Chifukwa chake mukaziyang'ana moyenera ndikuganiza kuti ndimazunzidwa. Abambo anga adasunga magazini yayikulu kwambiri yamasewera m'makatoni angapo m'chipinda chogona. Sindikudziwa chomwe chidayambitsa koma mlongo wanga yemwe anali wamkulu zaka 6 ndi theka kuposa ine adaganiza kuti zingakhale zosangalatsa kundiwonetsa magaziniwa. Moona mtima ndikadakhala wochepera zaka 6. Sindikukumbukira bwino nthawi imeneyi ya moyo wanga. Sindikukumbukira nkhanza zilizonse ndipo sindikuganiza kuti zinachitikapo. Sindikuganiza kuti mlongo wanga anali ndi malingaliro olakwika. Ndikuganiza kuti sanali wanzeru kwambiri ndipo amaganiza kuti zingakhale zosangalatsa kuwona momwe ndingachitire ndi izi. Chabwino ndimasangalala ndikuwayang'ana. Sizinali zogonana kwenikweni koma nthawi yotentha, tsiku lililonse makolo anga akamagwira ntchito, amasankha magazini ndipo amandipyola ndi ine ndikufufuza masambawo.
Izi zidachitika kangapo pachilimwe chimodzi kenako chaka chotsatira. Ndikuganiza kuti idasiya pambuyo pa zaka 2. Ngati ndikukumbukira bwino adati sakufunanso koma panthawiyi mphaka anali atatuluka m'thumba. Sipanatenge nthawi yayitali, ndidazindikira makanema olimba a abambo anga. Ndinayambanso kuseweretsa maliseche panthawiyi. Njira yanga inali yodabwitsa kwambiri ndipo sindinathe kutulutsa umuna koma ndimatha kudzipangitsa kuti ndikhale wosangalala. Amayi anga anali ndi phukusi lamtundu winawake ndipo ndidazindikira kuti ndizodabwitsa kuseweretsa maliseche nawo.
Pazaka zanga zaunyamata ndimayang'ana zolaula zambiri momwe ndimafunira. Pofika zaka 13 ndinali ndi kompyuta yanga yokhala ndi intaneti ndipo ndidapeza momwe ndimatsitsira makanema. Mwina ndiye pomwe ndidayamba kupanga zokonda.
Ndinalibe vuto lililonse logonana lomwe ndidazindikira mpaka zaka 23. Umenewo unali m'badwo womwe ndidapeza foni yanga yoyamba. Ndangoziyika kale koyambirira lero. Ndinali ndi mavuto ena okhudzana ndi zolaula. Zinali zovuta kuti ndikhale wokondwa kwambiri ndi bwenzi langa. Tidakali okhoza kugonana koma sizinali pafupipafupi ndipo ndimakonda kumva kuti sizabwino ngati zolaula.
Pamapeto pake ndinapezeka kuti ndili ndi mkazi amene ndinakwatirana naye. Nditakumana naye ku 26 ndinali ndimakumana kale ndi PIED. Sindinadziwe zomwe zinali kuchitika. Anali wokongola, komanso mtundu wanga koma sindinathe kudzutsidwa naye. Ndimathabe kuseweretsa maliseche koma zomwe ndimachita sizinali zolimba. Pambuyo paukwati wazaka 7 zogonana zanga zidayamba kuyenda. Nthawi zambiri tinkakonda kugonana koma miyezi ingapo yapitayi ndidataya mwayi wokhala ndi erection olimba mokwanira kuti ndigone naye.
Ndinayamba kuyang'ana pa intaneti ndikupeza PIED. Ndinali ndisanamvepo za izi. Ndinawerenga kwa maola ambiri. Kenako ndidawonera kanema wa Noah Church pa youtube. Zonse mwadzidzidzi zonse zidamveka bwino. Ndinasiya kuonera zolaula nthawi yomweyo. Ndidadutsa kwa PMO koma sindiyesedwa kuti ndiyang'ane konse chifukwa ndikukhulupirira kuti ndicho chifukwa cha vuto langa logonana. Pazowonera pang'ono, ndili ndi 6'4, pafupifupi ma 220 lbs ndipo ndimadya zakudya zonse zomwe ndimadya. Sindine wotsika kwambiri koma sindine wonenepa kwambiri kapena woipa konse. Ndilibe chifukwa chodziwikiratu chakusokonekera kwakuthupi ndipo ndilibe zovuta zina zathanzi zomwe ndimazidziwa.
Kuyambira pomwe ndinasiya zolaula, libido yanga yapita kutali. Sindinathe kuchita maliseche popanda zolaula kwa masabata oyamba a 3. Patatha pafupifupi sabata limodzi osachita maliseche ndinayamba kukhala ndi chidwi chogonana. Sindinathe kukhala ndi erection koma ndimaliza kumapeto kwa kugonana mkamwa ndipo mkazi wanga anali wokondwa kuvomera.
Nditazindikira PIED ndidayankhula naye za izi ndipo zikuwoneka kuti akukumana ndi akazi ofanana nawo. Tsopano wasiya kuonera zolaula. Takhala tikugonana pafupifupi masiku atatu aliwonse m'masabata awiri apitawa omwe amapezeka pafupipafupi kuposa zaka 3 zomwe takhala limodzi.
Sabata yatha ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche popanda zolaula. Ndatha kukankhira ziphuphu zanga nthawi yayitali nthawi iliyonse tikamagonana. Chokumana nacho sichimamvekanso ngati njira yothetsera, koma chisangalalo chogonana kuti mutulutse ndikusangalala. Ndinayamba kukumana ndi matanda ammawa sabata yatha ndipo pomwe sitinagonepo (adayamba kusamba masiku angapo apitawa ndipo sakonda kugonana panthawi yake) zomwe ndakhala ndikuchita ndizolimba kuposa momwe ndimakumbukira.
Kugonana kunkandipangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi nkhawa koma tsopano ndimangolota tsiku ndi tsiku za kulanda mkazi wanga. Ndizodabwitsa. Sindinadziwe zomwe ndimadzichitira. Ndidataya nthawi yambiri. Ndili wokondwa kuti ndapeza PIED ndikufunitsitsa kumva ngati ndadutsa magawo ovuta kwambiri kuti ndigonjetse. Zikomo powerenga. Ndikufuna kumva zidziwitso za aliyense ngati muli nazo.
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