O ai a'u
- 33-year-old American male
- Started PMO age 11
- Used high-speed internet P daily for over 2 decades, almost never missed a day
- Escalated to non-traditional P from a young age
- PIED difficulty with women and sometimes even with P, since age 20, doctors were no help
- Viagra, Cialis, Levitra all barely worked, once even 100 mg sildenafil didn’t help me get up for my ex-partner
- Don’t think I had more than a few episodes of morning wood from ages 20-33, until the reboot started
- It may be relevant to note: I had Peyronie’s disease surgery (plication) at age 15, to successfully fix a downward curvature
Reboot Status
- Taua tele more energy, better mood, more focus when working on tasks
- Flat-line weeks 2-4, then normalized for a week, then again for a week, at this moment I’m good and not worried
- I see girls everywhere as wonderfully beautiful, enchanting, mesmerizing creatures. Something I haven’t felt since I was young
- Morning woods came back in spurts, I’d get soft MW’s for a few days in a row around week 4, and they are becoming more frequent. This morning I awoke with a RAGER, it made me happy because it reinforces the progress I’ve made
- Deeply attracted by this girl I see casually, I saw her yesterday and I was just transfixed and admiring her, and got hard literally just flirting and seeing lena foliga i ona mata
O le a le isi
- I am 100% sure this is working for me in many ways, and I am so unbelievably excited and happy that I found a solution for potentially one of the greatest nightmares of my life. I hope I continue to heal. I’ll post another update at the 90 day mark, but I plan to continue indefinitely. I’m done with P, it’s an addictive disease and unnatural, it makes me weak, it’s an illusory substitute without substance, and I am disgusted by it but grateful for the lesson I received from years of abusing it. I’m not on a “streak”, I am on day 57 of the rest of my life.
Happy to answer any questions.
LINK - 33 year-old PIED, 57 days no PMO updates
E - Ayahuasca
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