Ndinasokonekera. Ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche tsiku lililonse kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba zaka 9 zapitazo. Sindinayambe ndagwirapo ntchito, ndinkadya ngati shit, ndinali munthu wonenepa kwambiri yemwe ankangosuta udzu ndikutha. Mutha kundiyang'ana ndikuwona kuti kunalibe molekyulu imodzi ya testosterone mthupi langa. Palibe zodabwitsa kuti sindinathe kuzimva.
Ndimakhala ngati 'ndinadzuka' kuti ndidziwe za ine ndekha ndikalephera kukonzekera ndi chibwenzi changa. Mwakuthupi sindinkagonana naye ngakhale ndimayesetsa motani.
Ndimaganiza kuti ubongo wanga udapangidwa kuchokera zaka za 9 zaka zolaula zolimba kwambiri. (Ndakhala ndikuchita zachiwerewere kuyambira ndili mwana, ndipo zolaula zidakula kwambiri.)
Koma ndinadula shiti, ndinasiya kuyang'ana zolaula, kuyamba kugwiritsa ntchito thupi langa, ndikudzipatsa chakudya chomwe ndimapeza michere ya goddamn.
M'mwezi wa 1 mwezi wanga womwe anali atafota kale anali atakhala kuti akwaniritsa zokonzekera m'mawa koyamba kwa idk.
M'miyezi ya 2 ndinayamba kumva kukopeka ndikugonana ndi anthu enieni, chinthu chomwe ndidayiwala chinali ngakhale chinthu. Ndinali ndayiwaliratu kumverera kwamagetsi komwe mumapeza mukawona china chake chokongola. Tsopano ndinatha kugona ndi bwenzi langa, mwina 30% ya nthawi.
Pali kuwala kumapeto kwa ma tunnel bros. Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri nditazindikira kuti ndinali ndi bambo wazaka 90. Koma kuchira kunali kwabwino komanso kukhala ndi malingaliro abwino pazakugonana komanso thupi lomwe limagwira ntchito monga momwe liyenera kukhalira ndikumverera kopambana.
Pambuyo pa theka la chaka cha NO zolaula, zolimbitsa thupi 4-5x / sabata, ndipo udzu umangotuluka mwa apo ndi apo (sindinathe kusiya), ine ndimadayimondi ndikuwona bondo lakutsogolo la mkazi.
Ndikhulupirira nonse a inu omwe mukuvutika pakali pano. Ndinkawerengera nkhani zabwinozi nthawi zonse kuti zindilimbikitse komanso kundilimbitsa mtima kuti ndiyang'ane, ndipo tsopano ndidzilemba.
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