Ndikumva ngati iyi ikhoza kukhala nkhani yachilendo pankhani zakuonera zolaula, koma ndazindikira posachedwa kuti fetus wanga watsala pang'ono kutha. Tsopano si zachilendo kuti anthu amachita zolaula, koma ndimamva kuti ndikuwonongeka ndikaziwona zikupita.
Ndi chibwana chopanda vuto chomwe ndidakhalako kuyambira pomwe ndidazindikira zolaula, chifukwa chake akhala nane kwanthawi yayitali. Zinatenganso nthawi yayitali kuti ndivomereze ndikudzivomereza ndekha. Sindikuganiza kuti zimalepheretsa kugonana kapena kuzimanganso. Nthawi zomwe ndimakumana ndi ED, zinali chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito kwambiri zolaula, osati fetish. M'malo mwake, nthawi zonse ndimkawona ngati zonunkhira zowonjezerapo kuwonjezera pa kugonana kwanga.
Pambuyo pa masiku 30 a zolaula, ndinabwereranso, koma ndinazindikira kuti zolaula za mwana wanga sizinandichitire chilichonse. Ngakhale ndikubweretsa kubwerera m'mbuyo, sindinayambitsidwe monga kale. Kuchita zachiwerewere monga momwe ndinkakonda nthawi zina kumandichititsa chidwi. Izi zandipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndikadatulukamo, zikadapanda kuti zolaula zimalowerera ndikuzisamalira.
Tsopano kugonana ndi wokondedwa wanga mwina ndibwino kuposa kale lonse, koma kumbuyo kwanga ndikumva kuti china chikusowa. Ndikulingalira kuti kumverera kumatha pang'onopang'ono ubongo wanga ukadzikhazikitsira pachikhalidwe chatsopano.
Sindikudziwa kuti mfundo yanji inali yotani. Ndimangofuna kuti ndipeze malingaliro anga kunja uko.
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LINK - Kuwonongeka kwa fetish
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