Akazi adandiyandikapo kale, koma izi zinali zosiyana. Ndikutsimikiza kuti zomwe zidachitika nthawi yoyamba zidandichitikira. Inali mphindi yogwira mtima komanso yosakumbukika yomwe ndimatamanda NoFap.
Ndinali kumalo odyera ndi mzanga komanso m'modzi mwa abwenzi ake. Titalowa m malo odyera ndidazindikira mzimayi akundiyang'ana modabwa. Sindinaganize zambiri za izi. Anali atakhala yekha motero ndimaganiza kuti kampani yake (mwamuna kapena mnzake) inali mchimbudzi kapena china chake. Chifukwa chake ndidapitiliza kuyenda kupita pagome lathu pakona yodyerako ndikusangalala ndi nthawi yanga ndi anzanga awiriwo.
Pafupifupi theka pakudya kwathu mayi uja adabwera patebulo pathu ndi mawu osweka komanso mawu achilendo. Adapepesa chifukwa chamalankhulidwe ake ndipo adati amangofuna andipatse "izi" (momwe amandipatsira cholembera chomwe chidapindidwa). Ndidafunsa: “Uyu akuchokera kwa ndani?” Ndipo anati: "Ine." Ndinadandaula. Ndisanalembetsebe zomwe zinali zitangochitika, adapita. Anali yekha kumapeto. Onsewa adandiyang'ana modabwitsanso. M'malo mwake, mzanga ndi wamwamuna kwambiri kuposa ine, motero adadabwa kwambiri chifukwa mzimayi wina amabwera kwa ine m'malo mwake.
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Ayenera kukhala kuyamika kopambana komwe ndalandira. Chodabwitsa, mnzake wa mnzanga yemwe analipo pachakudya analosera ndendende- anati: "Muyenera kukhala ndi malodza za inu madzulo ano kuti abwere kwa inu."
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Ndizosapeweka; Mukasiya kudina amuna ndi akazi adijito pazenera lanu, pamapeto pake mumayamba kuwonera amuna ndi akazi enieni m'moyo weniweni. Kapenanso pankhaniyi, amakugwiritsirani ntchito.
Zolemba zanga zina…
ZOTHANDIZA ZENIWENI, ZOONA ZIMENE NDAKHALA Nazo:https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/real-genuine-benefits-ive-experienced.148708/
MALANGIZO A TOP TO TO NEWBies:https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/top-tips-for-newbies.140967/#post-1135734
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360 VIRUAL REALITY PORN: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/360-virtual-reality-porn.142536/
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MMENE NDINASINTHIRA https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p…o-hardcore-how-i-got-addicted-to-porn.137066/
MABWINO A NKHANI: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/how-habits-work.149202/
VUTO LAPANSI NDI NOFAP: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p…benefits-ive-experienced.148708/#post-1225891
LINK - Zomwe mayi adandiyandikira koyamba m'moyo wanga.
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