10mg kangapo koyamba, kenako 5mg) woperekedwa ndi urologist wanga makamaka ngati wopondereza m'maganizo. Mu 2020, ndimakhala ndi chidaliro chokwanira kuti ndiyesere kugonana popanda iwo ndipo ndimatha kukhala ndi zovuta zomwe zinali zamphamvu ngati kale komanso zopanda chilema chilichonse. Kunena zowona, sindinathe kusiyanitsa chilichonse. Ngakhale, ndikufuna kudziwa, kuti pomwe ndimagonana koyamba popanda Tadalafil, ndidachita mantha. Chifukwa chake, ngati mukukonzekera kubwereranso mothandizidwa ndi ma med a ED, dziwani kuti izi zitha kukhala chopinga china (chaching'ono) chowonjezera. Osatengera izi, zovuta zoyambilira zogonana (kachiwiri) zitha kukhala zochepa ndipo zingakhale zophweka kuti mubwererenso.
Ndimadziona kuti ndachiritsidwa kwathunthu ndi PIED yemwe ndidadwala zaka 15 zabwino.
Kuyambira lero, ndili ndi zaka 2 mosamala. Ndi mphatso yabwino kwambiri yomwe ndidadzipatsirako ndipo ndiyiyamikira.
Malangizo ndi malingaliro ena:
Ngakhale kuti zizolowezi zanga zolaula sizinandipangitse kusokonezeka m'maganizo, kuyambiranso kunapangitsa kupsinjika kwanga kutha patangopita nthawi yochepa. M'zaka zitatu ndikudandaula kwambiri komanso kuda nkhawa, ndinayesa zinthu zingapo zingapo ndikuyembekeza kusintha malingaliro anga koma ndikubwezeretsanso pamapeto pake ndinakonza mpaka kalekale.
Sindingathe kunena kuti ndapindulapo bwanji chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi katswiri wamaganizidwe omwe amanditenga kwambiri. Pomwe ndinali pamavuto, ndidalankhula ndi asing'anga angapo ndi akatswiri amisala omwe onse samandimvetsetsa ndikuyesera njira zodulira ma cookie. Wothandizira wina anafuna kuti ndidzipange ndekha nditamuuza kuti ndikudwala ED chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwa zaka zambiri ndipo amaganiza kuti ndimadwala. Dziwani kuti akatswiri ambiri samadziwa zoyipa za zolaula ngakhale kukuwuzani mwachangu kuti ndizabwino. Ndikukulimbikitsani, kuti mukhulupirire maphunziro ambiri odziyimira pawokha omwe amalowera mbali zotsutsana ndi malipoti onse amembala anzathu.
Nditayamba kuyambiranso mu 2019, ndimafuna kuthana ndi mwayi uliwonse wa ED. Chifukwa chake, ndidalumikizana ndi urologist, ndinamuuza nkhani yanga ndipo adayesa mayeso angapo omwe onse adabweranso bwino. Ndinadabwa kuti amadziwa za zochitika za PIED ndipo adandilimbikitsa kuti ndipewe zolaula komanso maliseche kuti ndikhale bwino. Monga ndodo ndipo chifukwa ndidamupempha, adandipatsa Tadalafil kamwedwe kakang'ono kuti ndiyambirenso. Ananditsimikizira, kuti sizingandipangitse kudalira zomwe zikanakhala zowona ndikayang'ana mbiri yanga komanso zomwe ndidakumana nazo.
Mwini, ndikuganiza kuti kupeŵa maliseche komanso zolaula ndikofunikira kwambiri kwa anthu omwe ali ndi PIED. Osati kokha chifukwa chakuti ndikukhulupirira kuti nthawi yobwezeretsa ndi yaifupi koma ndinamvanso ndekha momwe ndikufunira kuti ndipeze mnzanga ndikugwiritsa ntchito lamulo losavuta kuti ndikangokhala ndi chilakolako chofuna kugonana.
