Ndihleli nomfana wam iinyanga ezili-14 kwaye ndimthanda kakhulu. Nangona kunjalo besisoloko sinemiba kwigumbi lokulala. Kunqabile ukuba akwazi ukugcina ukumiswa okupheleleyo ngexesha leeseshoni zethu. Ngokufuthi uya kuma, azivuselele kwakhona aze aqhubele phambili encotsheni.
Ndikhumbula ekuqaleni ndisithi ingathi intloko yakho ikwenye indawo. Kwaye ke emva koko kwavela izizathu zokuxhalaba, uxinzelelo, ukudinwa, ukuba besinokuxabana njl njl Amaqabane anyulu ngoko imithambo-luvo kunye nokuxhalaba kokusebenza yayiyinto endandikhe ndajongana nayo ngaphambili kodwa ngokukhawuleza ndayifumana xa sele sikhululekile.
Ngesoka langoku kodwa oku akuzange kubonakale ngathi kuyaphucuka. Ndahlala ndihlola ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kodwa izizathu zaziqhubeka.
Anyways on our one year anniversary ndiye ndabona i-abrasion kwilungu lakhe ndaza ndaqhula ngaba uye wakhwela i-porn kakhulu kwaye wophula wathi ewe kwaye unengxaki.
Ngaphambi kwam uye walala ngesondo kabini ebomini bakhe bonke kwaye kubonakala ukuba uye waphulula i-porn kwi-porn ekubeni wayeneminyaka elishumi elinesibini kabini ngosuku ngamaxesha amaninzi ngeempelaveki kude kube akukho (iminyaka eyi-27). Sihlala kunye ngoku ke ukusetyenziswa kwakhe kwe-porn kwaye wehla ukuya kanye ngeveki (xa bendiya kuba emsebenzini ndityibilika!). Kwaye izinto zegumbi lokulala zingcono kakhulu kunasekuqaleni kodwa ayisiyiyo le nto bendiyiqhelile namanye amaqabane.
Nangona kunjalo, wagqiba ngelo xesha ukuba wayeza kulahla i-porn kunye ne-masterbation kwaye aqale ukubona i-therapist. Izinto bezihamba kakuhle kude kube ngolunye usuku xa sasizama ukwabelana ngesondo kwaye yaphinda yathamba kwaye emva kokuphonononga kakhulu wavuma ukuba wayebambe kakuhle kusuku olungaphambili ngelixa ndilele (kwakhona ndityibilika) kodwa ubuncinci bekukwiingcinga zam kwaye. hayi amanyala. Ke loo nto isenza malunga neentsuku ezingama-63 zokungabikho kwe-PMO kunye nokuphinda okuncinci okuncinci.
Ukulandela ukuphinda ndiye kuzingela kwi-Intanethi kwaye ndafumana le ndawo. Esinye isiqingatha sam sasichithe iintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo sibukele zonke iividiyo kwaye ndicinga ukuba ekugqibeleni uyawuqonda umonakalo awenzayo kuye. Le webhusayithi iphinde yandivula amehlo ndiphantse ndafuna ukuyikhwaza ndisuka eluphahleni ukuba ndifudumale abafana abancinci into abakuyo ukuba bangene kweli hlabathi lamanyala akwi-intanethi. Kuya kufuneka ndivume ukuba ndiyidlalile engqondweni yam xa wayeqala ukundixelela ukuba unengxaki kodwa ukubona isayensi emva kwayo kuncede kakhulu.
Ngokungathandabuzekiyo uye wathatha umhlala-phantsi kunye nam kangangeenyanga ezili-14 kwaye ufika encotsheni ngaphandle kwengcinga engama-90% yelo xesha kodwa kukho ngokucacileyo indlela engamanyala ebekwe engqondweni yakhe endikhuphisana nayo engathandekiyo kodwa hey ho!
Ndilapha ixesha elide kwaye siye sagqiba ekubeni sidlale ngesondo ukusuka apha endlebeni njengoko abaninzi bengaqinisekanga ukuba oko bekunceda okanye kuyathintela! Ububele kunye nemfesane yinto endijonge ukuyibonelela ngayo kwintsalela yokuqalisa kwakhe ngokutsha endicinga ukuba iya kuba yiminyaka emi-2 xa kujongwa ubude bomlutha wakhe. Uphinde wathenga izinto zokuncedisana nemo yakhe kwaye ubuyele ejimini ukuze zonke izinto eziyakhayo. Naye ngoku unenkcaza yeengcinga zakhe zabucala kuhambo lwakhe.
Ndicinga ukuba umyalezo endingathanda ukuwunika abafana musani ukuba neentloni ukuxelela amaqabane akho ukuba unengxaki abantu basetyhini banxibelelene nokukhulisa nokukhathalela kwaye ke ukuba kufanelekile ukuba kunye naye uya kukuxhasa (sikuxabisa ukunyaniseka!!) . Kodwa qaphela ukuba umlutha wakho uya kumenza azive engento yanto kwaye umbi ngoko qiniseka ukuba ugcina isiqinisekiso kunye nonxibelelwano oluvulekileyo luyeza!
Kwaye kumantombazana indoda yakho ayingomntu ongaqhelekanga okanye ogqwethekileyo uye waba lixhoba lengxaki exhalabisayo ethe yatsalwa kakhulu kubafana. Umthande ngokungcono okanye kubi hayi nje ngembono uya kuba le mveliso igqibeleleyo egqityiweyo. Sonke sinemikhwa yethu. Kwaye sonke siyaludinga uthando ukuze singathembeli kubo.
LINK - Usuku lwe-63 akukho PMO Iinyanga ze-14 zentliziyo ebuhlungu
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