Ndikugwira ntchito pa moyo, ndikufa m'malo mobwerera kumbuyo

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Poyamba, ngakhale sindinachiritsidwe kwathunthu (zaka za 30 + za PMO), ndinganene motsimikiza kuti ndabwereranso kudzakhala mwana wanga kuyambira ndili mwana. Tsopano popeza ndikudziwa chifukwa chomwe ndimakhalira ine ndisanakhale masiku a 90 awa, ndikadakonda kufa kuposa kubwerera m'moyo womwe uja.

Kachiwiri, monga zanenedwa kale nthawi 1000. Inde phindu lililonse ndi lenileni. Ndimawatcha maubwino chifukwa sindinaganize kuti anali machitidwe abwinobwino ndisanayambe nofap. (Koma zowona tsopano ndikuwona kuti izi ndi zabwinobwino komanso kuti ndakhala ndikukhala mosazolowereka)

Chachitatu, uwu ndi mndandanda wanga woyamba ndipo nditha kuzichita chifukwa ndidadziuza ndekha "osayesa, ngakhale lingaliro". Ndinakhuta kwambiri ndi moyo wanga uwu ndi mwayi wanga wotsiriza. Chifukwa chake ndimalakalaka kwambiri kotero kuti palibe chomwe chimandivutitsa kupatula mizere ingapo m'masiku 30 oyamba

Pambuyo pa zabwino zonse, chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndawona chomwe sichikunenedwa pano ndikuti ngakhale ndi maubwino onse omwe muli nawo, pomwe mutha kupondereza anthu m'malo opikisana nawo, simukufuna kwenikweni. Mukungokhala okondwa kukhala mgulu la ena ndikusangalala nawo mphindi iliyonse m'malo mopikisana ndi kutchuka komanso kukhala bwino. Ndipo izi ndizomwe zimapereka chisangalalo chachikulu ndipo izi ndizomwe zimapeza ubale wabwino ndipo izi ndi zomwe ndimakonda pakadali pano paulendo wanga wa nofap.

M'masiku awa a 90 ndayamba ntchito yayikulu kwambiri pamoyo wanga yomwe ndakhala ndiku kuyiikira kumbuyo zaka zonsezi. Ntchito imeneyi imandifikitsa kumene ndikufuna kukhala m'moyo wanga. Ndili pakati pa ntchitoyi ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuimaliza posachedwa. Ndikamaliza ntchitoyo, nditha kugawana chisangalalo changa pano.

Kuyimitsa kotsatira 100. Pitani anyamata!

LINK - Malipoti a masiku a 90

By kumakuma