Ine ndikuganiza "umuna-posungira" ndi weniweni pamlingo winawake koma ine sindikukhulupirira ndi basi kapena makamaka chifukwa chakuti wanu "mipira ali odzaza" chabe chifukwa ine ndinali angapo lonyowa maloto pa kuyambiransoko wanga. Kusadziwonetsera nokha pazithunzi zopangira azimayi omwe amalakalaka zogonana komanso osachita zosewerera kumakupatsani mphamvu zambiri kufunafuna zenizeni. Ndimangolankhula ndekha koma pakati pa tsiku 60-120 poyambiranso, ndinali ndi mphamvu zopitilira muyeso ndipo sindinachite mantha kwenikweni, makamaka kuopa kulephera kapena kukanidwa.
Ndinapanga chisankho chopewa maliseche mpaka kalekale. Kugonana komwe ndimapeza ndikokwanira pazosowa zanga ndipo ngati sindiyenera kumuwona mnzanga masiku opitilira khumi ndi anayi kapena kupitilira apo zomwe zakhala zikuchitika nthawi yayitali mchaka chatha, ndimasunga luso langa kuti ndilankhule. Kuphatikiza apo, sindikuganiza kuti kuseweretsa maliseche ndi koyipa paokha, koma kwa ine monga chizolowezi, ndizolumikizana kwambiri ndimakhalidwe omwe ali ngati chiweruzo cha imfa kwa ine. Ndikaisiya kuti ibwererenso pafupi ndi ine, ndili pachiwopsezo chachikulu chotaya china chake chomwe ndamenyera nkhondo yovuta kwambiri, yayitali komanso yotopetsa kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Nthawi zochepa zosangalatsa, kapena kutulutsa "kukakamizidwa" sikofunikira kwenikweni zomwe zingachitike pambuyo pake. Nkhani za omwe adayambiranso ntchito omwe abwezeretsanso bwino ndipo abwereranso mumsampha amakhala chenjezo lowopsa. Sindikuganiza, ndine wofunika kapena wabwinoko, chifukwa chake sindingadule posachedwa. Ndikulola agalu akugona pakadali pano…
Kuyambira pomwe ndidazindikira za zolaula zomwe zitha kukhala zowopsa paumoyo wanu wamaganizidwe, ndimafuna kuuza mchimwene wanga za izi chifukwa ndimafuna kuti ndisamupezenso zomwe ndikadakumana nazo. Nditatha kusesa milungu ingapo yoyera, ndinali wolimba mtima kuti ndimuuze ndipo adachitadi bwino ndipo ndidathokoza. Kenako ndinapitilizanso kuuza mlongo wanga za izi komanso anzanga atatu apamtima. Manyazi aliwonse omwe ndimakhala nawo mozungulira ED komanso zaka zonse popanda kugonana ndi zibwenzi zitasungunuka. Aliyense amene ndamufotokozera nkhani yanga anali womvetsetsa komanso othokoza chifukwa amvetsetsa momwe ndimakhalira kale komanso momwe ndimachitira panopo. Ndipo ndinadabwa kuti onsewa amayenera kugawana nawo nkhani zawo zolaula kapena mavuto azakugonana kapena mavuto ambiri. Zinali zosangalatsa kuziwona. Ndipo choposa zonse: Maubwenzi anga ndi onsewa alimbikitsidwa panthawiyi ndipo chikhumbo changa chokhala oyera moyo wonse chalimbikanso.
Ndinawonetsa mwachidule kuti ndinali ndi epiphany ndikuphika pang'ono nditabwereranso komaliza. Popeza ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri kwa nthawi yayitali, ndinali mumkhalidwe wina wotsalira. Ndipo ndikuganiza, kusintha malingaliro anga ngati chosankha kunandithandiza kusintha zinthu mosiyana. Chifukwa chake, ndimatha kulumikizanso ndekha koyamba nthawi yayitali kwambiri. Ndikulowa m'malingaliro awa, ndidayamba kuwerenga magazini yoyambiranso yomwe idandikhudzitsa kwamuyaya. Tsoka ilo, sindikukumbukiranso kuti inali magazini yanji, koma inali nkhani ya mnyamata wazaka makumi asanu zomwe ndidamaliza kuwerenga. Ndipo chifukwa cha kusintha kwanga pang'ono malingaliro, zolemba zake zidandisuntha ndipo ndidatha kulumikizana ndi zomwe adalemba mozama. Zinali zachisoni komanso zimafotokoza za moyo wake wowonongeka. Iye analemba momveka bwino za momwe zolaula zakhala zikumulamulira kuyambira masiku ake oyambirira; kuti adakhala maola ndi madola osawerengeka m'masitolo ogulitsa zolaula a VHS; kuti chinthu choyamba chomwe amachita akamabwera kunyumba, ndikumatsitsa zolaula kuti azingochita nawo maola ambiri; kuti kukhala ndi moyo wapaŵiri kudali kopanikiza komanso kotsitsimula; kuti adataya mwayi wambiri; ndipo kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula sikumakwaniritsa. Kuwerenga zonsezi mwatsatanetsatane, zidandizindikira, kuti munthu yemwe ndimamuwerengera anali ine wazaka 20 zokha. Ndipo kuti njira yomwe ndimayendayi inali msewu womwewo womwe adayendapo. Kuti tsoka lake likhala langa. Usiku watsiku lino, ndidaganiza zoyesanso kuyesanso kowona mtima, ndipo monga momwe zimamvekera, zina zonse zidakhala mbiri.
