Pakati pausiku wapakati pa Julayi 1. Izi zikutanthauza kuti ndapanga miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ya amayi opanda PMO.
Kunena zowona sindimaganiza kuti izi zingachitike zaka zingapo zapitazo. Ndimaganiza kuti ndimafunikira zolaula. Ndimaganiza kuti chinali chofunikira komanso chathanzi chokhudzana ndi kugonana kwanga. Ndingatani popanda izi? Mabodza omwe ndidadziuza ndekha, omwe ndidabwereza kuchokera pazomwe ndidawona padziko lapansi.
Sindikhala pano ndikunena kuti nthawi zonse zimakhala zosavuta. Ndinali ndi zofuna zanga. M'malo mwake, nthawi zina ndimaganizirabe zongonena kuti ndichiyani ndikubwerera. Koma china chake chasintha chifukwa, zolimbikitsazo sizimachitapo kanthu. Sindiyeneranso kudzipeza ndekha ndikukonzekera kuti ndibwererenso ndikudziletsa.
Tsopano ndi… Ndili ndi zinthu zabwino zoti ndichite ndekha. Pamutu panga padzakhala zabwino koma ndikudziwa kangati ndakhala ndikuganiza kuti m'mbuyomu ndi PIED ndi kutaya maola atakhala pamenepo ndikufufuza zinthu zowonjezereka zatsopano, kusakhutira ndi mkazi wanga wamoyo weniweni chifukwa sindingathe khalani ndi moyo wanga wokonda zachiwerewere… sizabwino kwenikweni.
PIED yatsika kale. Ndikumva ngati moyo wogonana sunakhalepo bwino ndi bwenzi langa. Mukuganiza kuti mumatopa. Koma sizowona. Mukakhala ndi mkazi m'modzi yekha yemwe mumagawana naye zogonana (popeza ndinamuchepetsanso MO komanso wopanda zolaula komanso zolaula, MO sizosangalatsa kuchita nthawi zonse), inunso khalani okondweretsedwa ndi iye, mumkhumbireni kwambiri, mumkonde kwambiri.
Zimandipangitsa kuganiza, ndinaphonya chiyani m'mbuyomu chifukwa cha zolaula? Ndimaganiza kuti ndimafunikira koma kwenikweni anali opunduka, albatross pakhosi panga, mwala womangirizidwa kumiyendo yanga. Ndimaganiza kuti sindinali wamwamuna chifukwa sindinkawotcha akazi omwe ndimawawona pa zolaula, koma ndimamverera ngati bambo kuposa kale ndi chokongola ichi.
Komabe, ndiyenera kuthokoza Mulungu ndi gawo ili. Pano pali asanu ndi mmodzi, kenako asanu ndi mmodzi, kenako enanso, kenako enanso…
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