Am încetat să „pozez” femei adevărate în scenarii porno, îmi fac lucruri și acord atenție la curs

At this point I’m not sure if these changes are because of something else or simply because of abstaining from porn. But here they are:

1. I can concentrate a bit better than before. I first noticed this during online classes – I don’t open another app or stare into space, I actually pay attention.

2. Spending time in a more beneficial way. Because I’m not watching porn, my brain found a way to replace it – going on a walk at least 5 times a week. There’s still a lot of room to improve, but it’s something.

3. My reactions to sexualization in media. I used to think “oh yeah!”, but now I’m like “well, that’s unnecessary”. I have a more disgruntled reaction to porn in general. I seriously think entertainment is too sexualized nowadays. Of course there isn’t something unnecessarily sexual jn every piece of media, but it still irks me when I see it.

4. The way I look at women. My brain used to be absolutely rotten. Every time I saw a woman, albeit in real life or in entertainment, the first thing I thought was: “I wonder how she would look in a sex position.” I’m glad this virus is gone.

Si cel mai important…

My motivation is higher. There’s still a lot of problems when it comes to my motivation, but I have noticed I get tasks done quicker and don’t insult myself (as often 🙁) for little mistakes I make.

These changes aren’t huge, my brain will take a long time to rewire itself. I am definitely on the right path though!