Kulemba ndi kupeza chithandizo cha anzawo kunathandiza tani. Sindingakuuzeni momwe ndimayamikirira anthu abwino omwe adalemba nawo zolemba zanga zomwe ndidali nazo pa Reboot nation komanso omwe adagawana malingaliro awo pamafunso anzeru komanso mafunso anzeru omwe ndidafunsa nditayambiranso ntchito. Magaziniyi idalinso chisonyezo chabwino cha kupita patsogolo komwe ndidapanga ndikayambiranso. Patsiku la 234, ndinasiya kulembera magazini chifukwa ndinalibe zambiri zoti ndizinenanso zokhudzana ndi kuchira kwanga ku zolaula zomwe zimayambitsa zovuta zogonana.
Dzitengereni mozama ndipo ganizirani mozama za kusuta. Ndikukulimbikitsani kuti muganizire za izi kwa mphindi. Ngati inu, owerenga okondedwa, mukuwerenga mawu omwe ndalemba, simunabwere mwangozi. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula (ab) kumatha kukuyambitsani mavuto akulu, kaya mwakhala mukukumana ndi zovuta zogonana, kapena mukuyika pachiwopsezo, kapena zokonda zanu zogonana zawonongeka, kapena dongosolo lanu la dopaminergic latopa kwambiri moti moyo watsiku ndi tsiku wayamba kukhala wamba komanso wotuwa kapenanso mwakhala mukuvutika maganizo. Musachepetse zolaula zomwe zakukhudzani.
Kukhala kutali ndi zolaula kwa nthawi yayitali ndikuyanjana tsiku ndi tsiku ndi mkazi yemwe ndi mnzanga kunandipangitsa kuzindikira malingaliro ambiri olakwika omwe ndimakhala nawo okhudzana ndi akazi komanso zogonana. Ngakhale ndimadziwa bwino momwe zolaula zimawonetsera chithunzi chosagwirizana ndi kugonana komanso aliyense wokhudzidwa, sizinandilepheretse kumanga ndikukhala ndi malingaliro olakwika ambiri. Kudziwa kusokoneza sikungafanane ndi kupewa. Zikatero palibe amene angalengezenso.
Kulankhula zamalonda: Mukangoyambitsa milungu ingapo yoyera pansi pa lamba wanu, kukudziwitsani momwe dziko lathuli liriri logonana. Nditayamba kuyambiranso mu 2015, nditangotsala pang'ono kumva ngati ndili mu kanema wa John Carpenter Amakhala. Zimasokoneza mukazindikira komanso kusinkhasinkha zakugonana komwe kuli ponseponse mdziko lathu komanso momwe zimawonetsedwera ndikugwiritsidwa ntchito ngati chinthu chogulitsa kwa inu. Pakadali pano, zinali zosokoneza kwenikweni.
Dziwani kuti mukayamba kuyambiranso, kuti pakhoza kukhala nthawi ya chipwirikiti mtsogolo. Mosalephera mudzawonetsa zambiri pamoyo wanu komanso momwe mumakhalira. Mudzawona zinthu zambiri zomwe mukufuna kusintha zomwe zingakupangitseni nkhawa komanso kupweteka. Osayesa kupulumutsa dziko tsiku limodzi. Muyenera kuyenda mtunda wautali kuti mudzithamangitse.
