Ndingumfana oneminyaka eyi-25 .. Khange ndide ndenze iakhawunti apha ngaphambili, bendihlala ndisebenzisa iiforum nezinye izinto apha njengondwendwe. Kodwa le ndawo indincede kakhulu kwiminyaka yam ye-2 + yokungafaki okanye ukubukela iphonografi. Ndalala ngesondo amaxesha ambalwa kule minyaka nangona ke yayingengokugcinwa kwamadlozi ngokwam.
Umlutha wamanyala waqala xa ndandineminyaka eyi-17 esikolweni sam esiphakamileyo. Ndineentombazana ezimnandi (pathethic). Bendiyi-SIMP yakhe… Undikhohlisile nomhlobo wam osenyongweni endandifunda naye. Ndathi ndakufumanisa ukuba ndidibene naye, wayengenantloni okanye endoyika, waphendula wathi, "Nokuba yeyiphi na indoda, mhlawumbi wayethanda uD wam ngcono." Ndandinomsindo kwaye ndandingakwazi kwenza nto. Ndivele ndangathethi, ndilila ngaphakathi ngenxa yalento yenzekileyo. Ewe bendisebenza naye ngesondo kude kube lelo xesha kodwa ke akazange abelane ngesondo nam kuba kunjalo wayebetha laa shithead. Ewe ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi kunye ne-masturbating imini yonke. Khange ndohlukane naye i dont know why. Ndandiqhubeka ngendlela eyayihamba ngayo (ndiyazi ukuba buhlungu kangakanani). Ngoku bendiyi-SIMP kunye neCuck. Amabanga am awile ukusuka kwi-B's ukuya kwi-C's kwaye ii-vibes zam zazingento. Ndixelele umhlobo wam osenyongweni ekugqibeleni, wandixelela ukuba yindoda, zininzi iintlanzi echibini. Kodwa andikhathalelanga ukuzifumanela intombazana, bendihlala kwigumbi lam imini yonke ndize ndiye kwi-porn. Kuqale ngezinye eziqhelekileyo ukuya kwi-bdsm ukuya kumfazi ukuya kwi-cuckold 
Ndiqale nge-cuckold porn yuck.
Kunyaka wam wesibini ekholejini, bendisazi ukuba kufuneka nditshintshe. Andizange ndilale ngesondo okanye ubudlelwane okanye ubomi bentlalo nonke. Bendingazi mntu kwiiklasi zam ngaphandle komfana owabelana nam ngeklasi nje. Ndikhubekile kwindawo ye-nofap xa bendicinga i-20. Ndizamile ukugcina ezinye iindlela, zahluleka, zama kwakhona. Emva kweenyanga ezili-9 zokuzama nokungaphumeleli, ndafumana iintsuku ezingama-90 !! Ndonwabile, yayingenamida. Ndanxila kwaye saphinda sabuya. Uqale nge-porn cuck kwakhona . Kodwa nangona kunjalo, ndaphakama kwakhona emva kokungaphumeleli kwaye ndafumana i-60 yeentsuku ze-streak. Ndaya epatini kunye nomnye umhlobo wam (abahlobo abatsha abenziwe ngexesha le-streak!), Ndadibana nentombazana okanye ndazama…! Khange ndikwazi ukuyifumana kwaye ngoku bendizicingela "oh wow a ED ngoku! Yiloo nto kanye endandiyifuna ”ndabuya ekhaya ndinentloni ndaza ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi kunye nokubaleka, andizange ndigcine i-streak nantoni na. Ndizenzele iakhawunti kwindawo ethile njenge-cuck, ndabeka amaxesha aliqela (yayikukuphulula amalungu esini kwisibini esitshatileyo ukuze siphinde sizonwabise kwakhona)
Ngoku ibali lempumelelo!
Xa ndandineminyaka engama-22½ into endagqiba ngayo ngamandla amakhulu kuya kufuneka nditshintshe. Ndazibandakanya nobulungu bokuzivocavoca (ndandibhityile btw), ndaqala ukufunda iikowuti kunye nezibhalo zobuKrestu, ubuSilamsi nobuHindu! Kwaye kwaqala nge-nofap. Okwangoku sele ukuphulula amalungu esini kunye nokusebenzisa iphonografi bekuphantsi ngenxa yoxinzelelo olukhulu kwikholeji.
Iveki yoku-1: Musa ukukhumbula okuninzi ngaphandle kokuba bendibuhlungu ejimini kwaye ndinamaphepha amaninzi ngenxa.
Iveki yesi-2: khange uye ejimini kuba ibibuhlungu lol.
Inyanga yoku-1: ndiqale ukuhamba kwakhona, ndafumana uqeqesho lobuqu. Kwaye yayilixesha leemviwo! Ndaqala ndasela imvula ebandayo. Ndixelele umqeqeshi wam malunga ne-nofap kwaye ewe wayenesikolo esidala! Ukhuthaze abantu ukuba babe kwi-nofap ukuba bayazilolonga kwaye wayeneminyaka engama-30 ubudala. Ibongoza ukuba ibethe ngamandla kwiintsuku ezininzi kodwa andizange ndiguquke.
Inyanga 6: ngandlela thile ndifike kwinyanga yesi-6 kwaye ndalahleka! Ndine 0 ngesondo drive okanye ii-erections kodwa bendingakhathazeki. Kwimithambo yam ndaqala ukufumana inzuzo enkulu. Kuvavanyo lwam, ndiye ndafumana amabakala amahle.
Unyaka 1: Ndandonwabile ngale mpumelelo. Bendingasenayo intshontsho, ezo ngcinga zenkukhu zindonyanyisile, ndaya kwisayikholojisti ngale nto… Wenza ukuba ndizamkele ngokwam kunye nesigameko esivela kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo… Ndazixolela ii-bastards xD.
Ndaqala ukuba yintlalontle, ndaqala ukwenza abahlobo kwindawo yokuzivocavoca, ndenza izihlobo ekholejini. Ndandifumana ukuthandwa ngamantombazana ngenxa yokufumana kwam kunye ne-nofap!
Ixesha lihambile ndafumana i-streak yam kunyaka we-2! Andikaze ndibukele iphonografi, ndingaze ndibaleke.
Ndaziva ndingakulungelanga malunga nobudlelwane. Ndisebenza kuloo ngoku.
Ezinye izibonelelo:
1. Ukuzithemba okungcono.
2. Ukusebenza okungcono kwindawo yokuzivocavoca kunye nebhedi.
3. Ukunyusa iTesttosterone.
4. Ilizwi elingqindilili nokukhula kweendevu.
5. Ukuqina okomeleleyo.
6. Ukuphulula amalungu esini kunye ne-porn kubonakala kungenantsingiselo xa usabelana ngesondo rhoqo kwaye une-nofap streak elungileyo.
7. Ubundlongondlongo kunye nobudoda.
8. Xa ndisiya kwiponti edolophini kubafazi, ndikhona ngalo mzuzu! Kwaye ndingazonwabela ngoku ekubeni ndikwindawo ephezulu.
9.Ububele nemfesane ebantwini (ndiyayazi into endigqithe kuyo, kwaye ndiyazi abantu abaninzi bagweba nje bengazi nto)
10. Ukuqina okungcono kunye nokuhlala ixesha elide ebhedini.
Kwaye okuninzi! Ndixolele nangesiNgesi sam esibi, ayilolwimi lwam lwasekhaya….
Nceda uqhubeke usenza i-Nofap beacuse nantsi indlela! Ndiyanixelela madoda yile ndlela !! Nantsi indlela yokubulala inkwenkwe kwaye kuzelwe umntu!
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