Ndili ndi masiku 3 okha osasiya PMO, koma ndakhala woyera kwa zaka pafupifupi 2 tsopano. Heroin akuyenda misala, koma pamapeto pake palibe nofap siyomwe imakhala nkhondo. Nawa maupangiri obwezeretsa omwe ndidatenga panjira, ndikupangitsa kuti aliyense akhale ndi chidwi:
-Osamangodzipereka, kunena kuti wachita ulendo uno. Ndimalingaliro amenewo, zimangowonjezera kukhumudwitsidwa ndikubwerera kamodzi. Mudzapeza kuti sizophweka kusiya lero ndikudandaula zamawa zikafika pano.
-Osamadzimenya wekha chifukwa chobwereranso kapena kuperewera. Dziloleni nokha ndi zolakwa zanu kwathunthu, ndipo modekha yesetsani kuyendetsa njira yoyenera, monga mungakhalire bwenzi labwino. Izi zikuwoneka ngati zotsutsana, koma zimagwira ntchito.
-Vuto silikhala kusowa kolimba kapena kudziletsa. Ndikulingalira kwachinyengo kuti mwanjira inayake upeza mphamvu panthawiyi kuti uchite zonse bwino. Ili ndiye vuto lenileni. Ingodandaula za kukhalabe oyera / osadziletsa lero ndi mphamvu zosakwanira zomwe muyenera kugwira nawo ntchito, ndipo ndikukulonjezani kuti mudzakhala bwino.
-Ganizo lolingalira ndi khungu. Inu mukhoza kulingalira chirichonse. Ichi ndi chifukwa chake kufufuza ndi bwenzi / othandizira / gulu lanu ndilofunikira. Maganizo anu abwino amakupirirani. Chizoloŵezi ndi chonyenga, chodabwitsa komanso chosalongosoka.
Izi sizinthu zonse koma ndizo zonse zomwe ndimaganiza pakadali pano. Komanso kukhala ndi chikhulupiriro mwa Mulungu kapena m'chilengedwe chonse kapena chilichonse chomwe chingathandize. Pemphero limathandizadi. Amati "Mulungu amasuntha mapiri pokhapokha mutabweretsa fosholo." Ndipo mwa zomwe zandichitikira, zakhala zoona.
Aliyense, amene ndimapita kukayesa kugona popanda mwambo wanga wamadzulo usiku, zikuwonetsa kuti ndizovuta. Chifukwa chake ndidamaliza kulemba izi. Ndikukhumba aliyense mwayi.
Zinthu zochepa zomwe ndaphunzira monga heroin yemwe akuchira
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