the first time I even recognised PMO was a problem was back in 2015, when I was 17/18. I seriously could not go a single day without it – and you can imagine 3 days to a walk was nightmare. Having small streaks, relapsing and gradually increasing the streaks over the course of a year is the way to go.
I’ve had a few 30-ish day streaks, a few 40-ish day streaks and never any more than that until now. And that’s in my entire life, for the past three years.
It’s the oddest thing. The last time I posted here I was so happy to share my 43 (I think) day journey. Now I’ve more than doubled that to the point where I hardly think about masturbating especially.
I think it’s normal to think about sex – though I still have images in my mind of some of the hardcore pornography I used to watch, which I wish I could get rid of.
That being said, I actually get horny, with rock-hard erections and for whatever reason I feel physically and mentally cleaner, which is huge.
I haven’t had sex for around four months, but I don’t want to make it a goal but rather a ‘if it happens, then awesome’ type of situation.
Signing off, have an amazing New Year and here’s to success in 2019 not just with NoFap but all endeavours.