Ingxelo yeYBOP: Lo mfo wayenamava okwenene ngokwesondo nto leyo enokuchaza ukuba kutheni emva kweeveki ezimbini akukho porn wayesele ebona ukuphuculwa kwe-libido kunye ne-porn-induced ED..
Bendikhangela indawo ye-pegym kwaye ndikhubeke kweli gama elithi PIED. Ndiye ndayi google ndaqaphela ukuba ndine pied eqhubekayo. I-Libido iphantsi kwaye ndifumana ii-erections ezithambileyo kunye nenenekazi lam kodwa xa ndibukele i-porn ndiba nzima. Ndibukele i-porn njengeminyaka engaphezu kwe-20 .. ngoko kufuneka ibe sisizathu seengxaki zam.
Ndicinga ukuba iingxaki zam azikho kwisiphelo esibi kakhulu somlutha we-porn kodwa zikhulu ngokwaneleyo ukuba zilahle. Andazi ngenene ukuba zeziphi iimpawu zam kwaye yintoni “eqhelekileyo kum”. Kodwa ezo ndizibonayo kwaye ndiziva:
- i-pied encinci
- libido ephantsi
-ndiyakonwabela ukuhlaziya iphonografi ngaphezu kokuba ndonwabela isondo kunye nenenekazi lam
– iinkuni zakusasa nje random
– ndikhathazeke kakhulu kwaye ndineemvakalelo eziguqukayo
– ngamanye amaxesha kunzima ukufumana ulonwabo kwizinto eziqhelekileyo
- ndiziva ndidakumbile ngamanye amaxesha kwaye ndinobunzima bokuqalisa ukwenza imisebenzi esisiseko efana nokuhlawula amatyala okanye ukuqalisa ukucoca indlu.
Akukho mntu uthanda ukucoca indlu okanye ukuhlawula amatyala kodwa ndiyifumana iyinto encinci ukuba imisebenzi esisiseko ivakala icaphukisa kwaye kunzima ukuyiqala. 
Andisakholelwa, ndiyazi ukuba ndinomlutha we-porn kwaye kufuneka ihambe! Sele, ndenze isigqibo sokuyeka le BS yephonografi kwaye ndifumane ilungu lam eliqinileyo! Ndifuna ukuziva ndiphambana nenenekazi lam. We've been together 15 years ngoku sinabantwana abathathu kodwa ezo ayizo excuses zam zanto. Ndiyazi ukuba ndim kunye nomkhwa wam ongathandekiyo wokusebenzisa i-porn.
Ndiyavuya ukuba ndikhubeke kwi-PIED endikhokelele kweli qonga.
Uhlaziyo lwejenali nge-17 kaDec
Ngoku ziintsuku ze-5 ngaphandle kwe-porn kunye ne-masturbation ukuba ichaneke. Ndiziva nditshintshile.
Ndine-horny ngakumbi kodwa andifuni ukubukela i-porn kwakhona, i-boner ilula (inokufezekiswa ngaphandle kokuvuselela ngokomzimba) kwaye ihlala ixesha elide.
Andazi ukuba ndikuhlobo oluthile lweflatline encinci. Noba ndinamampondo andiyifuni into embi kangaka. Ngethamsanqa ndinenenekazi lam endinokulala nalo xa isidingo singanyamezeleki. Ndiqinisekile ukuba uya kundinceda ukubuyisela iingqondo zam ezibolileyo into entle kukuba yonke le minyaka ndisebenzisa iphonografi, ndisenayo i-decent vibes eqhubekayo nenenekazi lam.
Ngokuqinisekileyo ndiyakwazi ukucinga imeko yabafana abangatshatanga abafakela i-porn ngaphandle KWAKUNXIBELELWANO kunye nabasetyhini behlabathi langempela kwaye xa isondo siqala ukwenzeka sifile:/ ilungu lam alihambi lifile kodwa kunzima ukumisa kwaye uhlale ngaloo ndlela. Ngamanye amaxesha ilitye eliqinileyo ukuba andizange ndifake kwaye ndibukele i-porn masithi iveki, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ngumsebenzi wokuhamba nangona ndingakhange ndibukele i-porn. Iyanyuka iphinde ihle, endicinga ukuba ayiqhelekanga xa umntu ephinda eqalisa? Kunene?
Ndiye ndaphuma kwi-porn kwixesha elidlulileyo, ukusuka kwiveki enye ukuya kwiinyanga ezimbalwa kodwa andizange ndiqonde ukuba kunempembelelo kuyo nantoni na. Kodwa ngoku xa ndiqala ngokutsha ngabom kwaye ndiphinda ndikwazi ukubona iingxaki kunye nendlela ezichaphazeleka ngayo ebomini bam kunye nobudlelwane. Ndikwabona unyango kunye nobomi obungcono ngaphezu kwayo yonke le nto. Loo nto indenza ndihlale ndikhuthazekile.
Enkosi ngoGabe kunye nani nonke manene namanenekazi alungileyo ngokwenza amehlo am avuleke
Hlela: mhlawumbi le inokuba yijenali yam ngale nto. Ndiyathemba ukuba ibali lam kunye ne-crappy english ifanelekile ukufundela enye.
Ngam.
-37 iminyaka ubudala
-Ben kunye nomfazi wam eqhelekileyo-mthetho malunga 15 iminyaka.
