Ndinali wam'madzi wofunsa yemwe amadzida yekha mkati

Sindinakhulupirire izi m'moyo wanga kuyambira zaka. Ndipo ndi chidaliro sindingatanthauze kulimba mtima kuzungulira anthu, koma kungolimba mtima mkati. Zili ngati ndimadzidalira. Ndinayamba kukhulupilira kuti ndikudziwa bwino za ine. Ndili ndi mphamvu zamtunduwu m'mutu mwanga. Kumene ndimatha kudziuza zoyenera kuchita. M'mbuyomu nthawi zonse ndimachita zomwe ndimakonda panthawiyo ndipo sindinkaganizira zakukonza zilizonse. Tsopano ndikufuna ndikhale ndekha kukhala bwino, ndikufuna kuyesetsa kupeza zomwe ndikufuna. Ndimamva mphamvu ndikuphunzira, ndipo ndimamvanso ngati ndayamba kudzikondweretsa.

Zomwe ndikufuna kunena, ndipo izi ndizofunikira kwambiri ndipo nonse muyenera kudziwa kuti PMO AMAKHALA NDI MTIMA Wanu, osati mutu wanu, koma MSI wanu. Nkhani ndiyakuti, zinthu zomwe zimayamba kuyenda ndi mutu wanu, zimachoka msanga, koma ndikangokhala ndi vuto lanu, simungamve mavuto. Ive ndakhala ndikuyesera zolakwika kuyambira paubwana ndipo sindingathe kudutsa masiku 20. Tsopano apa ndikupitabe kolimba, ndikungokankhira osapatsa mwayi zolaula.

Zomwe zandifikitsa pano sizongodzikakamiza. Mukapeza zokhumba, musadzigonjetse, musachite mantha, ingokhala chete ndikuganiza bwino. Kuyika sikudzaza lupu, kumapangitsa kuti pakhale. Ubongo wanu sukudziwa kusiyana komwe kumangosinthana ndi kugonana. Ndiye chifukwa chakuwonera zolaula zochulukirapo mumatha kukhala ndi azimayi enieni ndipo simumayenera kuzungulira nawo.

Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto la chidaliro, koma vuto lidali, sindimadziwa zomwe ndikufuna komanso ndindani. Aliyense amakhulupirira kuti ndinali munthu wamtundu woyenera, wowoneka bwino, amene amadziwa zoyipa zake, koma zonse ndinali, anali munthu wonyada wodziyesa yekha mkati. Tsopano ndimunthu yemwe amadzikonda yekha komanso yemwe amatha kupanikiza pamavuto omwe amabwera.

Ndidafunikira kuti izi zichitike pamoyo wanga, momwemonso anyamata. Ndikhulupirireni kuti zolaula sizingakupatseni chilichonse, sizikupatsani ndalama, sizikupatsani anzanu, sizikupatsani banja, sizichita bwino, sizimakupatsani chisangalalo, sizikupatsani chidwi, sizikupatsani chikondi , sizikupatsani mphamvu, sizikupatsani chidaliro, zonse zomwe zimakupangitsani kudzimvera chisoni ndikukupangani kuti mukhale ngati alendo.

MUZISUNGA ZONSE PANO, TENGANI ZOCHITITSA, TIYANI TIYENSE, GANIZANI ZOSAVUTA, NDIPONSO KUKHULUPIRIRA MALO NGATI MUKAYESA. INDE, INU, PEMBEKEZA, INU MUKUFUNA ZINSE Zomwe MUKUFUNA, NDIPO MUKUFUNA CHOFUNA, MUDZAPATSA, PATSOGANI NDI NDANI AMENE AMAKHALA NDI NJIRA YAKO, KAPENA YEMWE AMAKUONANI ZINA, MUKUDZIWA KUTI MUZIPATSA ZONSE. KHALANI, KHALANI, Khalani MUNTHU, KHALA MFUMU. kutuluka.

Background:

Chifukwa chake pano ndili ndi masiku 30. Wow zomwe zimamveka ngati chinthu chomwe ndimaganiza kuti sindidzatha kunena. Sindikhulupirira ngakhale kuti zafika mpaka pano. Ndipo gawo labwino kwambiri pa izi, ndikuti sindikufuna kuyimitsa. Ichi ndi chinthu chomwe ndimayamika kwambiri mulungu chifukwa chomwe ndidachipeza. Sindikudziwa kuti ndiyambire pati. Sindikufuna kukunamizani ndi kunena kuti mapindu ake ndi akulu ndipo asinthiratu. Zomwe ndinganene komabe ndikuti maubwino amapezeka kwambiri mkati mwanga osati kunja. Kukopa kwa akazi, mawu ozama etc. sikuchitika pano ndipo sikukuthamangira chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ibwera ndi nthawi. Zomwe zili pano komabe ndikuwonekeratu kwa malingaliro. Ndinaphunzira kudzilemekeza. Ndinaphunzira kudzikonda ndekha kuti ndili ndani. Ndipo ndazindikira kuti munthu wanga wakale akubwerera.

KULUMIKIZANA Nkhani masiku 30, sindimakhulupirira kuti ndi yomwe idapanga

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