Zomwe zimachitika, dzulo ndi pamene ndidapeza masiku 90 koma ndimachita masewera ena achinyengo (sindinachitepo izi pamtunda womwe ndidachita kale). Lero ndinali nditangomaliza kunena mawu olimbikitsa pa pepala la munthu wina wakufashoni nditazindikira kukongola kwanga pambali pake!
Ndinganene chiyani? Yakhala miyezi itatu yovuta kwambiri koma yopita patsogolo. Ndidawona gawo ili ndikudutsa ma reddit metric okwezeka subs ndipo chidwi changa chidayatsidwa. Kusakatula mu sub, nkhanizi zimawoneka ngati zopusa poyamba. Kodi zolaula zingakhudze bwanji zonse zomwe mukuganiza komanso kuchita m'masiku anu akudzuka? Kenako ndidayamba ulendo wofufuza.
Sindinakhale wokonda zolaula koma ndimangoyala pang'onopang'ono pathanthwe. Ndinayamba kudziwa kuti zolaula inali njira yosavuta yokwaniritsira chizolowezi chomwe ndinali nacho, chodziseweretsa maliseche. Nditha kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata kapena nthawi zina, kamodzi pamwezi koma nditayamba kuigwiritsa ntchito ndi zolaula, zidakula mpaka masiku 5 ndipo zinali zotheka kuti ndizolowere chizolowezi chatsiku ndi tsiku pomwe malingaliro anga anali osazindikira ndikadatha kukhala ndi nthawi yachinsinsi kuti mumenye nyama yanga.
Ndinazindikiranso, monga momwe zina zambiri adanenera, kuti ndikumaliza makwerero ndikuwonetsa zolaula zambiri. Ndidayamba zolaula zolaula koma zomwe zidapangitsa kuti ndizimuwona mtsikana kenako ndikuwoneka mtsogolo nthawi yomwe ndimapunthwa pano.
Apanso, ndidawerenga zolemba zomwe ndidasinthanitsa ndipo anyamata adamva izi kachiwiri! Kodi ndi mchenga uti womwe unali m'maso mwanga nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinawawerenga kuti ndiwopusa? Sindikudziwa, koma ndikuopa mphamvuyo. Ndinkawopa kuti ndakhala ndikungokhulupirira zilizonse, kuti ena mwa abwenzi anzanga amalemekeza zolaula ngati zabwinobwino monga nthawi yopumira.
Ndinkadzilimbitsa mtima kuti ndisagwire maliseche kwa mwezi umodzi. Mwezi woyambawo ndi pomwe ndidamvetsetsa momwe tsikulo lidalili. Ubongo wanga unkagwira ntchito motsutsana ndi ine tsiku lililonse, kugwiritsa ntchito zithunzi za zolaula kupanga zithunzi zowonjezera. Thupi langa linali kunjenjemera. Nthawi yonseyi, ndimatha kumva mphamvu zambiri komanso kukhumudwa komwe ndimkaganiza kuti ndikanamasulidwa.
Nditha kupitiliza ndi izi koma ndikukhulupirira ndalandira mfundo yanga, izi zandipulumutsa ndipo ndine wothokoza kwamuyaya. Zidandichiritsa kudalira maliseche koma koposa, kuchokera ku zolaula, zomwe sindimadziwa kuti ndikadatha kuthawa ndikadathandizanso pambuyo pake. Zowonjezera, ndikusangalala kuti ndidapanga cholinga ndikuchikwaniritsa poyesera koyamba, koma ndikudziwa kuti sizikanatheka ndikadapanda kupita nawo pamakalata a NoFap komanso ndemanga komanso osakhala zolaula kwambiri.
Phindu lina: Ndasankha zochita kwambiri. Ndikula kuti ndidziwe malo anga mdziko lino lapansi. Ndilinso ndi mphamvu yokhazikika tsiku lonse ndipo ndimadalira zochepa zakudya ndi ma bev omwe ndimaganiza kuti sindingakhale ndi moyo ndi mwach. Khofi. Kudzera m'mabulogu angapo omwe ndadutsamo, ndatuluka mu fayilo iliyonse yomwe ndimacheza naye ndikumayang'ana ndi chidwi chifukwa cha maubale omwe angakhale ndi tanthauzo nthawi yonseyi.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndasunga zibwenzi zina zomwe zinali zikuyenda mwanjira yamanyazi pa kuzindikira kumeneku. Ndagwiritsa ntchito nthawi yowonjezerapo kupeza gawo limodzi la chisco, chinthu chomwe ndimakhala ndikupeza kuti sichingakhale chokonzekera. Ndatenga ndikutsiriza ntchito zambiri zomwe ndidadukiza. Ndasinthanso zokonda kuyankhula molunjika ndi anthu pamtundu wina wa kulumikizana ndikupeza chowonadi chowona. Izi ndimalimbikitsa kukulitsa kumverera kuti chilichonse chomwe chingabwere, nditha kuzilandira, komanso zilizonse zomwe zingabwere, ndimafuna mu mawonekedwe ake a ASAP.
Ndikulimbikitsa onse a fapstronauts kuti azikhala olimba motsutsana ndi zolaula, makamaka pagulu la anzanu; mutha kukhala omwe mumapulumutsa mzimu !! Ndikudziwa kuti ndikadali ndi zofooka, kuti ndiyenera kupanga kusefa zinthu zonse zikadzandiyendera, koma ndikulengeza kuti nthawi ina ndikadzatumiza kuno, azibwana abwino, ndidzakhala ndikukondwerera chaka chopanda PMO ndi zina zambiri zotsatirazi.
LINK - Masiku 90 Kuyambiranso; momwe akumvera.
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