Zithunzi zanga zochititsa chidwi za ED zatha, nkhawa zamagulu ndizabwinoko, sizinasowe mankhwala pambuyo pake

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Nthawi zambiri ndimadzipatula, ndimadya zakudya zopanda pake ndipo ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri, nthawi zonse ndimakhala ozungulira azimayi. Ku 2016 anzanga adandilipilira. Ndinali namwali ndipo nditaledzera choncho ndinati chabwino. Koma kenako sindinamve chilichonse, ngati kuti palibe chomwe chikuchitika. Ndinaganizanso kuti WTF, kodi kugonana kwenikweni ndikwabwino? Kodi ndizopanda pake? Koma ndinalisiya.

Mu Januwale 2017 ndidasankha kusintha moyo wanga ndikuyamba kudya wathanzi ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Kuphunzira njira zochepetsera mafuta zidafika m'mutu mwanga kusiya kusefa, sindinadziwe kuti zinali zovuta.

Kotero kusunga nkhaniyi kufupikitsika, pamene kuchotsedwa kumayambira ndimaganiza kuti ndikupenga, kotero ndinapita kwa dokotala wazamisala ndikuyamba meds. Zinandipangitsa kudzipha komanso kukhumudwa kwambiri.

Nditachira ndinazindikira za nofap ndikuzindikira kuti kumwa mankhwala opondeleza anali vuto lalikulu, malingaliro anga anali zokhudzana ndi zochotsa zolaula osati china chilichonse, chifukwa zinthu zina m'moyo wanga zinali zabwino, zinali 2017.

Kenako ndidaphunzira mpaka pano ndikuyesetsa mpaka lero. Ndinaphunzira zambiri za ubongo wamunthu, kuwerenga maganizo ndi zinthu monga izi.

Ndipo tsopano ndili pano, ED yanga yonyamula zolaula ipita, nkhawa zamagulu ndiyabwino, ndikumva bwino komanso ndikulimba mtima pafupi ndi mkazi, nditayika 80lbs kale (sindinathenso kunenepa) ndipo sindinakhalepo wosangalala kwambiri m'moyo wanga!

Tsopano ndikufuna chibwenzi, koma sangandikonze, ndiyenera kudzikonza ndekha, ndipo ndizomwe ndimachita!

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