Without realizing it until just now that today marks 90 days of complete abstinence from PMO and sex. Over this time I landed my highest paying and rewarding job thus far, connected much better with friends and family and have had a surplus of energy and vigor that I never realized was possible.
My mind has been altered from that of a child like young man into a determined, masculine 26 year old ready to make an impact at work and in my relationships with others. I noticed that not much phases me anymore.
O loʻu olaga umi (o lea sa ou mafaufau ai) o popolega, atuatuvalega ma mataupu faalemafaufau ua foliga mai ua mou ese ma ua toe foi ese mai le leona tagi i totonu. Sa ou i luga o lexapro mo 2 tausaga talu ai ma na mafai ona ou tapeina atoa. O le tele o tupe o loʻo i laʻu teuga tupe ona o laʻu mea fou na maua e pulea ai oe lea ua oʻo mai i vaega uma o loʻu olaga. Ua ou matauina le faaaloalo tele mai isi aua e foliga mai ua latou iloaina lelei ou te faaaloalo ia te aʻu lava ia.
Over all it has been a very rewarding experience and I will continue with it not as a challenge, but as a new way of living my life. If I lose it all, I know that no one can take away myself respect, self control and dignity.
LINK - O le asō o loʻu aso 90!