Molo, ndineminyaka eli-18 ubudala kwaye ngalo mhla ndiyayiqonda ingxaki ebikrazula. kucacile uyayazi ukuba ndithetha ngantoni. Andizange ndiqonde ukuba kubi kangakanani.Bendihlala ndikhathazekile ngesondo kunye nabasetyhini (ndiyathetha naxa ndandisengumntwana kodwa ngelinye ibali). Ngeminyaka eyi-12 ndafumanisa iphonografi kwaye kule minyaka mihlanu idlulileyo bendiyinto enzima yokuphulula amalungu esini, ukuqala ngemifanekiso engamanyala yokufikisa kunye nezinto zokuziphatha. Ngomlutha wam uya usiba nzima kwaye unzima, ndaya ndisiba nexhala, ndicinga ukuba ndingangumlingani nokuba ndithanda abesifazana kuphela kwaye ndinoburharha kakhulu kubafazi ngaphandle kwesizathu. Mna into eninzi inokuxhomekeka koku.
Phantse kunyaka ophelileyo, ndiphumelele ukuba ndingabhadli okanye ndibukele iphonografi inyanga ezintandathu kwaye ngekhe ndizive ngcono Ngale nyanga ndifumana ukuzithemba kwaye, xa ndijonga ngasemva, NDINOMHLA womhla endiya kuba nawo ebomini bam lol (kwaye ndithetha lukhulu). Ndiza kuphinda ndibuyele enye okanye ezimbini kwiinyanga ezintathu ezizayo kodwa akukho nto eyayimisa inkqubela phambili yam ndandithetha ngokuzithemba nentombazana kwaye ndicinga ukuba ndiyoyisile kodwa, NGALO mzuzu weza kum. Ndadibana nale ntombazana. Unxibelelwano lwaluzenzekelayo phakathi kwethu. Sasigigitheka, sihlekisa, sincamisana, (ngaphandle kwesondo) ngexesha lokuqala esadibana ngalo .. yayilungile. Ke xa yonke into yayixela ukuba obu budlelwane bunokuhlala ndenze impazamo enkulu ukubuyela kumkhwa wam wakudala, ndizixelele ukuba emva kwexesha elide, kufuneka ndiqiniseke ukuba umhlobo wam olungileyo ulungile kwaye ufumana okuncinci Ukuziqhelanisa ngaphambi kokuba i-shit ibe yinyani… kwaye oko kwandibiza abafazi ababalaseleyo kwaye ndibuyele kumlutha wam oyingozi. Umkhwa wam waba mandundu ngokuhamba kwexesha kwaye ngenye imini uCharly wayengafuni ukuphuma ebhedini
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