Ngati mubwerera m'mbuyo, ngakhale mutakhala ndi malingaliro olakwika, yesetsani kuphunzirapo. Dzifunseni kuti bwanji ndipo bwanji mudatha kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula? Ngati mutha kudziwa ndikuzindikira mawonekedwe ochepa, zidzakhala zosavuta mtsogolo kuti muteteze kubwereranso m'mbuyo.
Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi zambiri kumayenderana ndi zochitika zina. Kodi mumatha kubwerera m'mbuyo mukakhala ndi njala? Lekani kumwa. Kodi facebook ikuyambitsa malingaliro okhumudwitsa omwe amakupangitsani kuti mugwiritse ntchito zolaula? Chotsani akaunti yanu. Kodi kukangana kosalekeza ndi Munthu XYZ kumakupangitsani kupsinjika ndipo mumatha kuthana ndi zolaula? Ikani kuyanjanako kapena phunzirani kuthana ndi momwe akumvera.
Zingakhale choncho kuti simungathe kudziletsa kuyambira pomwepo. Zinanditengera zaka zinayi kuti ndichite bwino. Ngati mukuyenera kuwonjezera zina zochepa, sizingachepetse kupambana kwanu pamapeto pake. Ndikofunika kuti mukwaniritse cholinga chanu ndikukwaniritsa kudziletsa kwakanthawi kochepa. Muyenera kukhala omveka bwino za izi: Vuto lanu lachiwerewere silidzatha lokha, ngakhale mutayesetsa kunyalanyaza kapena kunamizira kuti sizogwirizana kwenikweni.
Zolaula ≠ Zolaula. Mukufuna kutsata kuti musadzilimbikitse kuchita zachiwerewere. Ubongo wanu sumasankha pakati pa masamba azolaula, zolaula, kabudula wamkati wamakalata, kapena mbiri ya facebook ya mwana wamkazi wazaka 19.
Chidziwitso ndichofunikira: Werengani za sayansi za kuopsa kwa zolaula. Ubongo Wanu Pa Zithunzi ndi Gary Wilson ndi Nthano Zopeka ndi Matt Fradd ndi mabuku abwino mwachitsanzo. Ngati mukufuna kuphunzira za zizolowezi ndi zomwe zimalepheretsa ndikulimbikitsa (lingaliro: momwe mumachitira / kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndizomwe mumachita), ndikukulimbikitsani kuti muwerenge Zizolowezi za Atomiki ndi James Clear. Zomwe mudzaperekedwe sizakusokoneza dziko lapansi koma ndizothandiza kukumbutsidwa momwe zoyambira zimagwirira ntchito komanso zosintha zochepa pamoyo wanu watsiku ndi tsiku zomwe zingakupindulitseni kapena kukuwonongerani inu. Kulimba mtima kapena kuyesayesa kochepa komwe mungafune kuti musakhale osachita chilichonse, mudzakhala opambana pantchito yanu Zizolowezi za Atomiki ikuthandizani ndi izi.
Ndinawona kuwerengera masiku kumathandiza makamaka pachifukwa chimodzi: Monga munthu wa PIED, umboni wosatsimikiza umatsimikizira kuti kukhala oyera bwino ndikofunikira kwambiri kuti mupeze PIED komanso kuti ED isabwerere itachira. Chifukwa chake, kuchuluka kwa masiku osapewa PMO chinali chisonyezo chabwino kwa ine nthawi yomwe ndikuyembekezera kusintha kulikonse komanso nthawi yomwe ndiyenera kuchitapo kanthu pobwezeretsa.
Chovuta kwambiri kuchira kwanga chinali chobwezeretsanso. Pambuyo pokhala osagonana bwino kwazaka zopitilira 10, ndinali ndi nkhawa zambiri mozungulira. Koma nditawona kuti kuyambiranso kwanga kungatulutse zipatso, ndidadzilonjeza ndekha kuti ndifunafuna bwenzi loti ndidzayanjane naye pambuyo poti ndatsuka masiku 100. Mapeto ake, zonse zidayenda bwino kuposa momwe ndimaganizira. Ndine wotsimikiza kuti ngati mungaphonye mfundo zoti muchitepo kanthu kuti mupeze bwenzi, kuchira kwanu kungayime ndikuwonongeka kwathunthu chifukwa kumamveka ngati sikupita kulikonse.
