125 aso - (ED) O le a ou le toe alu i masani tuai

faatagata ulugaliiIna ua uma le 125 aso o le faʻamaʻi atoa, o anapo na ou faia feusuaʻiga tele ma le tele o mea - ma laʻu uo teine ​​fou. O le mea lea o loʻo faʻatulagaina e avea ma se mafutaga e tasi, ua ou paʻu atoatoa i le teine. O le itupa e ofoofogia ma e tele naua, i le po atoa. Ou te manatu o feusuaiga na matou kilikiina atoatoa. O le a tele naua mea e oʻo mai i le lumanaʻi ma e leai soʻu popole i soo se mea, faʻamaoni.

Mo tagata uma iinei e faitau ma popole. Faamolemole ia malamalama o le mea tonu lea e mafai ona e faatoilaloina uma. Ia e malamalama e te le o ma'i, e ui lava i tautalaga uma a le ED, o lau penise e foliga mai e atoatoa ma matagofie le aoga, na o le malolo, suia au mausa, ma ia matua lelei. E le mafai ona ou soona faamamafaina lenei mea – ia mautinoa!
O le sailia o se tasi e fa'asoa i ai o se mea ofoofogia ma o le a tupu ia te oe, pe a iai sau uiga sa'o. I nai vaiaso talu ai sa ou nofofua ma masalosalo i lo'u tulaga faatamatane. O le asō, ua ou i ai i se mafutaga ma e leai soʻu masalosalo i ai. Sa ou popole tele e uiga i le fa'atutu mo masina. O le masina na teʻa nei na ou le toe popole ai, fesoʻotaʻi ma se teineitiiti lelei, ma o anapo na ou faia ai se faʻavae ma feusuaʻiga mo le tele o itula, e aunoa ma le manaʻomia o soʻo se mea faʻamalosi tino. E sili atu - Ou te maua ni faʻavae pe a ou vaʻai ia te ia, paʻi atu ia te ia, sogi ia te ia, e oʻo lava i nisi taimi pe a ou mafaufau ia te ia. O le moe vaivai ma le le lavalavā, i tafatafa o se tasi e te lagona le matua tosina atu i ai, ona ala aʻe lea ma faia feusuaʻiga sili atu ona mataʻutia ma toe moe o se lagona ofoofogia. Ua ou lagona le matua faamalieina i lenei aso. Sa ia lagona foi le fiafia tele - ma e manaʻomia ona matou faia soo.

Ia malamalama i lenei mea, tagata uma: e matua mafai lava e outou uma lenei mea. E tatau ona i ai iina le tosina atu i feusuaiga ma e tatau ona e lafoai uma popolega ma fiafia i le taimi. Tu'u le matamata i porn e fa'avavau – e matua maumau lou taimi ma lou malosi, ose mea na tu'ufua. Ma afai e mafai ona e taofi le masturbating, poʻo le sili ona taofi le masturbating soo - fai. Ou te manatu ua ou lafoaia le masturbation e faaopoopo atu i porn. Na'o lo'u mana'o e fai feusua'iga ma fa'asoa. O le fa'asoaina atu o lau feusua'iga ma isi e le mafaatusalia. Sa ou fiafia i taimi uma e fai feusuaiga ma sa ou misia tele mo sina taimi. O lea la ua ou toe foi i ai, ua ou faamaonia le mea na ou fai atu ai muamua – ou te le toe alu lava i mausa tuai. O teine ​​e fiafia i faiga faʻafeusuaiga ma le lava o tamaloloa ma mai le mea ou te iloa pe mafai e laʻu tama ona tuʻuina atu lenei mea, e alofa le teine ​​ma popole ia te ia, saili ia te ia ma manaʻo atili. Ona tupu ai lea o ituaiga uma o isi mea matagofie - e pei o le vavalalata ma le faʻalagolago. E mafai ona e alofa ma alofagia, tau lava o le taulai atu i le faafiafiaina o se isi tagata. E le'o le uiga o le tatou o ese i luma o le lau na oi tatou. O le mea lea e uiga i lo matou i ai ma se isi tagata ma vaai i o latou foliga le manaia o le taimi latou te mafuta ai ma oe. E sili atu lenei mea nai lo le masturbation. Atonu o le mea moni e sili atu nai lo se isi lava mea.

