La manyala amanyumnyezi abangela ukuba abantu babe ndikruqukile. Abantu abane-porn baye baphelelwa ngamandla kwiingqondo zabo. Yonke into yayibonakala ingenamdla ngaphandle kwephonografi. Nje ukuba sikhululeke kumanyala, sixabisa ngakumbi ngezinto ezahlukeneyo, kwanezinto ezingenamsebenzi zisenza sonwabe kwakhona.
Izolo, mna ne gf yam besihamba sijikeleza iivenkile zezibane. I don't normally ukuyonwabela coz I hate shopping. Andizithandi izibane zecrystal coz kunzima ukuzicoca. Uyithanda kakhulu. Emva koko, siye satya saza sancokola kwaye sonwabile. Sagqiba kwelokuba siyithenge. akufika ekhaya waza watyhila isibane sekristale ngononophelo olukhulu. Ebeyiphatha njengomntwana lento. Ndiziva ndanelisekile kukwenza into emvuyisayo. Ndandikade ndinenkani yaye ndandinyanzelisa ukuba ndingathengi. Enkosi kwi-nofap!
LINK - Ukufikelela kwiintsuku ezingama-90! Ulwalamano lwam ne-gf yam lungcono kunangaphambili.
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Ngaphezulu kweNgxelo yeentsuku ze100.
Ndizive ndifanele ukubhala le ngxelo, nangona kunjalo andizukukukhuthaza okanye ndikunike iingcebiso eziluncedo kuhambo lwakho. Kodwa kukuqonda okuthile kunye nembono yam emva kwayo yonke loo nto.
Ndaqala ukuhlaziya i-masturbating xa ndingu 11 okanye 12. Ndingu 20 ngoku, okwenza iminyaka eyi-9 yokuhlaziya i-masturbating. Ixesha elininzi yonke imihla - kube kanye okanye kabini ngemini. Ngamanye amaxesha nangaphezulu. Ekuqaleni kwakungaqhelekanga. Ndiqale ukuphulula amalungu esini njengelinge (sinokwenza izinto ezinomdla kakhulu ngemizimba yethu, akunjalo?), Emva koko ndafumana ikhonkco. Ndandibahleka abantu abangakwaziyo ukuzibamba. Emva kwayo yonke into ndandiphulula amalungu esini kuphela ngamaxesha e-3 ngosuku xa ndavuswa kwaye ndisekhaya kuphela, akunjalo? Ndiyathemba ukuba andinomlutha woononophala. Ekuqaleni bendingenayo ikhompyuter, ngenxa yoko ukufikelela kwam kwi-porn ngokucacileyo bekuthintelwe. Xa ndafumana ikhompyuter yam kwakunzima ukuba ndifumane iphonografi endiya kukuvuyela ukuphulula amalungu esini. Bendikhetha, uyazi… Ekugqibeleni andikhange ndizikhathaze ngokuyikhangela, ndiye ndafikelela kwingcinga yam ecacileyo. Ndiyakholelwa ekubeni bendinokubambeka kwi-porn kunye nexesha. Ndabukela iphonografi kunqabile, ukanti ukuthanda kwam bekufumana… kinky. Ndixakile. Nangona kunjalo, ndiyeke ngokupheleleyo kunye ne-masturbation kwaye andiyikhumbuli.
Ngexesha elithile lobomi bam ndafumanisa into enomdla (ngokucacileyo iyavakala, nangona kunjalo). Xa ndayeka ukuphulula amalungu esini ixesha elithile (masithi-i-5 ukuya kwiintsuku ze-7), ukuxhuzula kwakumnandi ngakumbi. Kodwa ukuyeka "ixesha elide" ukusuka ekufakeni kwakungekho lula. Kwaye oko kwakungalunganga, kodwa zange kundikhathaze kakhulu. Ndiqaphele inyani kwaye ndabuyela kwishishini lam, okt ukuphulula amalungu esini. Emva kwexesha, ndafumana umbono- "Ndiza kuyeka ukuphulula amalungu esini kwaye ndiqale ukwabelana ngesondo!". Kwirekhodi yakho, andiphumelelanga kakhulu kumantombazana, kinda ngokuchasene nentlalontle (okanye ekungonwabeni ngokwasentlalweni, kuxhomekeke kwimeko) kwaye ndikhathazekile ngenxa yoko. Eli xesha lifutshane lokuziyeka aluzange luncede kule ngxaki, kodwa ke ndabona enye into enomdla- ndinomnqweno wokuthetha namantombazana, nabantu endisebenza nabo, ukwenza into engaphaya kwesiqhelo. Kwibhoner kukho amandla! Ndilibale ngayo nayo, kodwa ngokuhamba kwexesha ndidiniwe ngokuphulula amalungu esini. Kwakunzima, kuyadika, kwakubonakala kungenantsingiselo (kwaye bendikholelwa). Ndiqale ukumelana namaxesha amade nangaphezulu ngaphandle kwayo. Kwakubonakala nje kulungile. Kungekudala ndafumanisa / r / NoFap, funda ngabantu abangaqhelekanga abayeka ukuphulula amalungu esini (bendinebhongo le-wanker, ngaphandle kwezithintelo endikhe ndazifumana) ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndizame kakhulu. Ngoku ndilapha, kwiinyanga ezili-10 kamva, ngaphezulu kweentsuku ezili-100 zeNoFap kwaye ndiziva ndilungile ngaloo nto.
