Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinagonana ndi amuna anga, sanabwere. Ndidazindikira patapita nthawi kuti izi zinali zoyenera kwa iye - nthawi zambiri zogonana, adayamba kuvuta, koma kenako adataya theka. Chibwenzi chathu chitayamba kukula, kugonana kunayamba kukhala bwino, koma sizinawonekere kuti zikuyenera kukhala kwa ine. Ngakhale tidali achichepere okwatirana limodzi osakhala ndi ana komanso nthawi yayitali, sitinazichite pafupipafupi momwe ndimafunira. Panali nthawi zina zomwe sanabwere. Adaziimba mlandu wakusowa kwa madzi m'thupi, mowa, kupsinjika pantchito, kusowa tulo, kapena kuda nkhawa ndi gawo langa.
Pambuyo pa ana angapo ndipo osakhala ndi nthawi, mosavomerezeka tidachita zochepa. Sankafunsira kawirikawiri. Ndipo ngati ndifunsa, zinali zopanda pake ngati angakhale nawo. Nthawiyo imayenera kukhala yoyenera - amayenera kupumula bwino, osamwa kwambiri, osakhuta kwambiri, osatanganidwa kwambiri. Ndinadziuza ndekha kuti mwina anali ndi vuto lachiwerewere, ndipo adatenga zomwe ndimapeza.
Kwa zaka zambiri, ndimangopeza zolaula kangapo. Anali wamisala pobisalira. Koma padali kumverera kokhazikika, kotchinga m'moyo wathu wogonana komwe sindimatha kuzindikira. Tsiku lina tikuseka za sewero lodziwika bwino la kuseweretsa maliseche ku Seinfeld, ndipo ndidamufunsa mwanthabwala kangati pomwe adatuluka sabata. Amawoneka wosakhazikika, ndipo adavomereza kangapo 4-5 pa sabata. Ndinadabwa. Ndidadzifunsa kuti: Kodi ali ndi mphamvu zotani koma alibe mphamvu kwa ine?
Tsiku lina ndikufufuza pa intaneti ndikulowerera muubwenzi komanso nkhani zogonana, ndinawerenga nkhani yokhudza zolaula komanso zolaula zomwe zimapangitsa kuti erectile iwonongeke. Nthawi imeneyo, ngakhale popanda umboni wambiri, ndidadziwa.
Ndinamuuza za nkhaniyo. Ndinadabwa kuti adandiuza kuti akhala akuganiza kuti amakonda kwambiri zolaula, komanso kuti amazigwiritsa ntchito masiku ambiri sabata ngati njira yothanirana nazo. Anati adayesa kumenyera zaka zambiri, koma samawoneka, ndipo amafuna kuyimitsa kanthawi kokwanira, ndi ine ndi ine.
Tsopano popeza ndimamvetsetsa za ubale wake ndi zolaula, ndidachita mantha, kuperekedwa, ndikuchita mantha, koma ndikuchita mantha mwamanyazi. Atasiya ntchito koyamba, adati adadzimva wopanda kanthu komanso wopanda kanthu ndipo samachita chidwi ndi kugonana. Izi, ndinapeza, ndizofala poyankha zolaula. Koma m'miyezi yotsatira, adasintha thupi. Anayamba kulimba kuposa kale, ndipo amabwera mwachangu komanso mosavuta. Amafuna kugonana pafupipafupi. Ndinamuuza momwe thupi lake limaonekera mosiyana kuyambira pomwe adasiya zolaula, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti anali wokondwa, koma ndikuganiza kuti zinali zopweteka kwambiri kwa iye kuzindikira kuwonongeka kwa zolaula sikunangokhudza ubale wathu wokha, komanso maubwenzi ake onse akale pamapeto pake, kwa iyemwini. …
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