-ndinabantwana aba-3
-bendibukele kwaye ndifakela i-porn kwisithuba seminyaka engamashumi amabini (kunye nokulala nezilwanyana kunye nayo yonke into ephambeneyo ye-fetish shit)
- waqala ukuqaphela i-pied coz of exersions yokwandisa umthondo. Ekuqaleni ndandicinga ukuba ndonzakele ngokwenza umthambo kodwa ndibe ne-boner evuthayo kunye ne-porn kunye nokuvuselela umzimba kodwa ukuba ne-libido ephantsi kunye nokwakhiwa okuthambileyo kunye nenenekazi lam kwakuvula amehlo. Ngaba ndingenzakala ukuba ndinokuba ne-rock hard boner nge-porn kodwa hayi nenenekazi lam? Andiqondi ukuba akunjalo. Xa ndakhubeka kwi-PIED kwiveki ephelileyo, yayiyinto yokugqibela eyaphula iinkamela. Oko kundenze ndaqonda ukuba ndikwisiphelo esinzulu setanki ye-septic ye-porn kwaye kufuneka ndiphume kulo loliwe ngoku.
Ndiyathemba ukuba ndiyakwazi ukubuyisela ubuchopho bam ukuze ndonwabele isondo nenenekazi lam 100% kwaye ndibuyisele inkuthazo yam kunye namandla okwenza izinto. Andizithandi zonke ezi ziguquguqukayo.
Uhlaziyo lwejenali nge-23 kaDec
Akukho mandla anokumisa le nofap -train. Iintsuku ezili-12 ngasemva kwaye ubomi buziva bumnandi. Andizukudwelisa izibonelelo zam apha malunga nenkungu yengqondo kunye neshit. Eyona nto ndigxininise kuyo kwi-libido, ukwakhiwa kunye nobomi besondo kunye nenenekazi lam.
I-Libido ibonisa iimpawu ezibuthathaka zokuchacha rhoqo ngoku kwaye emva koko. I-Flatline ibonakala ngathi ikwi-rollercoaster -mode, ngenye imini andiyikhathalelanga kwaphela ngesondo kwaye ngengomso ndibambe i-horny kangangokuba ndiyakwazi ukujiza iblukhwe yam usebenzisa i-imagination yam kuphela. Izinto zibangcono nangona kunjalo. Ukwakhiwa kunye nenenekazi lam okwangoku kunamandla nangona imeko iphantsi ye-libido. Ndifuna isondo ngakumbi nenenekazi lam. Xa ndandisebenzisa iphonografi sasilalana kanye ngeveki okanye kanye kwiiveki ezimbalwa. Ewe kule veki sincokola kabini, ngolwesibini nanamhlanje. Mhlawumbi siza kuphinda sibambene ngempelaveki.
Uxolo, ayiyoncwadi yam yezesondo le. Ingongoma kukuba ekubeni ndiyeka i-porn kunye ne-fapping bendifuna isondo esingakumbi kunye nenkosikazi yam. Ukubuyisela kwakhona kuyinto epholileyo. Kwaye njengoko ukwakhiwa kwam kubonakala kubuyile ndiza sele ndiyibiza impumelelo. I-Libido isebuthathaka kunesiqhelo kodwa ndiqinisekile ukuba iya kubuya ngokupheleleyo.
Uhlaziyo lwejenali nge-27 kaDec
Wavuka i-4.00 kwaye iminyaka yayinokhuni oluqinileyo oluhlala ixesha elide. Hayi 100% njengoko kwakunjalo ngaphambili kodwa isenamandla kakhulu. Kwakhona, wabona amaphupha athile. Akukho nto iphumayo, umfazi nje othile ochukumisa uJohnson wam ngeempahla, yiyo yonke loo nto
Zombini ezi zimpawu ezintsha zokuchacha kwaye ndizifumana zanelisa njenge-fuck!
Ndibuyele ekhaya ndivela emsebenzini ndafumana instant pulsating boner xa ndibona inenekazi lam. I couldn't control my boner, i tried to calm it but it was useless. Wayemana ejonge phantsi ngalo lonke ixesha kwaye enxiba. She went super crazy and was all over me and we had just had to have sex. Ndiwuvuthele umthwalo wam wonke esiswini sakhe nasemathangeni
Kutheni ndikuxelela lento? Ewe lo msonto usebenza njengejenali kum kwaye mhlawumbi umntu unokufumana inkuthazo yokuzama i-nofap.
Ndibukele i-porn (zonke iintlobo ze-fetish shit) ngaphezulu kweminyaka engamashumi amabini njenge-maniac. Ndiphulukene neenkuni zam zasekuseni, amaphupha amanzi, i-libido kwaye ndafumana i-PIED. Ndineminyaka engaphantsi kwe-40 kwaye ndinabantwana. Ndikunye nenekazi lam kwiminyaka elishumi. Iqale i-nofap 12.12.21 kwaye sele ndibonisa uluhlu olukhulu lophuculo. Eyona mpumelelo inkulu kukumiswa kwam okumalunga nesiqhelo kwezi ntsuku (sele zikho). I-Libido ibuya ngamaza. Iza kwaye ihamba. Ndonwabile kwaye ndigxile ngakumbi. Ndiyazonwabela izinto. Oku kuhle kakhulu.
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