Lero ndazindikira kuti ndakwaniritsa cholinga chomwe ndinadziikira miyezi yapitayo . Patha masiku 133 chiyambireni ulendowu ndipo ndili ndi zinthu zingapo zoti ndichoke pachifuwa .
1. Pamene ndinayamba ulendo uwu ndinali pamalo pomwe sindinkaganiza kuti zingatheke mwa njira iliyonse kuti ndisakhale ndi zolaula komanso PMO, ndinali ndi zaka 15 ndikuzama kwambiri.
2. Ndinali nditayamba kuona zizindikiro za PEID ndipo ngakhale ndinali ndi nthawi imodzi kapena ziwiri m'mbuyomo pamene mbolo yanga sinatuluke, ndinaganiza kuti mwina linali limodzi la masiku amenewo. Ndipo mpaka November chaka chatha ndinalephera ka 3 kubwelera kumbuyo ndipo zinandigwedeza mkatikati .
3. Ulendowu wakhala wovuta nthawi zina, ndalimbana ndi masiku osapiririka, masiku omwe Brian wanga ankalakalaka kwambiri ndipo ndinatha kudutsa ngakhale kukhalapo kwa zinthu zomwe zinali zochititsa chidwi kwambiri pa intaneti. Ndidachita izi mofunitsitsa chifukwa ndidatsimikiza mtima kuti ndisawononge ubale wanga ndi munthu yemwe ndidakumana naye mu Novembala ndikumukonda kwambiri
4. Paulendowu mpaka pano ndidaseweretsa maliseche katatu popanda kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula. Yoyamba inali pomwe ndimagonana ndi anthu ofunikira, kawiri kawiri ndekha pamene libido yanga inali yokwera kwambiri ndipo ndinalibe wina wanga wofunikira pafupi ndi ine komanso sindinkafuna kunyenga. Kawiri komaliza ndidachitanso osadya kapena kuyang'ana zolaula, kungokhala ma hormone anga komanso mbolo yoyima ndikufunsira kugonana.
5. Ndinapita ku gym, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwambiri ndipo thupi langa linakhala lathanzi, ndinalibe PEID kuyambira mwezi wachiwiri koma ndinali ndi nkhawa zina zomwe zinatha. Ndili pamalo pomwe sindimaganizira za zolaula, zilibe kanthu zomwe ndikuwona pa intaneti ngakhale zitakhala zokopa bwanji. Zimakhala ngati Ubongo wanga watsekereza kunja.
6. Ndine wathanzi, maganizo anga ali bwino, mbolo yanga ili yathanzi. Lero ndikutseka ulusiwu ndikuyembekeza kuti wina atha kuwona izi ndikudziwa kuti atha kuthana ndi vutoli, ngakhale maulendo athu ndi osiyana ndipo angakutengereni nthawi yayitali koma nditha kunena kuti ndili bwino ndipo sindikufuna kubwereranso, Nthawi zina sindimakhulupirira kuti ndinakopeka ndi zinthu zimenezi poyamba . Ndikhoza kumangokhalira kubisalira nthawi ndi nthawi koma sindingakhale ndi mphamvu kapena kusasinthasintha kuti ndisinthe ulusiwu kotero ndaganiza kuti iyi ikhoza kukhala yanga yomaliza.
M'malo mwake, Amuna! Nditenga uta.
;