Moni Gary,
Ndikufuna kugawana nanu zomwe zandichitikira posachedwa. Mutha kupereka chitsanzo ndi nkhani yanga, koma chonde musagwiritse ntchito dzina langa. Ndimakonda kusadziwika.
Nditazindikira zoyipa zonse zolaula sindinathe kuziletsa. Ndinali ndikukumana ndi vuto la erectile, kutaya ntchito, mayeso olephera ndikuchotsedwa kudziko lenileni. Ngakhale zinali choncho, sindinathe kusiya zolaula kwathunthu. Ndidangotsitsa magawo a PMO pazaka zapitazi.
Ndidawerenga buku lolembedwa ndi David Lay - Ethical porn for dick. Adalemba pamenepo ngati mukuona kuti zolaula zikuwononga moyo wanu muyenera kusiya. Ngati simungathe kuvomereza zolaula m'moyo wanu mwanjira yomwe sizikuwononga. Kapena china chonga icho. Ndinayesetsa kangapo kuti ndisiye. Zonse zalephera. Nthawi yanga yayitali kwambiri yopanda PMO inali masiku 17 mu 2018. Ndinali paulendo wokauluka ku Alps, Austria. Ndinali ndi chipinda chimodzi mu hostel, koma sichinkatsekedwa. Ukundimvetsa.
Mpaka posachedwa. Chinachake chinandichitikira kwambiri. Kuyambira February 2020 mbolo yanga idayamba Phimosis, Paraphimosis ndi Balanitis. Ndidamaliza opareshoni pa Okutobala 19, 2020. Ndikudziwa zifukwa ziwiri za matendawa. Ali:
- Matenda a shuga amtundu wachiwiri. Pali shuga wambiri mumkodzo wanga. Izi ndizofunikira.
- Ndili ndi zidole ziwiri zogonana. Ndimagwiritsa ntchito nthawi zina. Izi ndizofunikira pakuwononga.
Pambuyo pa opaleshoniyi ndine munthu wosiyana. Ndinali ndi zowawa zambiri mbolo yanga. Chifukwa cha Matenda Anga ashuga opareshoni singathe kutsekedwa, masabata atatu atachitidwa opaleshoni. Tsiku lililonse ndinkakumana ndi zopweteka kwambiri. Ndili nawobe.
Sindingaganizirenso zolaula komanso maliseche. Ndili ndi zero libido ndikukhumba zolaula. Sindingaganizire momwe ndidzasangalalira m'tsogolomu. Ndikumva kuti ndinali ndi vuto la mankhwala.
Kuchokera mbali imodzi ndili ndi chisoni chifukwa chida changa chamuna chawonongeka kwambiri. Kuchokera kumbali ina sindinakhalepo wosangalala chonchi. Kuchita opaleshoniyi kunathetsa mavuto anga osokoneza bongo.
Nditha kuwona zinthuzo mbali zina. Ndikuwona kuti PMO ndi wopanda pake komanso wowononga. Adokotala anandiuza kuti ndisayembekezere, ndikupewa, kuseweretsa maliseche miyezi 2-2.5 pambuyo pa opareshoni. Inde ndinayesera dzulo, koma sizinatheke. Ndimamva kuwawa kwambiri ndipo sindimatha kupeza erection, ngakhale ndizotentha kwambiri zomwe ndidakonza.
Ndikumva kubadwanso. Maganizo anga ndi omveka bwino popanda PMO. Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri komanso zolimbikitsira pantchito komanso zinthu zabwino. Ndikuthokoza kwambiri Mulungu kuti ndinadutsamo.
Pomaliza, ndikufuna kugawana nanu zomwe zidandichitikira kumapeto kwa chirimwe chatha cha 2020. Ndili ndi abwenzi awiri omwe adachiritsidwa ndi a Heroin. Zili bwino kwa zaka zoposa 10. Tsopano ali ndi ntchito zokhazikika, mabanja ndi ana.
Iwo anandiuza kuti kupambana kwake ndi 1 mpaka 10. Iwo anandibweretsa ine kukakonzanso tsiku lina. Akugwirabe ntchito kumeneko ndikuthandizira kuti athetse vuto la heroin. Amandilola kuti ndiyankhule za zolaula zanga.
Poyamba aliyense anali kundiseka. Iwo adati "Iwe, kodi ukuganiza kuti zolaula zitha kuonedwa ngati zosokoneza bongo? Izi ndi zopanda pake. ” Nditawauza nkhani zanga zina adayamba kukhala ozama. Ena mwa iwo adati: "Bwenzi mlandu wako ndi woipa kuposa wathu." Munthu wina wowoneka bwino adati china chonga ichi:
Kuledzera kumatha kukhala koipitsitsa kuposa mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa cha izi. Thupi lanu silifunikira kuti Heroin ipezeke. Komabe, imafunikira zinthu monga, chikondi, kugonana, kulumikizana. Zikuwoneka kuti simungathe kuzipeza nthawi zonse. Zolaula ndizosavomerezeka komanso njira zosavomerezeka. Izi zimakupangitsani kukhala osatetezeka. Mankhwalawa sangakuphe, koma adzasokoneza malingaliro ako padziko lenileni. Idzakupangani kukhala amuna theka. Idzabweretsa mavuto ndi maubale anu.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti mbolo yanga ipezedwa kuchipatala cha Phimosis posachedwa. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzagwiritsa ntchito moyenera mtsogolo. Panthawi yomwe ilibe dongosolo ndimakhala ndi nthawi yopuma ndikuganizira momwe kusokoneza bongo kumawonongera. Momwe tsiku lililonse popanda zolaula amapambana nkhondo yaying'ono.
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Hei Gary,
Ndikufuna kuwonjezera malingaliro anga pankhaniyi.
Ndimamva kukhala wodabwitsa kwambiri. Mbolo yanga imawoneka yayifupi, koma yonenepa kuposa kale. Sindingaganize ndikuganiza za erection. Moona mtima njira zanga zatsiku ndi tsiku sizichepera. Ndikumva kuti zinthu zikubwerera pang'onopang'ono.
Komabe, ndikusangalala kwambiri. Pomaliza, ndimatha kukhala wopanda PMO. Ndikumva ufulu. Sindinaganizepo kuti ndidzakhala ndi masiku opitilira 20 opanda. Ndimawona atsikana mosiyana. Maganizo anga ndi malingaliro anga akuthwa kuposa kale lonse. Ndikumva mphamvu zambiri komanso chilimbikitso. Nditabwerera m'mbuyo ndimawona msampha wa zolaula zomwe ndinali nazo.
Gary ukhala ulemu waukulu kwa ine kutumiza nkhani yanga ku YBOP. Ndikuganiza kuti akuyenera chidwi cha omvera anu.
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