I recovered probably 4 months before but come back on this forum to give back and write my story so that those suffering from PIED can get some motivation and continue to believe in the process. Background: I am from India, age – 29.
PIED background: I learnt about PIED while trying to have sex with a girl at the age of 26. I was depressed and had no clue why I failed to perform. One day my younger brother abruptly sent me a message on whatsapp and asked me to watch Garry’s youtube video on porn addiction.
After I watched the video, it all came back to me. I used to be really really horny teenager and lost my manhood due to porn. So I started working on abstinence. After few unsuccessful tries, I was finally able to abstain for 3 months (84 days) and had erection while talking to girl over phone. I had erection while watching my maid work in the house. I was happy.
I couldn’t check if I was really cured because I didn’t have a girlfriend.
2 years and my porn habit was still existent but it was very less as compared to what it was before, I would say just 10%.
I will cut it short and just write in brief as I am typing via mobile and it is too late here.
I tried fucking 3 girls and failed each time.
Parents wanted to get me married, I was anxious and had this fear of non performance.. but restarted the process of abstinence. Didn’t masturbate or orgasm before 2 months of marriage.
Got married, couldn’t perform for 2 months. Innumerable tries.. but couldn’t get my mojo up.
Believed in the process and kept going. Finally fucked my wife after 3 months of marriage.
Had problems but kept improving.
Now I have been fucking her 2 times a day for the past 6 months.
Want to know more? Ask me questions on this forum or email me at piedrecoveredatgmail.com
LINK - Long Time Lurker – How I recovered
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