Njengomnye umfazi wathi:
Ewe, ukusetyenziswa kwesidlidliza kunokumenza abe ngumntu ongafunekiyo umntu wasetyhini. Ndaqala ukusebenzisa enye kwikholeji, ndicinga ukuba ndingumfazi wale mihla, oxhotyiswe ngokwesondo, kwaye ndingakholelwa ukuba usebenze njani ngokufanelekileyo. Isebenze kakuhle. Ngokukhawuleza ndafumanisa ukuba kungaphelanga inyanga, ndandingasayi kuphinda ndithandane nesoka lam, kwaye kwiinyanga ezimbalwa emva koko, andinakuyenza ngesandla sam kwakhona. I-vibrator yangena enkunkumeni kwaye ukuphendula kwam kwabuya kwiiveki ezimbalwa. Kuyahlekisa, kodwa nangoku, kwiminyaka elishumi kamva, ngamanye amaxesha ndiphoswa kukukhuthaza okukhulu. Nangona kunjalo, ngokuqinisekileyo andikuphosi ukuphendula ngokwesondo elulwalweni.
Ndiye ndahlala kude ne-intanethi ngesizathu esifanayo-kuyakhuthaza kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kukhawuleza. Ndizamile ukuyihlambalaza kanye, kwaye ndangena ngaphantsi komzuzu omnye (akunjalo njengobomi bokwenene!), Ukuvuselela kwakunzima kakhulu. Ukwabelana ngesondo lokwenyani ngekhe kukwazi ukulinganisa oko. Mhlawumbi ndingomnye wabo bantu abangena ngokulula kwi-dopamine surges, kodwa ndiyazi kakuhle. Ukuba bendiqala ukusebenzisa i-intanethi rhoqo kwi-intanethi, ndiza kugcina ndingomnye wabo bantu bangasakwaziyo ukujikwa ngaphandle kwayo. Hayi enkosi. Ndizama ukugcina ubomi bam besini kunye nobomi.
Bona kwakhona
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