O lenei faʻasalalauga ma le upega tafaʻilagi a Gary e taua tele ia te aʻu. Sa ou mauaina i latou i se taimi o le faanoanoa atoatoa, atonu foi o le atuatuvale. Sa ou faitau i ai mo se masina e aunoa ma le tautala. Ona ou iloa ai lea o le alolofa o Marnia ma Gary, ma le manaia o lenei nuu. Na ou auai, faitau atili, tusia nisi, aʻoaʻo e uiga i laʻu feusuaʻiga, ma isi. O le mea sili ona taua o le tuʻuina mai lea ia te aʻu o se fono e talanoaina ai oʻu lagona, e fesili ai mo se fautuaga ma lagona le fesoʻotaʻi. E le lava la'u faafetai ia Marnia, Gary, ma tagata uma iinei mo le lagolago ma le fiafia. Marnia ma Gary: o le mea e te faia e matua taua tele ma ou te matua fiafia ua ou mauaina oe ma aʻoaʻoina le tele o mea mai ia te oe. Talosia ia to'atele tagata latou te iloa le uiga o lau galuega. E te fesoasoani sa'o mai ia matou o ese mai le ala ma agai atu i le ala i le fiafia. E le toatele naua tagata e faia lenei mea. Fa'afetai!

O le avea ma se tamaloa ma masalosalo i lou faʻataʻitaʻi, o le mea o loʻo matou mananaʻo e faʻasoa faʻatasi ma le taua tele ia i matou, e faʻaleagaina. Ae ua na o se lagona o le a pasi ma le uiga sa'o, ma le lava o le loto, onosai, ma le manao. E 4 masina na ou alu ai ae e mafai ona ou taʻu atu ia te oe afai na ou feiloai i lenei tamaitai faapitoa i le 2 masina talu ai, e foliga mai e aoga foi. I na masina e 4, ou te leʻi matamata i porn ma ou te leʻi faʻamalosi. Sa ou mata'utia i la'u penis i le 2 masina muamua – ou te pa'i i ai i lea taimi ma lea taimi ma faatu. Ma, ina ua uma ona faitau nisi o tala manuia iinei, sa ou filifili e aua lava neʻi paʻi i ai. E leai se mana'oga e siaki pe e te maua se fa'atutu. O le a oʻo mai le faʻavae - ma o le a faʻaauau - pe a oʻo i le taimi saʻo. Tama - e le na o oe i fafo ma o ou faafitauli e matua mafai lava ona toe faʻafoʻi. O le malolo i ai, taofi le porn mo le lelei, ma le i ai o uiga sa'o o le ki lea. Aua e te popole i se mea, e mafai ona e faia. O a'u lava e le'i faia ni feusua'iga 'anoa mo se taimi umi. Sa ou popole, masalosalo ia te a'u lava, ma le fefe. Leai se mana'oga. Taofi mausa tuulafoaiina, alu i fafo ma fiafia ia te oe lava. O le olaga e puupuu tele e faʻaumatia…

Ou te tatala i fesili uma e ono i ai se tasi. Toe tasi - faafetai mo lau lagolago. Manuia ma manatua: aua e te popole ma ia mautinoa, e matua faatoilaloina lava!

[I ni nai aso mulimuli ane, i le tali atu i le fesili a le sui o le fono] Sa ou aveina le zinc, ginkgo, ma le l-arginine i aso ua mavae. Na ou amata i le taimi lava na ou fefe ai e uiga i lenei faafitauli i le amataga o Novema o le tausaga talu ai. [Ua oo nei i le faaiuga o Me.] Na ou aveina mo ni nai masina ma faamutaina ia Fepuari, pe a ma le 3 masina talu ai. Ou te le manatu na fesoasoani na mea. Ua ou faitau e uiga i tagata o loʻo ave le tele o tui o le l-arginine aʻo leʻi faia feusuaʻiga, aua o le oloa e tatau ona le afaina. Ou te le'i inuina lava ni tui faapena. Na ou faia lava po o le a le mea na fai mai ai le fautuaga na tusia i luga o le fagu.

O le taimi nei o lo'o ou fa'aaogaina le suau'u i'a, lea ou te fa'alogo ai e maloloina mo le gaioiga atoa o lou tino ma lou soifua manuia.

