Ndicinge ukuba ndiza kuphawula malunga nendlela endihambe ngayo kwiinyanga ezintathu zokuqala.
Kuba mhlawumbi kwinyanga yokuqala kunye kancinci ndandiphethwe phantse flatline epheleleyo. Ndaqalisa ukucinga ukuba andiyigqithisi le nto. Ibindistressa kakhulu kuba ndihlala nentombi yam ngoOct., kwaye ngeyayincanca ukuba nale ngxaki ngeloxesha.
Ngenxa ye-flatline ndalingeka ukuba ndisebenzise i-porn ukuze ndibone ukuba i-dude encinci isaphila, kodwa ndakhumbula into ebalulekileyo: Ndandifuna ukukwazi ukulala ngesondo kunye nentombi yam. Ngokucacileyo, ukuze ndenze loo nto kwafuneka ndibambelele kwimipu yam kwaye ndigqibezele ukuphinda ndifake iintambo zobuchopho bam kumngeni weenyanga ezi-3. Olu lwazi lulo olwandigcina ndiqhubeka. Ndingathanda kakhulu ukwabelana ngesondo lokwenyani kunokubukela imifanekiso ye-2D kwimonitha yekhompyuter.
Ndifike kwindawo ephantsi ngexesha le-flatline. Nyani ndiye ndayiyeka intombazana yam iphakathi kokuyenza kuba ndandiqinisekile ukuba andizuvuka! OMGWTFBBQ!!1 Loluphi uhlobo lwendoda eneminyaka engama-27 ubudala eyenza le nto? Iyamangalisa amaqhinga ingqondo yakho inokudlala ngawe. Ngokucacileyo oku kwezisa umbuzo. Wabuza ukuba ndisatsaleleka na kuye njlnjl. (Ndisatsaleleke kakhulu kuye).
Izinto zaqala ukubangcono malunga ne ~2 mo. uphawu. Ngenye imini saqala ukwenza kwaye umhlobo wam 'ixhala lokusebenza' laphinda layeka. Noko ke, ngeli xesha ndagqiba kwelokuba ndivumele izinto zihambe ngendlela yazo. I-foreplay yethu yayimfutshane kunesiqhelo, ngoko ngequbuliso sasikwishishini. Khange ndizihluphe ngokumfuna I condom okanye ndimkhuphele I top njengoba bendimile ndingafuni isuke lento! Haha
Yenziwe ke, kwaye mandikuxelele ukuba ibilukuzithemba okukhulu, kwaye umhlobo wam 'ixhala lomsebenzi' uye wacaphuka wathi akafuni ukuphinda andibone. (Ngenene ndiyathemba ukuba andiyi)
Ngokukhawuleza ukuya kwiveki yokugqibela yomngeni. Sathatha uhambo oluya e-NYC iveki, ke bendinethemba lokuba akukho miba. Bendisoyika kancinci, xa ndithetha inyani. KWAKUNGEKHO MIBA! Isondo esimnandi nje! Ndinyuse umgangatho ukuze ndibeke onke amanqaku am amava ngokuzithemba, kuba ndicinga ukuba le yeyona nto ibalulekileyo oyifunayo ukuze uyoyise le.
Emva koku, bendinamaphupha amanzi, ukumiswa okungahleliwe phakathi kwemini, njl.
Namhlanje, kusuku lwam lwe-107 ndivuke phakathi kwephupha elinomtsalane kwaye kwafuneka ndiligqibe ngesandla ukuze ndicinge ukuba ndiyakwazi ukuseta kwakhona ixesha lam.
Makhe ndikuxelele, ukuba nje uzigcina uxakeke ngezinye izinto ngelixa ukwi-intanethi, kwaye kubomi bokwenyani lo mceli mngeni weenyanga ezi-3 uyafezekiswa kwaye ungaphezulu kokufaneleka ukuwuthatha. Andifuni kubuyela kwi-pr0n.
LINK - Ingxelo ngenkqubo yeenyanga ezi-3! (Ibali lam)
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