Ngoku ndineminyaka engama-31 ubudala. Ndaqala i-PMOing imihla ngemihla xa ndandineminyaka engama-20 ubudala. Kwakumalunga nama-1-2 (ngamanye amaxesha ama-3) amaxesha ngosuku. Ekuqaleni bendifuna ulonwabo kwaye bendicinga ukuba ayizukubenzakalisa. Ihambile ke iminyaka yade yafika imini apho ndaqonda ukuba ibisele iyinxalenye yesiqhelo semihla ngemihla. Kwakufana nokusela amanzi okanye ukuxukuxa amazinyo.
Kwakhona, nanini na xa ndixinezelekile, ndandiziva ngathi kufuneka ndi-PMO (okanye ubuncinci MO) ukukhulula uxinzelelo. Ngelo xesha ndade ndazibuza ukuba ingaba ayiyonto imbi na, kodwa emva kophando oluthile, andifumananga nto ke ndagcina loo mkhwa.
Kude kube ngenye imini ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ii-erections zam xa u-PMO zazinzima njengoko zazinjalo ngaphambili. Nangona kunjalo, bendicinga ukuba yinto nje engeyiyo okanye ukuba ndidiniwe nje. Ngapha koko ndicinga ukuba bendizama ukuzixokisa ukuze ndikwazi ukugcina umlutha wam.
Ukwenza izinto zibe zibi nakakhulu, nditshatile kwaye ngolunye usuku ndaqonda ukuba andisayi kuphinda ndikhange umfazi wam. Kuze kube yimini apho ndazama ukulala naye kwaye andinakukwazi. Ilungu lam lobudoda belivele… lifile!
Ke bendiphelelwe lithemba ndaye ndacinga: "ingaba yonke into inganxulumana?" Kwaye emva koko ndenza uphando malunga nokungasebenzi ngokwesondo okubangelwa kukugcoba kakhulu. Kwaye ke, emva kokufunda iwebhusayithi ethile njengeyourbrainonporn.com, rebootnation.org, nofap.com kunye reddit.com ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ikhona ingxaki yam. Ndazichaza nazo zonke ezo mbali.
Kwakhona, kwangaxeshanye, ndandihluke kakhulu. Bendihlala ndonwabile kwaye ndisempilweni. Xa ndiphuma, bendihlala ndiziko lokuqwalaselwa. Bendingumfana ohlekisa wonke umntu nanini na ndikhona. Ndandihlala ndisebenza kakhulu. Ndiyithandile nyani. Kodwa ngoku ndandihlukile. Ndandihlala ndidiniwe, ndicaphuka. Wayeka ukusebenza ngenxa yokuba ndandisoloko ndidiniwe kwaye ndandingasafuni ukuya ejimini. Kwaye andizange ndiphinde ndifune ukuphuma. Naxa ndisenza njalo, ndandithule. Ndandihluke ngokupheleleyo.
Ke yayilixesha lokuqalisa kwakhona. Kodwa kwangaxeshanye, ndandinexhala lokuba umtshato wam awunakuyichasa loo nto. Andizange ndixelele umfazi wam malunga naloo nto kuba kwakukho amaxesha amaninzi xa efuna ukulala ngesondo kwaye andizange, kuba ndandisele ndikhathele yi-PMO eninzi. Ngapha koko, bendikhetha nokuba yi-PMOing kunokwabelana ngesondo okwenyani. Ke, kwafuneka ndiqalise kwakhona kodwa kwangaxeshanye, kwafuneka ndenze into eyayindivumela ukuba ndilale nomfazi wam nokuba ndiyazi ukuba inokuba nemveliso.