Yintoni etshintshileyo? Ndiqale ndazibona ezinye zezibonelelo, kodwa zaphela, kwaye andiqinisekanga ukuba zeziphi na iziphumo zeNoFap kwaye ezenzekileyo kuhambo lwam, ngenxa yezenzo zam, utshintsho lwendalo njl. Ndifunda izinto zam nangabanye abantu kwinqanaba elothusayo. I-NoFap luhlobo lokuvula amehlo. Ndicinga ngendlela ecace gca. Ndijongene nezinto ezininzi ezingekhoyo malunga nam okanye umhlaba wangaphandle kwaye ndisafumanisa okutsha. Kunzima ukuginya ngesiqhelo. Ngaba ndinobuhlobo ngakumbi? Hayi. Ewe, uhlobo. Ndingcono kakhulu kwintetho encinci kwaye andoyiki bantu. Ndandihlala unyaka kwigumbi lokulala labafundi, ke ndingathini ukuba ndingabi nobuhlobo noko? Kodwa ndiziva ngathi ndingenise ngakumbi, kunzima ukutyhala. Ndiyabathanda abantu ngokubanzi, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha andikwazi kubanyamezela. Ndikhetha inkampani yezilwanyana nezityalo. Ndonwabile ngayo. Andingcono kakhulu kubafazi. Ndihlala ndifunda, kodwa ndingasathethi ke ngethiyori, andiphumeleli kule ndima. Ndithintelwe kakhulu. Ndiyazi ukuba ndenzeni, ndiyenza kakuhle kodwa ngaxa lithile ndihlala ndizinikela ngaphandle kwesizathu. Nangona kunjalo ndiyekile ukuzama eli hlobo. Ndidiniwe kukucinga ngezenzo zam ezinokwenzeka. Ndichitha iiholide kwidolophu yasekhaya, emnandi kwaye andizukukwenza okungaphezulu kokufunda, ukusebenza kunye nokubukela iifilimu. Ixesha! Ndiqale imikhwa emitsha kulo nyaka -Ukubaleka, ukucamngca nokuba andingqinelani kakhulu andikabancami. Ndizama nokusebenza, kodwa kunzima kum ukuba ndiyenze rhoqo. Ukongeza, okwangoku andinakho ukufikelela kwindawo yokuzivocavoca, ke kuya kufuneka ndiyile. Ukubaleka kuyinto entle, nangona. Ibeka imood yam. Ngokwamava am ndiyazi ukuba ndiya ndikhanyela xa ndingayi kubaleka kube kanye ngexeshana. Ndisaqhubeka nokuhlehlisa. Ndiyazama ukulwa nako, kodwa ukuzibekela amangomso yinto enzima. INoFap ayizukuzilungisa izinto ebomini bam. Ndiyakwazi khuthazeka kancinci kodwa ayonelanga. Ndonwabe ngakumbi xa iyonke. Ngaphezu koko, andisayi kuba nentliziyo endandikade ndinayo ngaphambili. Umzekelo ndinyamezele ukwaliwa ngokulula ngakumbi kunangaphambili. Xa ndicinga ngayo ndiye ndigqibe kwelokuba kufanelekile ukuba ndibandakanye imisebenzi emininzi xa bendikwinqanaba lokukhuthaza. Kuya kuba lula ukuqhubekeka. Ukuqala nantoni na ngoku kuya kuba nzima njengoko bekuhlala kunjalo kum. Kodwa kulungile emva kwayo yonke loo nto… Ndiyavuya kuba ndiqale oluhambo. Andiyidingi i-masturbation nantoni na kwaye oku kwakuyinto enhle, endiza kuqhubeka nayo, ngoku njengenxalenye yobomi bam.
Iintsuku ze-120 enkosi kakhulu ngoncedo olukhulu kunye nenkxaso apha !!
Iintsuku ezili-120 zisondele! Ulusu lwam lubangcono kwaye luthambe. Izolo, ndiqokelele iifoto zomntu kwifowuni yam. Ndithelekise imifanekiso yam ngaphambi nangemva kwe-nofap. Ngaphambi kwe-nofap, ndandibonakala ndibuthathaka kwaye ndingenawo amandla. Ubuso bam bebomile kwaye buthuntu. Bendijongeka ngathi ndinobubele (andiyibaxa) Emva kwe-nofap, ndahleka kakhulu emfanekisweni. Ulusu lwam lwaluthamba kwaye lubengezela. Noncumo lwam lwahlukile. Phambi kwe-nofap, uncumo lwam “belumdaka” kakhulu, luncuma ngathi lugqwethekile. (Khange ndiyiqaphele kude kube izolo) Emva kwe-nofap, uncumo lwam lubangcono kwaye lucoceke. Isonka sam sikhula ngokukhawuleza naso. Enkosi kakhulu ngenkxaso enkulu kunye.noncedo oluvela kuni.guys!
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