Kuphatikiza apo, ndikuganiza kuti ambiri mwa omwe akuyambiranso ntchito omwe amalephera kuchita izi chifukwa choopa kubwereranso. Zotsatira zake, amadziwononga okha ndi malingaliro olakwika ("palibe amene akufuna ine, sindidzapeza wina aliyense; kudziwana ndi wina munthawi za COVID ndizosatheka; Ngati ndilephera kukonzekera, ndiziwoneka ndikumverera ngati wamkulu kwambiri padziko lapansi chitsiru ”, […]). Awa onse ndi malingaliro ovomerezeka komanso omveka. Chifukwa chake, ndikuganiza, ndikofunikira kwambiri ngati muli ndi malingaliro amtunduwu kuti mukhale ndi malingaliro olimba, mukhale olimba mtima, ndikulimbana ndi mantha anu kuti asayimitsenso kuchira kwanu!
Kutenga tsiku ndi tsiku ndikukhalabe pano ndikofunikira kwambiri. Nthawi yochuluka yomwe mumathera polimbana ndi mavuto pakalipano ndikupeza mayankho ake, tsogolo lanu lidzakhala labwino. Simungasinthe zakale, chifukwa chake musayese kuwononga mphamvu (ndikudziwa, ndizovuta kwambiri…). Zomwezo zimachitika pazochitika zamtsogolo zomwe sizingachitike konse. Yesetsani kungoyang'ana pa ntchito yomwe ikupezeka ndikukwaniritsa zosowa zanu zofunika. Kukhala ndi dongosolo (lowuma) kwakanthawi lakuchira kwanu ndikofunikanso chifukwa kumakupatsani kuyambiranso ndi moyo watsiku ndi tsiku.
Patatha masiku oyera a 60, ndidakumana ndi zolaula zomwe zinali ngati siren ikundiyitana. Zinali zovuta kwambiri kuti nditsutse kotero ndidaganiza zodzipangira ndekha blocker kuti ndiletse izi ndi masamba ena onse azolaula. Pomwe zolaula zinali zopanda vuto lililonse, zimandipangitsa kuti ndipumule, kotero sindinakhalepo ndi chidwi chobwerera kutsambali. Ngati wina akugwiritsa ntchito blocker, ndikuganiza ndikofunikira kuti osayesa kwambiri ndikuyesera kuvomereza kuti zolaula tsopano zatsekedwa zitha kukhala zothandiza kwambiri kuti tisiye chizolowezi chofunafuna zolaula ndikuwonjezeka.
Kuwonjezeka ndikoyipa, MMHHKAY? Zowopsa, ngati simungathe kuyimilira, mwina, simudzatha kuledzera. Kuledzera kwanu kumangosintha ndikuyamba zolaula nthawi yomweyo nkuyamba kuvina mozungulira zolaula musanachite.
Pomaliza, ndikufuna kunena kuti kuyambira paulendo wobwezeretsanso thanzi langa, ngakhale inali ntchito ya Herculean, chinali chisankho chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidapangapo ndipo nkhondo yoyenera kumenyedwa kotero zidanditengera zaka zoposa zinayi. Moyo uli bwino kwambiri tsopano. Sikuti zikuchitika mdziko la Cockaigne koma kukhala opanda nkhawa za Porn ndi PIED zidapangitsa kuti moyo ukhale wosavuta komanso kuti ukhale waphindu. Nthawi zambiri, ndimakhala wopanda chiyembekezo tsopano. Ngakhale ntchito zovuta ndizotheka. Chiyambi changa cha thanzi langa komanso kupirira kwanga ndikokwera kwambiri. Ngati mukufuna kuyamba ulendo wanu, ndikukuthokozani. Ndipo ngati mukupita kale, ndikukuuzani kuti mugwiritsitse mfuti zanu. Pamapeto pake, zonse zidzakhala zopindulitsa.
Pomaliza, ndikufuna kuthokoza mamembala ochepa ochokera pansi pamtima chifukwa ndapindula kwambiri chifukwa chandipatsa malingaliro atsopano, malingaliro, ndikumangolumikizana ndi anthu omwe akukumana ndi mavuto omwewo kapena ofanana nawo. Inu pokhala inu munandithandiza tani kupezanso ndi kuchirikiza thanzi langa lakugonana komanso chifukwa chake ndikuthokoza kwambiri:
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