Pakhala 2 mozungulira zaka 2 kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba akauntiyi ndiulendo wanga wa NoFap / Wodzikweza. Zaka zapitazi zakhala zovuta kwambiri. Pakadali pano ndili pa tsiku la 200 ndikuganiza. Sindinawerengerenso, chifukwa momwe mumagwiritsira ntchito masiku anu ndizofunika kwambiri kuposa kuchuluka.
Zaka za 2 zapitazo ndinali wokhumudwa, ndinali ndi nkhawa zoyipa zandale ndipo ndinali wosasangalala kwambiri ndi moyo wanga, nditangokhala mkati mwa PC yanga. Mutha kuwerengera chilichonse m'mbiri yanga. Ndinkakhala wachisoni chifukwa chokhala wopanda abwenzi kapena ubale.
Pakadali pano ndili ndi abwenzi ochepa, omwe nthawi zina ndimapita nawo. Ndimapita kumapwando ndekha kukacheza. Ndakhala ndi ntchito yanga yoyamba, kupsompsona koyamba, kupitilira masiku ochepa, sindine namwali, kupsa mtima msungwana, ndimakhala ochezeka, ndikudzidalira, ndinasiya mankhwala kuyambira pomwe ndidatha (malinga ndi akatswiri) ndipo mwina koposa kuti ine sindingathe kukumbukira. Zinthu zabwino zambiri zakhala zosangalatsa.
Zimatengera nthawi, kuyeserera, kuleza mtima komanso kuyesetsa kwambiri, koma zonsezo ndizabwino. NoFap inali gawo laling'ono mmenemo, pachiyambi zidandilimbikitsa ndikundithandiza koma sizinthu zonse. Lero sindimaganiziranso, sindinapiteko pamsonkhanowu kuyambira pomwe ndimayambira. Kukula kwenikweni kumachokera kunja, mdziko lenileni.
Masiku ano, sindine wangwiro. Ndimakhala ndi nkhawa ndipo nthawi zina ndimakhalabe wachisoni. Koma momwemonso munthu wina aliyense kanthawi. Ndikudziwa tsopano kuti nditha kugwirira ntchito zomwe ndikufuna, komanso kuti nthawi zosangalatsa zili patsogolo panga.
Chinthu chokhudzana ndi kukopa kwa chidwi chimazindikira anthu. Ndinawona kuti NoFap sinapangitse atsikana kundikonda kwambiri, m'malo mwake zinandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndinali wokongola kale momwe ndimakhalira, sindimadziwa. Sindikunena kuti ndine wowoneka bwino koma sindimazindikira kuti mtsikana akhoza kundikonda, chifukwa cha ine. Sindinadziwe kuti ndinali ndi gawo logonana komanso kuti wina angafune kundipsompsona, kapena kuti ndimatha kupsompsona wina. Ndinamva kuti dziko latsopano likunditsegulira nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinapsompsona. Nthawi yonseyi ndimaganiza kuti palibe mtsikana amene angandikonde, kapena kuti winawake angakhale ndi chidwi ndi ine, sindinayerekeze kumpsompsona wina. Koma nditasangalala ndinazindikira kuti linali bodza, ndimatha kupsompsona wina, ndikhoza kukopeka ndi wina.
Tsopano ndikulimbikira kuphunzira momwe ndingakhalire ndi nkhani zazing'ono zazing'ono ndikupanga abwenzi. Tsiku lililonse 0 kapena tsiku la 1 munthu pano. Ngati mukufunadi, mutha kutha. Mukamagwira ntchito yambiri, mumapeza zambiri mwa izo.
Anthu nthawi zambiri amaika kuti pa NoFap amalandila chidwi kuchokera kwa atsikana. Ndimaona kuti sizowona. Akufuna kale kapena kukupatsani chidwi. Koma simunawalabadire iwo, kapena munalimba mtima kuti muvomereze.
Tsiku langa loyamba linayamba ndi ine kugogoda pampando wanga poyesa kumugwirana. Anatinso akumva ngati akupita kokafunsidwa pantchito.
Zolankhula zathu zinali zabwino, ndi zochepa (zomwe adapeza) zopumira pang'ono. Adanenanso mokweza. Sitinadule. Ndipo izo zinali kuti. Ingokhalani pachibwenzi, osataya mtima. Pamapeto pake mupeza wina.
LINK - Pambuyo pa zaka 2 zoyesera NoFap ndikudziwongolera nokha
By MrJGats
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