Ndithumela ngokungaqhelekanga kwaye bendisoloko ndibukele izinto eziqhubekayo kwezi foram, kodwa emva kokufikelela usukelo lwam ndiziva ndinyanzelekile ukuba ndibelane nani ngamava am ngowona mceli mngeni mkhulu kwaye unzima kakhulu endiya kujongana nawo ixesha elide. ukuza. Injongo yam yayikukuba nempumelelo, inganyanzelwanga, ingeyoziyobisi incedise ngesondo kunye ne-GF yam, kwaye kuloo nto ndiphumelele kabini emva kokulinda ixesha elide le-177.
Ngoko ke, ukuqalisa ndaqalisa ukuhamba ndedwa ukususela malunga neminyaka eyi-12 kwaye ngokwenene ndafikelela kumkhwa ombi kakhulu we-HOCD malunga ne-15. Ndayigcina iyimfihlo kakhulu kwaye andizange ndibanjwe. Yongeza imincili ngokuqiniseka ukuba awusoze ubhaqwe. Kwakuyinto engathandekiyo, kodwa kuyo yonke into endiyibonayo ebomini ukuxhuzula ngokucacileyo yayiyinto eyakhayo. Yiyo loo nto iqhubeka kwaye iqhubeka. Ndadibana no-HS, kodwa bahlala benqula kwaye bethandabuza malunga nezenzo zesondo ngoko ke masithi andenzi nto ngaphandle kokuziqhelanisa nokubetha kwizinto ezintle ze-intanethi. I-HOCD yinjakazi kunye nezikrufu ngengqondo yakho
Ukukhawuleza ukuya kwixesha elincinci ndiye ndasilela ukufezekisa nantoni na esondele ngokwaneleyo kwi-erection ukuze ufumane umsebenzi ekholejini kwaye ufumana isihogo esinye somntu okhungathekileyo kwaye odidekile emva koko. Ndisempilweni, ndisebenza kakhulu, kwaye andingoyena mntu ukhangeleka kakubi emhlabeni. Ukuhleka lubabalo lwam olusindisayo, kodwa ezi nzame zokusilela zandenza ndanexhala ndaza ndarhoxa ekuzameni okuninzi okwethutyana. Bendisenexesha elimnandi. Andisoli nto yimbi ngemikhwa yam. Andizange ndiyenze izihlandlo ezininzi yonke imihla, kodwa akufuneki ukuba nditsho ukuba andikwazi ukufumana nzima kwinto yokoqobo emva kwexeshana. Ndaphila ubomi nangona ubuxoki obumbalwa apha naphaya, amatheko apho ndandiye ndilahle amantombazana ngokungalindelekanga, kwaye ndihlehle emva kokuba izinto zishushu kakhulu. Ngokwenene uhlobo lwehlazo, kodwa lwaphela lungcono.
Ngokukhawuleza ukuya kunyaka wam wokugqibela xa ndiqala ukuba nomdla kwi-GF yam yangoku. Kwakukho ubusuku obuninzi obungathandekiyo, iimvakalelo ezibuhlungu, ukudandatheka ngokwenene ebusuku kum ndijonge kwisibuko esibuhlungu njengesihogo, kodwa ndakhubeka ngokoqobo kwinqaku malunga ne-porn eyenziwe nge-ED kwaye ukususela ngaloo mini ndaphosa yonke into endinayo kuyo. Ndakhula iibhola ukuze ndimxelele ukuba yintoni ephezu kwam ... enye yezinto ezinzima kakhulu endakha ndazenza ebomini. Kunzima… Haha, kodwa enyanisweni ibikuphela kwendlela yokwenza izinto zilunge, kwaye eyona nto ilungileyo kukuba wanamathela kum. Qinisekisa ukuba bayazi ukuba nguwe hayi bona. Phinda oku amaxesha amaninzi, kwaye uyithethe.