Ke ngoku sisishwankathelo sohambo lwam ukuza kuthi ga ngoku:
Iveki #1 -Inyathelo lokuqala kwakungelula. Ndicime yonke ingqokelela yam yeefoto zevidiyo kunye neevidiyo. Kodwa bendifuna. Sele ndiqalile kwiflat eyoyikekayo. Kwakulungile kuba kwakulula kum ukuba ndiphephe iphonografi. Ndikuphephe nokujonga kubafazi. Inkxalabo yam yayikukuba iya kuba lapho ixesha elingakanani na. Andizange ndive noxinzelelo, intloko ebuhlungu, ndibongoza i-PMO… akukho nto!
Iveki #2 - Baqala ukuziva iintloko. Sisesecaleni, bendinexhala lokuba ukuba umfazi wam ufuna ukulala ngesondo, ngekhe ndikwazi. Andizange ndive nantoni na. Kodwa kuye kwafuneka ndenze into malunga. Bendinexhala lomtshato wam. Ndiye ndaphanda kakhulu kwaye ndazama izongezo ezininzi ezahlukeneyo. Nalu ushwankathelo malunga nabo:
- Tribulus - bendihlala ndiyithatha ixesha elidlulileyo kwaye ibisoloko indenzela uphondo. Nangona kunjalo, ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakhona lwenza ukuba i-flatline yam ibe mandundu ngakumbi, ndiyekile.
- IMaca-Ekuqaleni ayenzanga mahluko ke ndiyekile ukuyithatha. Emva kweeveki ezimbini ndizamile kwakhona kwaye yandenza ndanamandla kakhulu kwiiyure ezimbalwa kodwa emva koko ndaba nomsindo ndadinwa. Khange ndiyithande ke nam ndiyekile.
- IMucuna Pruriens-Khange uve mahluko.
- L-Tyrosine-Khange uve mahluko.
- Yohimbine-Le iyamangalisa. Yenza ipenisi yam ibenzima nangaphandle komnqweno wesini. Yayisisisombululo somtshato wam! Ndithathe i-5mg kathathu ngemini. Kufanelekile ukuba ukhankanye ukuba abantu abaninzi baziva iintloko kunye noxinzelelo ngelixa bethatha i-yohimbine. Khange ndive nto imbi.
- UGinkgo Biloba -Konyuse kancinci umnqweno wam wesini. Kunye neYohimbine, yayiyeyona combo igqibeleleyo! Ndithathe i-80mg kathathu ngemini.
- I-Ginseng-indenze ndaziva ndibhetele xa iyonke. Kwakhona, ndakhe ndafunda kwi rebootnation.org ukuba i-Yohimbine inceda ingqondo ukudala i-dopamine receptors ngelixa i-Ginseng ichasene ne-dopamine (thintela i-dopamine ukufikelela kwii-receptors) ukuze indibaniselwano yezi zimbini inokukhawulezisa inkqubo. Andazi ukuba yinyani okanye akunjalo, kodwa ndaziva ndibhetele xa ndizithatha zombini. Ndithathe i-500mg kabini ngemini.
- I-Omega-3-Sele ndiyifundile ukuba ilungile ekusebenzeni kwengqondo. Andazi ncam ukuba incede kangakanani, kodwa ndiyaqhubeka nokuthatha. Ndithathe i-2g kabini ngemini.
- UArginine - ndaziva ngathi ndiyaphila "ngelixa" ndiyithatha. Andazi ncam ukuba incede kangakanani. Ndithathe i-1g kabini ngemini.
- I-ZMA- Kanye nge-arginine, ndaziva ngathi ndiyaphila "ngelixa ndiyithatha. Andazi ncam ukuba incede kangakanani. Ndithathe njengezingxobo ezimbini phambi kokuba ndilale.
