Pomwe ndidayamba kupeza maliseche ndili ndi 11, sindinadziwe momwe angakhalire ndiulamuliro pa moyo wanga. Zaka zoposa khumi pambuyo pake, ndimaganiza kuti sindingathe kusiya chizolowezicho ndipo ndinali nditatsala pang'ono kusiya kuthana ndi zomwe ndingachite nawo moyo wanga wonse. Zinandipangitsa kudana ndekha, ndimazigwiritsa ntchito kulingalira zokhala ndi chibwenzi m'malo mwake, ndipo ndimayenera kuzichita, lomwe linali gawo loipa kwambiri. Kusakhala ndikuwongolera thupi langa.
Lero ndi tsiku la 90th ndakhala pa Hard Mode. Ndimayang'ana pulogalamu yanga yamasiku onse, ndipo ndadabwa. Masabata awiri kapena atatu oyamba anali a hellish, ndipo ndimamvetsetsa zovuta zomwe sindinakhalepo nazo kale. Pamenepo, ndidachita izi tsiku limodzi. Sanali, "tiyeni tifike masiku 90", anali "ingodutsani lero, ndipo tidzachitanso mawa."
Pa masiku 90, ndi njira yamoyo tsopano. Ndipo ndikumva lingaliro lomwelo lomwe ndidapanga patsiku la 1. Sindikufunikira izi kuti ndikhale osangalala, ndipo ndatopa ndikuganiza kuti ndimatero. Nditamenya nkhondo kwazaka zopitilira khumi, ndinakupezani anyamata ndipo ndinaganiza kuti "ngati angathe kutero, ndikudziwa momwe helo angathere. Zokwanira, ndikudwala izi. ” Ndine pano!
Maganizo anga ndi okhazikika kwambiri, ndasamukira kukhala ndekha, ndine wokondwa, ndimakonda thupi langa, ndipo chidaliro changa chayamba kusintha pang'onopang'ono. Ndimathamanga tsiku lililonse, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi, ndipo ndayambiranso kuwerenga. Sindikukhulupirirabe kuti ena a inu mumalankhula za iwo, koma ndidakopana ndi mtsikana tsiku lina osazindikira, ndipo zidandisangalatsa chifukwa zidakhala zazitali kwambiri.
Masiku ambiri sindimayesedwa, koma masiku ena ndimatero. Izi zikachitika, ndimangoganiza momwe ndakhala ndikuchitira masiku 90, nanga ndi chiyani china? Ndine wokondwa kuti pamapeto pake, nditatha pafupifupi kutaya chiyembekezo chonse, ndidawongolera izi ndipo tsopano nditha kubweretsa izi kwa anyamata omwe ndimawathandiza kuyankha.
Osataya chiyembekezo. Tsiku lina, mudzazindikira, kuzindikira moona, kuti mutha kuchita izi. Pambuyo pake, zivute zitani, mudzakhalabe olimba.
Kondani kwa inu nonse, ndipo pitilizani.
LINK - Masiku 90 mu Njira Yovuta. Sindinaganizepo kuti ndikafika kuno.
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