Undigwebe njengendoda hayi ngenxa yokukwazi kwam ukujija nantoni na ngesiketi, kodwa ngenxa yeminye imiba ebendiyilawula. Ndingumntu ophumeleleyo esikolweni kunye nobulumko bomsebenzi ngoku, kodwa ngelo xesha akukho nanye kwezi ebekwe ematyeni. Uye wavelana nomcimbi wam kwaye siye sawusebenzisa ukukhula njengesibini ukusukela ngoko. Yinto endingenakuze ndimbulele ngayo kwaye ndinetyala lokuchacha kwam kuye. Andithi zange sonwabe ngelixesha isenzeka yonke lento. Masithi imilomo yethu ibixakeke kakhulu xa safumana ithuba lokubonana emva kokuba ndigqibile ukuqalisa ngeentsuku ezingama-90 kamva.
Khange ndifumane mcimbi ngokuqalisa ngokutsha. Ndayiyeka ngoko nangoko i-turkey ebandayo. Ndinenkuthazo egqithisileyo xa ndikwazi ukubona ingxaki. Ukuba nenjongo njengokulala nomfazi omthandayo akubuhlungu. Ndilibele ukukhankanya, savuma uthando lwethu malunga nenyanga ngaphambi kokuba ndihambe umgama omde emsebenzini. Ke kwabo kuni unamanenekazi omgama omde ungakhathali, ungafika apho ufuna ukuba khona nge-skype, isicatshulwa esimdaka ngamaxesha athile, kunye nokusilela ngokubanzi kokudibana naye ngokwasemzimbeni. Ndivakalelwa kukuba kubalulekile ukutsho. Andifezekanga, besithumela i-sex rhoqo kwaye kwakhona, sabelane ngemifanekiso ye-lude njalo njalo, kodwa ndilungile kwaye ndiyakhaba ngoku.
Izinto endizigqibileyo; abantu badla ibhola kunye amandla aphantsi, inkuthazo ephantsi, kunye neengxaki ngokubanzi ngobomi kule. Ndithi intwana yepolisa ephumileyo, kodwa ke kuye ngamnye okhoyo. Ndikwazile ngandlela thile ukuphumelela nge-honours kubunjineli kwaye ndafumana umsebenzi ngelixa yonke le nto iqhubeka. Kwakhona ndakwazi ukuba nomtsalane kubantu besini esahlukileyo kungakhathaliseki. Ndicinga ukuba uninzi lwaloo nto isezintloko zethu, kodwa isiphumo se-placebo sinamandla ngokwaneleyo kangangokuba ukuba uyayikholelwa ngokwaneleyo uya kucinga ukuba awonqeni. Indenze nangona kunjalo ukuba ndigxile kwimpilo yam nangakumbi. Ndifake izihlunu, ndatshintsha indlela enditya ngayo, kwaye ndathatha yonke imilinganiselo enokwenzeka ukuqinisekisa ukuba oku akunakwenzeka kum kwakhona.
Emva kokuqalisa kwakhona ndiyakholelwa ngokwenene ukuba ukuphinda kufuneke Ukuthatha imizuzu embalwa imihla ngemihla ukugxila ingqalelo kwinto ngaphandle kokuba umvakalelo onobunono obuncinci kunye no-non-goal oriented self-touch unzima kumlenze wokugqibela wokubuyisela. Kwixesha apho ndaye ndahamba ndawo, kwaye ndandingomnye walabo bantu abadlule uphawu lwemihla ye-150. Ndandiziva ngathi ndinesihogo ngenxa yokuba ndicinga ukuba ndenza konke ngokufanelekileyo. Ukuphinda kwakhiwe ezo zidibaniso kubalulekile. Hlala kude noononophelo kwaye ugxininise ekuvekeni kwayo yonke into.
Kwakhona, ndenze MO amaxesha ambalwa ngeli xesha. Ayisiyo isiphelo sehlabathi. Inokulungisa njani yonke into? Iyakucotha, ngokuqinisekileyo, kodwa hayi kakhulu. hlala kude ne-P kwaye uya kusondela yonke imihla. Ukuba unomfazi oyintombazana ndiyakukhuthaza ukuba ubacele ukuba "bakugculele" okwethutyana. Zenze ukuba zikuthambise kancinci ezantsi kwebhanti kwaye ungene nje kuyo yonke into. Ziva kangangoko unako. Ndiyathembisa ukuba lo ngumlenze wokugqibela wokubuyisela uninzi olulahlekileyo. Ukungahoyi ijunk yakho ayisiyondlela yokuyinyamekela.