Ekupheleni kweveki yesibini, besendiziva bhetele. Bendihleli ndingajonganga nokujonga amantombazana (nditsho nakumabonwakude) okwangoku. Ndakhe ndafunda abanye abantu bethetha malunga nokujikeleza kwamandla kunye neendlela zokuzihlaziya. Kukho incwadi elungileyo ekhankanya ukuba ibizwa ngokuba yiMulti-Orgasmic Man, evela kuMntak Chia. Ndiye ndaqala ukuzama iindlela zokuzilolonga ezichazwe encwadini. Abanye abantu bathi ayihambelani nemveliso kuba ilungile. Nangona kunjalo, ndicinga ukuba ikhawuleze kakhulu ukululama kwam. Emva kokuyenza malunga neentsuku ezintlanu, ndaphuma kwi-ED iyonke kwi-penis enzima! Kwakhona, ndaqala ukwenza iindlela zokuphefumla kunye nokucamngca. Bahle kakhulu! Kwakhona, ndaqala ukuthatha imvula ebandayo. Ekuqaleni kwakunzima kakhulu, kodwa kwiintsuku ze-2-3 uzifumana kwaye uzive ubhetele kakhulu emva kweseshini ebandayo!
Iveki #3 -Sele ndiziva "amandla amakhulu"! Ndiqale ukusebenza kwakhona kwaye bendiyithanda! Andisaziva ndidiniwe. Endaweni yoko, ndiziva ndomelele kwaye ndandingumbindi wokuqwalaselwa kwakhona! Ndiyakwazi ukulala iiyure ezingama-7 kwaye ndivuke ndisebenza kakhulu. Ngaphambi koko kwafuneka ndilale iiyure ezingama-9-10 kwaye nangoku, ndavuka ndidiniwe kwaye ndonqena. Sisaziva sinentloko encinci kodwa i-flatline ibonakala ngathi igqityiwe. Ndaqala ukujonga amantombazana kodwa ngoku kwahlukile. Ndingabajonga emehlweni kwaye ndibubone ubuhle endaweni yokuba ndijonge kubo kwaye ndicinge ngesondo. Kwakhona, ndingajonga wonke umntu ngamehlo endiziva ndixhumene nawo. Yayiyimvakalelo enamandla kakhulu! Kule projekthi, ndaqala ukuqaphela amanye amantombazana ukuba adlale nam, eyayiyinto entsha kum ixesha elide. Nangona nditshatile kwaye andibuyiseli ngasemva, oko kwandenza ndaziva ndonwabile. Kwakhona, ndaqala ukuziva ndikhululekile ngaphakathi kwam ngaphandle koxinzelelo lwentlalo lwangaphambili. Ekupheleni kweveki ndakwazi ukufumana i-erection enzima ngokujonga nje nokuxabisa umfazi wam, ngaphandle kokunxibelelana ngokwasemzimbeni. Andazi ukuba ingakanani loo nto inxulumene neYohimbine, kodwa bendiziva ngcono kakhulu.
Iveki #4 -Ngoku ndikule veki kwaye into elungileyo kukuba ndakwazi ukulala nomfazi wam kabini kule veki. Kwakuhlukile kunangaphambili. Ngoku ndiyamva, ndiyayixabisa ulusu, ndiyayixabisa ukumchukumisa. Luhlobo olwahluke kakhulu (kwaye olulungileyo). Ngoku ndiziva ndilutsha, ndifumana ukulungiswa ngokukhawuleza! Kuyamangalisa! Ndiziva ndithembele ngakumbi kwaye ndihlala ndiziva amandla amakhulu! Andiziva ndoyika nto. Kuyothusa ukuziva ngolu hlobo!
Uxolo ngeposi ende kodwa ndaziva ngathi kufanelekile ukuba ndibelane ngembali yam nani bantu. Ndiyathemba ukuba inganceda abanye bakho njengoko nina nindincedile!
Ukuba kuya kufuneka ndikunike ingcebiso ibe nye, yile: Musa ukwenza i-PMO! Yiyeke ngoku kwaye uve umahluko ebomini bakho. Ngoku andisafuni nokuya kwi-PMO.
Ukuba kukho nawuphi na umbuzo onam, nceda undithumele. Ndiyakuvuyela ukukunceda!
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