Munthu yemwe anadwala zolaula pazaka zisanu ndi zitatu (8) ali ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo (Metro UK)

Ali mwana wachichepere, JK Emezi analidi m'mabuku azithunzithunzi pomwe mwangozi adapunthidwa pa kanema wazithunzi wa nanny. Kuganiza kuti zingafanane ndi mabuku omwe amawakonda omwe adawakonda, JK, aku Kansas, US, adadabwa kuwona zithunzi za X. Atakumana ndi kugonana kwakukuru, anapitilizabe kuwerenga ndipo pofika zaka za 14, atazindikira kuti akuchita zolaula, JK anayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula. Koma kuyambira pakuthandizira chidakwa chake cha 14, JK adagonjetsa kudalira kwake ndikutsegula bizinesi yomwe ikufuna kuti ayambirenso kusuta.

'Nditazindikira kuti nditha kuchita zambiri ndi zithunzi zachiwerewere komanso kuti mankhwala ambiri osangalatsa atamasulidwa ndikakumana ndi akatswiri, ndidayamba kuzolowera,' adatero. Zovuta zitatu zomwe zimakhudzidwa ndi moyo wanga zinali zamanyazi, nkhawa za anthu komanso kudzikayikira. Zonsezi zidadabwitsika kukula kwanga monga wachinyamata wathanzi. 'Zokonda zanga zolaula zidayambitsa kudzipatula kusukulu. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikulakalaka za aphunzitsi ndi anzanga anzanga mkalasi- ndikusintha maloto anga ndi nyenyezi zolaula zomwe ndimawonera. 'Izi zidapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta kulumikizana nawo pamasom'pamaso ndikamadzimva kuti ndine wolakwa pazomwe ndidachita. Nthawi zambiri ndimagonana nawo ndipo ndimawona kuti andigwira mosawaganizira m'malo mongoganiza za ntchito ya kusukulu. 'Pa msinkhu wa 17 ndinapanga Porn Indedu Erectile Dysfunction (PIED) komwe ndimatha kungolota komanso kuchita zolaula.'

JK adavomereza kuti zolaula zimasokoneza ubale wake ndi akazi, zimamupatsa nkhawa pamagulu. Atatembenuka 22, adaganiza zokumana ndi wina kudzera pa webusayiti yosadziwika koma atafika kunyumba, mbali yake ya zenera lagalimoto idawonongeka ndi winawake. Pakuwopa zomwe zingachitike, JK adaganiza zochotsa zolaula zonse pakompyuta yake, ndikulumbira kuti atha kuchita zina zokhudzana ndi vuto lakelo. 'Ndinkatanganidwa kwambiri ndi kugwira ntchito ndipo mmalo mongomaliza kugona ndekha kunyumba, ndimapita kukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi mpaka nditatopa. Ma endorphin omwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito adandipangitsa kumva bwino kwambiri ndipo magwiridwe antchito amafuna kuti ndidye zakudya zopatsa thanzi.

'Ndinayambanso kuyesanso kulumikizana ndi malingaliro anga. M'mawa uliwonse ndimayamba tsiku ndikulemba zakukhosi kwanga. 'Ndinaona kuti zaka zolaula zawonongera chisoni changa. Izi zinali zothandiza kwambiri chifukwa m'miyezi ingapo yotsatira m'mene malingaliro anga adachepera ndidayamba kuwona azimayi kukhala anthu komanso zinthu zina zochepa monga zosangalatsa zanga. 'Ndili ndi ufulu wa PIED ndipo ndimatha kugona popanda kubweretsa zolaula. Ndili ndi thanzi labwino m'maganizo komanso m'thupi. Ndimakhala wolimba mtima kuposa kale. '

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