Kukho amaxesha anzima kakhulu ngaphambili. Ndiye ndakhala phantsi izihlandlo ezimbalwa ngenxa yale nto. Ndithembe, ndiyayifumana. Kukho uxinzelelo olukhulu lokuchaza ubudoda ngolu hlobo kwaye sizibone njengeentsilelo, kodwa uyazi yintoni? Ukuthatha lonke elo xesha bendiza kujonga ngesondo ngokungenasiqhamo njengesilwanyana esinengqondo engenanto kundinike umvuzo. Ndisebenzise elo xesha ukufunda, ndalibazisa ulwaneliseko lwam olundivuze kakhulu. Ngoku ndikubudlelwane obunothando novulelekileyo kunye nonxibelelwano olumangalisayo. Saqala ngokuhambelana kwengqondo, uthando, kunye nokugxila ekukwazini ukunxibelelana ngento esiyifunayo ngesondo. Nakuphi na ukungaziphathi kakuhle ngesondo kwanyamalala nam ndatyhila umba wam kuye. Yonke into yavuleka kakhulu emva koko. Asikwazanga ukunxibelelana ngokugwebayo njengoko bendiphume nomngeni onamandla wokuba sijongane nawo.
Ndiye ndafunda okuninzi ngendlela avakalelwa ngayo, into ayithandayo, yaye ndiye ndanesiphiwo solwimi neminwe. Ngoko ke ndiziva ndizisola, ndicinga ukuba oku kundinike indlela eyodwa yokusondela kubudlelwane… Njengebhanti elizifakelayo lokuzigcina nyulu. Kungakhathaliseki, unokuba nobudlelwane kunye nomfazi ofanelekileyo. Ndiqinisekile ukuba kukho abathile abaza kuwawisa amadoda njengomkhwa ombi ukuba awakwazi ukwenza isenzo… Ewe, banokuya kufuna omnye umntu, kuba oko akufanelanga ibe yeyona nto iphambili kubudlelwane obunempilo. Ukuba bakukhathalele ngokwenene baya kuqonda kwaye bakulungele ukukunceda. Uncedo oluvela emfazini lunokwenza umahluko.
Fellas, hlalani kude neziyobisi. Ndithembe, bendihleli apho ndijonge esikrinini ndijonge i-viagra enokwenzeka kwi-Intanethi. Musa ukwehla ngaloo ndlela. Awuyifuni, kwaye uya kuziva njengoLance Armstrong ukuba uyayenza. Ufuna olu loyiso lube lolwakho, hayi iinkampani zamachiza. Ungayenza, kodwa kufuneka womelele ngokwaneleyo ukuze ulwe ngosuku oluzayo kwaye ufumane oko kukufaneleyo.
Emva kwexesha elide, emva kweentsuku ze-177 zokuchacha, ngaphandle kwesizathu esithile ndafikelela kwinqanaba apho ndenza ngobo busuku. Yayingengomtsalane, kwaye ayizange ihlale ixesha elide, kodwa ngentsasa elandelayo kwelinye icala ndawungcwaba lo mbandela ngentsasa ye-fucktactular yothando. Shit EWE! Usuku lomntu wonke luya kuza kubo ngexesha, kwaye kude kube yiloo mini gxininisa kwizinto ezilungileyo, gxila ekuphuculeni wena, kwaye uqinisekise ukuba uyaqonda ukuba awuchazwanga ngalo mbandela. Usalawula i-99% yomzimba wakho kunye ne-100% yobomi bakho. Ungavumeli oku kukuqhwalelise, kwaye wenze into enokwenziwa yindoda yokwenyani. Thatha imiceli mngeni ebomini ungaze ujonge ngasemva. Ndingahlala apha ndizisole ngamaxesha endiwaphosileyo, okanye ndijonge phambili kusuku olulandelayo.
Nali ikhonkco kum elithetha ngendlela uluntu olugezela ngayo amadoda. Ndinguwuphi na umntu. Kufanelekile ukufundwa. Inqaku elabhalwa ngulo mfana lindicaphukisile.
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