Ou te leʻi inu lava viagra poʻo cialis ma ou te le manaʻo e ave nei mea. Ou te le fautuaina nei mea. Latou te ufiufi le faʻafitauli mo sina taimi ma e le foia. Ou te manatu o le tele, ma atonu o mea uma, o faʻaopoopoga o loʻo faʻasalalauina e faʻaleleia ai feusuaiga o le BS, ma ou te mautinoa o loʻo i ai a latou aafiaga leaga i le tino.

'A'ai maloloina, tausia lelei lou tino, ma aua le popole i mea faaopoopo. O isi e tatau ona mulimuli faanatura.

LINK - Faitau le 'upega tafailagi atoa o le toe faʻaleleia o le poto masani

BY – piper


 

Pepa amata -

Hallo, after I joined this community and posted my long story yesterday, I’m starting a blog. I won’t write much today as I already wrote quite a bit yesterday. And while my fingers are generally freer than in the past, typing all that much would constitute another over-indulgence – something I’d like to not invite. Smile

I’m mostly writing to connect with people and to start a place where I can put my thoughts on this embarrassing subject, one that needs to be addressed for the sake of men, women, and couples of whatever sexual orientation.

OK, it has been 43 days of no pornography and no masturbation. Here is where and how I am:

Let’s start with the mandatory promise to self: I will never watch pornography ever again. Pornography is nonsense – for way too many reasons. Unfortunately, we, selfish mammals, realize this only after we realize it has hit and harmed us. Watching it made me more isolated in the past. It also provided a fake and misleading feeling of sexual satisfaction. This would translate into many missed sexual opportunities that are real as well as into failures when the opportunities present themselves. Let’s all stop it forever and not feed pharmaceuticals cashing in on people’s manufactured problems, not feed the nonsensical culture of human isolation and immediate gratification further, and not feed our minds with garbage. Life is here, it is real, and it is to be enjoyed.
I won’t masturbate at least until I have sex with a woman.
No touching of the member whatsoever except for the purposes of hygiene under the shower and of using the restroom. In the past I often masturbated without being erect prior to masturbation and without particularly feeling like relieving myself. Today I find such behavior compulsive and disturbing. Artificially creating desires that need to be satisfied: I have always been against such practices in society. And I did it to myself – what a shameless hypocrite.
Generally, weak libido and weak desire. But not always – sometimes the libido comes and I feel slightly fidgety. No touching though. I enjoy the feeling greatly as it makes me feel alive in a way I want to be.
1 wet dream – the first in years – on day 24. Well, night 24… During the wet dream and the subsequent ejaculation I don’t think I had an absolutely full erection. As I was ejaculating I woke up – the erection was unconvincing.
Erections in the mornings sometimes but not always. Sometimes the erections are harder than other times. I had a huge and lasting erection yesterday morning. Lesser one today. As I fully wake up, however, the erections disappear.
No social problems meeting women and talking to them. I don’t have these. The problems start when things get to intimacy.
I take several supplements: fish oil, men’s multivitamins, amino acids, 5-htp, gaba, ginkgo biloba, and zink. I don’t’ overdo them, of course: each once a day, the multivitamins, the fish oil, and the amino acids – 3 times a day: not exceeding what’s prescribed on the bottles.
I drink alcohol occasionally but not excessively. Other weak substances (that are already legalized in parts of the world) are rarely used but not excessively.
I quit smoking several months ago. I completely quit it at once. The way I quit pornography. I think it is a matter of will and I think we can all do this at least for the sake of people that want to be with us, that want to be given a chance to love us and make love with us.
I am in good physical shape.
I am ready and willing to wait as long as this process of normalization takes. My immediate goal is to recover my sexual health and to be able to connect sexually – and then emotionally – with a woman I really like, a woman that has demonstrated sexual interest in me. There are several women that would sleep with me but this particular one is the only one I am truly interested in. Using a rubber is a prerequisite with all of them.
Rubber is a department in which I have failed every time, multiple times. So, another goal is to get to use one successfully and reliably. This, I think, is one of the great inventions man has come up with. And the fact I can’t use one angers and frustrates me enormously. It is not only destroying my sex life, but it is also hindering my ability to emotionally connect with women that want to sleep with me.

Enough for now. I follow people’s posts and progress and will write again soon.
Thanks, Marnia, for enabling me to blog! Good luck, everyone!